bluesky skyblue

For the most UNobvious reasons,
I really like this picture.
Thanks aaaaaaammmmmmeeeeeeeeeeellllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaa! =D

Jien dear, WE, it's WE, WE, WE, who are the (censored) of the night!


I am enjoying my guitar solo by you know who right now. (:

Butterflies & Hurricanes.

So, gp down, phy p3 down, chem p2 down, math p1 down.

Shan't start on how terrible they have been, cos if you go to every j2's blog, their entries probably start with endless whinings about prelims.

Yay, now we all think part one is over.
But it just hit me that, part 2 is just a week away and it's not that long actually.

I watched the breakup today. Didn't really like it.

&
I'm very happy Chloe won Project Runway! =D

(another mindless entry)

My intellect thinks too highly of itself.

Yesterday, I learnt that there is ALWAYS an alternative to everything.
And last night, my alternative to MATH was sleep.
Com`on, double papers in a day. You definitely need the rest right?

But sitting infront of my Math PRELIM paper today, felt all too familiar.
It felt like BTONE all over again.
Skip this question, circle this part, flip the next page,
stone in your seat, let your eyes wander outside your classroom (I sit by the door)
blahblahblah.

Allow 3 hours to just breeze by you like that, when I'd honestly rather spend the time doing my chemistry for tmr. Because right now, I am convinced that it isn't wise to skip Ionic Equilibrium at all.

FYI, I got 15 for Blocks one.
this shirt is sooo cool. haha
but doesnt haemoglobin have an a?

Without sour, sweet wouldn't taste.

A dark congregation of familiar faces gathered around the quiet earth

A red rose fell upon the soft snow, prayers were whispered so slow from our mouths

Our breath rose in the cold like a hundred souls escaping

Just random song lyrics that are playing.
Today has been frustrating.
With more communication breakdowns that we already promised to work on but somehow to no avail, or maybe an insignificant amount.
Math is a Motherf.

I'm finally understanding how it feels like to be suffocated,
how gasping for air actually isn't much help at all.

How do you spell exhausted?

Save me, I am swallowed by the guilt of this

You're gone, sleeping in the dust

We will not let time erase us

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All right, I am officially hating that college with double alphabets in their school initials cos I've tried their Phy/Chem/Math paper and ALL of them have problems.

Plus, really weird questions, really weird answers and demoralising questions.

Bloody hell.

Goodnight.

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A Dark Congregation.

#1: Another signifance to our common identity. Hoho. Guess which belongs to who! (: Kinda obvious which is mine though.
#2: leeseefeeleeshearlimenchzeching in a very jumbled up order. (:

The day out with the other two was great. Garden Macs is definitely the place to go if you're a paedophile cos every few seconds, there are CUTE little kids (with their parents/granparents) that come in for ice cream or a meal. It's also a good spot if you wanna spy on how your felow juniors have been doing/ check out how terrible their attire/behaviour is. And it's perfect for one who likes observing people too cos all sorts of weird things happen there, like this girl with her boyfriend who sat at a corner of Mac with a perpetual black face the whole time they spent there which couldn't stop Seef laughing.

I love how three of us go through so much together. And how we don't have to meet very often or talk all the time to still be close. I think this is really a higher order of friendship. And you know what I think keeps THIS going like this? It's TRUST. A simple word, with a larger than life meaning. We may not always be talking, or at least Feiiers is more "away" cos she's in a different college, but WE know that we always have each other's back. There's always these other 2 strong pillars of support should you, the third one, ever crack.

I probably said this a million times already, but it really is how it is. And I really do love the simplicity yet complications of this friendship. (:

#3: While playing with the visualiser during Physics, they froze it and this was the picture. Hubert's mouth, and Gary&YongRui in the bg, just in case you can't see cos the picture's pretty faint.

#4: Crabs4lyfe! (The crabby on the right has braces, fyi) An afternoon/night out spent with my craabbbyyyy. With pumpkin spice from starbucks to food court's western food to mouth-chattering-cold Cold storage's fish keropok (!) and EEEEW YUCK, who did we just seee?

I woke up from a nightmare this morning again. Similar to the previous one. But I didn't pray about it this time. And GAWWWWWWWWD, it felt soooooooo real. I don't even remember what woke me up.

someday we'll know.

LEESEEFEELEESHEARLIMENCHZECHINGKWA is good quality time.
How I miss those days.
Now we have one more new thing to associate all three of us together(:

Can you believe that usually, I'm the one skipping school but now when everyone is, I'm faithfully attending it. Oh, well done, Phil. Hur.

ARGUMENT = CLAIM + REASON.

Because talking's just a waste of breath,

and living's just a waste of death.

fuck you, liar and deceiver.
for all the efforts i put to waste.

Sugar high, sugar rush. Skittles make you fat like a brush.

Is a brush even fat? Okay, that's lame.

I spent my sunday watching HBO, like a potato couch. (Isn't it supposed to be couch potato?) And I was eating potato chips. ):
Twisted Desire, Baby sitters club (grow up, phil, i know!), Series on Unfortunate events, and 50 First Dates.

WLE.

And right now, the days to the big P has reduced to single digit already. Omg.
SIX DAYSSSS.
Physics is the first paper and I'm barely halfway.

And I spent some childhood reliving moments at the playground yesterday! (: Sitting on the see-saw, though I really was too big for it.

Okay, I should just stop complaining. This entry is really mindless.
Maybe it's stress relieving. Oh, what the hell.

leeseefeeleeshearlimenchzechingkwa remedy later!
YAY :D

Btw, 3G ROCKS. I had a half an hour 3G conversation on Sunday. Haha. (Shit, damn ex know)

.

My mouth ran dry,
my tongue got tied.
I can't seem to get the words out right.
You question, we doubt.
We argued about.
I avoided, You said,
Let's get this straight.
The past to clear,
why should we fear?
We'll talk one day,
before things go astray.
We'll rewrite this wrong,
so it'd be right from now on.

Like a decomposing rose.

Last night, I dreamt of Ronin.
All thanks to the email, and the conversation I had with Hr.
Do you know, what that means? Hurhur.

I was reading Dearest's blog, where there are double bloggers, and I'd like quote something not posted by her.

"No matter how one detest change, we cannot avoid them. It's like a vicous cycle we all yearn to break. There is no way to make people like change, but you can make them feel less threatened by it. Times, people, things change but we change with them."

People change, but at a different frequency as yourself.

Then again, there are some who never change what ought to be have changed.

This trust needs to rebuilt again, but somehow this TRUST, has become TRUST.

This is how much my solid one, has faded into a nearly non existent one.

leftyyyy =D

To my dearest little boy, that I always play mind games with, nag at to study (and I'm still gonna do it cos I don't want you to enjoy an additional year at the new compound), whom I share two common traits with- braces and being a LEFTY (which I would say, we're quite proud of, right?),

HAPPY SEXAYE 17th BIRTHDAY. (:

(I wonder if you'll see this. Haha. Hope your parent-meet-tutor meeting went all right(: )

My reply to your letter addressed to P.(for pain)

HOUR GLASS

"Hourglass"

As we sift through the hour glass
We realize that an hour's passed
And not a person here is innocent
We're both as guilty as a sin

It must have rained all through the night
The tires just couldn't grip right
So I took another long sip
And wiped away my chapped lips

This is how it ends
We believe every lie and say we'll be friends
How long will it last
Before we scratch all the scripts and we rework the cast

As the hour met the minute hand
We kept racing through this foreign land
With no direction or a telephone
Together we were all alone

That's when the puzzle was finally pieced
We compromised until our bodies seized
To some we seem like colder creatures well
We were warm until we went to hell

Cast the first stone
Lets pretend that we don't have a
Past the worst one
Forbid forget forget that you exist

*THE HUSH SOUND

someday, somehow.

8 Pages
16 Sheets.
A beautiful scar;
all too familiar?
A painful goodbye.
One I never got to say.
One I heard too late.

Like the roses need the rain,
like the poet needs the pain,
like the seasons need the change.

*

Singapore's deaf. But thank God Jon Leongs safe :D

SHAWN; bare with the smelly pigs/cows/goats/sheep nearby yeah. Smelly farms. hahaha. Dinner soon, yup :D

Of summer's kiss.

and I will leave under the cover

Of summer's kiss upon the sky

Like the stone face of your love

Just before she says goodbye

I was certain that the season could be held between my arms

Well just as summer's hold is fleeting

I was here but now I'm gone,

I'm gone.

Phil (Fill) my little world.

Why is chestnut called chestnut?

Because last time, some dude swallowed some seed til the nut grew out of his chest.

-

"Hey, I like walnuts!"
"Oh, I like ceilingnuts and floornuts!"

**

GUESS WHO I BUMPED INTO WHILE HAVING DINNER YESTERDAY?

My dearest.

**

I'm sorry I never had the chance to salvage anything at the lastest minute.
I'm sorry I've let you down, thrown the past 1month and ten days to waste,
I've not appreciated time,
I let my other stuff override your importance.
You won't even reply to tell me what time your flight is.
You won't even reply, when I said take care.
Now, you're gone for good.
I'm sorry, I never proved you wrong, that I do care despite how estranged everything feels.
I'm sorry, we never got to exchange any last words.
I'm sorry I only met you once, a month ago.
Bon Voyage, and really, take care there.

Mommy, mommy. I can't wait for you to be back, really.

Don't stop dancing.

Ten random things before I sleep:

#1: Someday you'll know should be permanenty deleted from every playlist
#2: Yay, Brandon!(: (For every smile-worthy reason for you and for me)
#3: You have no privacy at all, when you're sharing a room with your sister.
#4: I love carbonyl compounds, hate arenes.
#5: I bumped my afternoon away, watching Alfie (a little la, I found it too saddening to continue) and sleeping.
#6: My tao huay was somehow, really sweeeet today. Eee.
#7: I wanna go run.
#8: I feel like eating Kit Kat. ):
#9: Congratulations.
#10: I don't want to, simply because I feel there is no need, and I have no reason to.

Oh yeah, before I forget.
HI SHAWN!! LONG TIME NO SEE! (: Nice bumping into you yesterday. And thanks for making sure I got on the train even before you did, though you already missed 3. Haha.
Let's go night patrolling one day around our neighbourhood soon okay! See you around, Mr Friendly Neighbourhood Policeman! HAHA!

And for some EXTREMELY funny reason, this is the songs played THOUGH my playlist is on shuffle:

• clocks- coldplay
• yellow- coldplay
• don't wait- dashboard confessional
• someday we'll know- new radicals
• jumper- bedlight for blue eyes
• Feel like rain- Motion city soundtrack
• Forever love- X japan

OMG SHIT. It's the 14th ALREADY? Wah, die.

Can you take me higher? To a place where Blind men see.

I woke up very earlyearly this morning from a short 3 hour sleep to go down to Newton to meet the CHEN family. (:
Sat through Service, about Gentleness.
And Sunday school, where Joyce's Mom was the Sunday school teacher,
and we learnt about Joseph.
And how Joseph was able to interprete the cup bearer's, the baker's and the Pharoah's dreams very accurately.
What touched me most, was how he was able to give all glory unto God, and not let the fact that his Father up above is what helps him do everything that he is able to.

QT talked about burdens, and forgiveness. But it hasn't sunk into me yet. So yeah.

Lunch at THEORIGINALHOCKLAMSTREET Beef noodles (YUM:D) and we all thought HOCKLAM was the Father's name, but yeah, silly us. It's actually the street name.
Yarns is really blessed with a lovely close knit family(: and I was blessed too, to have the privilege to an entire morning with them. (:

1 thing I really admired is how the car is never quiet throughout the entire journey.
That's one thing mine will never be.
Unless we're quarrelling. HAHA

Then we had a conversation on whether the significance of the different people you think of at different times are different. (uh, get it?)
Like, who do you think of when you're happy?
Who do you think of when you're sad?
Who do you think of when you're angry?
Who do you think of when you're lonely?
And who do you think of despite your company.

I believe, the people you think of at different times, all mean something different.
I don't think there is a "most important" person, but I'm sure there will be some of greater importance than another.

Anyhow, thank you crabby (and weishan weijie wei 'an, auntie&uncle chen) for the wonderful morning to a SUNday -insert plenty of sunrays and smiles-


From I-feel-sorry-for-you, it has grown to you're-just-lying, to please-make-up-your-mind, to anger and shut-up-cos-I-dont-wanna-hear-your-damned-regrets.

To my dearest friends who make one of the most loving couple; (Z&T), thank you two dearests! (:

(I saw this from Candice's blog and I wanted to do it too so here goes!)

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HOW COME SHE GETS TO LAUGH TO DEATH BUT I DON'T. UNFAIR EH.

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

philicia -- [noun]: A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

She will be loved.

Yoohoo, fireworks with my favourite orange lover- PONG(:
Though it was very last minute, and very rush and very kan chiong and very sweaty and very blocked, I loved every minute of it (:

Have a break, have a Kit Kat.

It's like dying two days before your birthday,
like falling two steps from your finishing line,
like failing two marks from the passing grade,
like missing two stops to your final destination.

It's like ice cubes melting two degrees away from its melting point,
like snowing two days before it's winter,
like buying two days before the sales,
like trailing two years behind your lover. (lakehouse, haha)

The loss of it all,
is like dropping two m&ms from a packet of peanut buttered ones.
Like everything described, two minutes from bedtime.

Thrown into a cyclone of doubt.

I feel like it's a talk-less-more-photos day so it's a random post with random pictures.
Tuition yesterday with LuLing & Zi was a day of doodling more than listening.

My shirt from Feiiers, Amelia, Sheryl, Alicia.

I drew the third. So random and ugly. But I was bored and lacked inspiration. Zi did the rest.

This is my uncool friend. And his coolest uncool pose.

Math test in the LT today was like an open discussion/open book test where everyone was frantically discussing and copying one another's answers. Chem test, however, was a total twist. With LL constantly sitting behind us, and teachers screaming at you infront of everyone else, it was serious stuff, man.

Btw, the POOR (P)CME people had a test marathon, (P)CM people had jog-a-thon and the (P)ME people had a test walk-a-thon, as concluded by caliSTAR and I. hoho.

My orange gerbera from Luling to cheer me up (: It's really pretty.My fellow july baby who went "Don't worry, I understand how you feel. I'm a July baby too."
Yep, my ding dearest. (:A picture of PARTNERS(: That's me planting the ball SQUARE ON and MY GIRL being my dummy half. (:
Oh~ Sweet Touch Memories.

And before I end today's rather mindles entry,
I just wanted to say Hi to Gary Wxw and Lydia. (:
Simply because I never knew they read (not that I am supposed to know all my readers) but since I do now, let me say hi (:

yellow constellation?

iknowyouhatethissong

look at the stars
look how they shine for you
and everything you do
yeah they were all yellow
I came along
I wrote a song for you
and all the things you do
and it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
oh wh at a thing to have done
and it was all yellow

your skin
oh yeah your skin and bones
turn into something beautiful
and you know
you know I love you so
you know I love you so

Just a random song from what's playing.
Btw, Scary movie 4 sucked. My sis and I were complaining about how it made no sense.

What does this picture say, btw?
It's just a random shot. Taken and sent by Hr. I think to him, the sky was just nice.
But it kinda says something to me.

Feel the silence?
Uh uh.

Liberation Transmission

"Don't take too long to say I love you

To the ones you love

Cos time has a habit of slipping away."

Fireworks with my favourite fellow orange lover and hurdler (of course with more people but we took more photos cos we didn't take many at Rapture) and one of my favourite shots of the fireworks.

Today saw me sending my mom off to a week long trip to Taiwan with her friends.
Grah, I miss her already. ):

FAMILY(: ; I REALLY REALLY LOVE.+ Pandy the lazy bum, who was still in bed when we left home. (That's him happy after his cool hair cut)

**

My will to fight has been flushed
Seized like blank babies faces
The water line begins to rise

Let the tide swallow me whole
Like morning light in windows
Let that dark water take me home

We set the wrong course and headed due north
That's where we went wrong
We were young and learning steady hearts hate turning
That's where we went wrong

Love In New Wave.

The Team Singapore fireworks were ABSOLUTELY brilliant, pretty, mesmerizing, and I have absolutely no regrets squeezing among my fellow Singaporeans (maybe tourists, too) to enjoy that short 11(about) minutes of "WOW"ing and "WOH"ing.

Electrico definitely made the night even better and the trip home wrapped my day perfectly, with my dearest Fork ranting about cool and uncoolness and everything felt the same.
(Night rider rocks!)

Last but not least, dearest crabby staying up just to accompany me on my way home like how I am staying up just to accompany (hum ji) hr.

It is really times like these when you wonder who needs anything else, when you've got friends and your family? (:

(I'm too lazy to upload photos)
Ames, guess who I bumped into today? FOR REAL. (urgh)

three pink daisies.

Dear Weiyarn,
DO YOU KNOW YOUR THREE PRETTY PINK FLOWERS ARE STILL ALIVE AND VERY HEALTHY? (:
SEEING THEM EVERYDAY (so far) REALLY MAKES ME SM:)E.
WHEEEEEEEEEEE (:

Heaven Sent.

While showering today, I had this sudden realisation that, GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS ALL ALONG.

He told it to me in my dreams, however super duper wuper indirectly.

The nightmare I had, led me to talking to Crabby,
and from then, she has NEVER left me. Constantly GUIDING me, helping and talking to me.
And the guidance was all I wanted, needed, and asked for.

I feel so relieved now. (:

I can't stop coughing.
It's eating my sleeping time. Shit. Why like that.

I don't want Wednesday to come.
I'll be Mommy-deprived for a week cos she's going to Taiwan with her friends. ):

for life;

Guess what's sitting just above my bed?

You don't know how much SM:)ES it brings each morning (or maybe afternoon) I wake up.

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(under the influence of vernsiepoo): OMGZZZZ.
GUESS WHAT!

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it's never easy to say goodbye.

JUST SOME PICTURES FROM

FRIDAY:

SATURDAY:
SUNDAY:
The past three days, has been nothing short of lovely, with the amazing (different) company that I've had.

Yes, there were fucked up times in between, but hey, the good always overrides the bad.

I'm becoming, or learning to become more optimistic.

(okay, because the photo size is really large and my com is freaking laggy today, I didn't get to upload a whole lot more I wish I could have. ): Btw, I really wish I took more photos with more people on Rapture. Especially crabby. *sulks)

Dear AMELIA,
do you see anyone familiar in the last picture? ;)

TOUCH RUGBY LIVES FOREVER.

Samburger has great memory(:
She compiled the list of the "Miss Touch Rugby" Peagent 2006.
Heres goes:

• Annabella - Miss Crappy
• Elsa - Miss Lovesick
• Estee - Best Vice Captain
• Huiyi - Miss Lux Super Rich
• Joy - Best Captain
• Kelly - Miss Rosey Cheeks
• Lynette - Miss Fashion Mama
• Mab - Miss Exotic
• Philicia - Miss Hot Legs
• Qianhui - Miss Glam Queen
• Samantha -Miss American Born Chinese
• Sinwen - Miss Princess
• Tracy - Miss Dimples
• Weiping - Miss Dainty
• Weiyann - Miss Slow-mo
• Zara - Miss Supportive

In my opinion, I think Nette's & Huiyi's title are the most hilarious, really. But it's a coool title!

Farewell was NOTHING short of a blast. Like Estee said, we finally ended it, with a BANG. And exclamation mark, I'd say. And plenty of smileys faces (and tears).

The juniors put in SOOOOOOOO much effort, and I'm truly touched. I'm sure every single 16 of us are. What we did last year for the seniors, is nothing, compared to this.

In every single way, you juniors have touched our hearts and made the team & this sport mean so much more to us.

Thank you J1s! ALL OF YOU.

I can surely say, I LOVE YOU ALL! (:

& ;
AMELIA DARLING; Thanks for staying up the WHOLE night just to cook our YUMMY dinner
Cheryl & Jaya; Thanks for letting us use your houses(:
Celine; Thanks for the imitation of my "belly dancing" (I still don't know why!) on the pitch!

Those three words,
are said too much.
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

**

(those three words = I don't know, not I love you. In my point of view, for now, that is.)

Will you consider =') a smiley?

Sometimes
It's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know where I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand
But sometimes
I get the feeling that I'm
Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a children rhyme, a sound bite

Today, I typed the normal "paper-backed.blogspot.com" to view any tags on my blog,
But I typed wrongly, and accidentally missed out on the "s" in blogspot.

Guess where the site brought me to?
A Mega Site of Bible studies and information.
Coincidence?
I don't know.

I just ignored it, read crabby's, and wanted to refer back to what I said, and somehow I landed up at the Bible studies page, AGAIN.

I don't know if you can see it on your computer, though. You can TRY if you want.
I didn't want to navigate. But there were quotations on the main.
Quotations on God's will, His believers' faith, seeking truth, and stuff like that.

No, the dream is not haunting me anymore.
But it changed everything.

If you happen to see this, I know what you told Sweets yesterday.
I don't believe we need a reason to give/accept flowers. Just like how we don't need a reson for stuff we do.

Btw, you wanted to know who buys flowers for competitions?
Weiyan does. What do you have to say now?

A qn I can't answer: "what wiped that smile off your face.."

**

I watched "She's the Man" alone at home last night. Nice movie.

I was really happy to see SUNSHINE, M.AZING (who snipped her hair), ANGEL 0=) last night.
(Of course, loadsa others, but I haven't seen these in ages you see)

**

"Everything happens for a reason and there's a reason why Aaliyah sang 'try again'."

-crabby

Thanks crabby, for E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

I should shit stop sounding so emotional.

God answers prayers.

In the words of a broken heart

it's just emotion taking me

Caught up in sorrow

lost in the song

Have you ever, asked for something, and got it. But not the way you wanted it to be?
Just like how you asked for a new handphone from your parents, who say "Yes", but you get not what you want.
Just like how you asked your teacher if you passed your exam, she says "Yes", but not as well as you thought it to be.

Last night, I prayed for an answer.
I got it, though not a direct one.
I had to interprete it.
But like a political cartoon, there's so many ways I can do it.
How do I know which is the right one? And this time, there is A right or wrong.

I am confused, and discouraged.
Weiyarn gave me 3 pretty flowers in Pink. (People thought I bought flowers for dancers for Rapture! Hah)
I may not like pink at all, but I really liked the flowers. They were pretty(: Very pretty(: And they meant so much. Though they were scentless (according to Pius)

I told myself to read the Bible today, after all that happened. The response I got that wasn't a direct answer to my question. But I didn't have time this morning.
Then during Gp, Lulu fished out her Bible and HR was talking about how lovely it was.
Lovely, indeed. A Precious Moments one.

I read 1 Chronicles- the one about God's plans for David.

Gosh, I really can't interprete these anymore.
Yanns says to wait.
I'll try, but I won't deny it's haunting me.

Weiyarn, thanks for calling and risking your sis getting very mad at that ungodly hour to make sure I was okay. (: And the flowers that brought much smiles and reminded me of how LOVEly this world is. (:

**

CHERYL:

1. Cheryl loves orange too!
2. Say hi to every 6th House comm senior, even if you think they don't know you. (:
3. orange(:
4. your very positive attitude.
5. talking to you on msn for one of the very first few times I guess?
6. cat!
7. How's things, Cheryl? I haven't talked to you in AGES.

JAYA:

1. Christiana wijaya!
2. Don't ever wipe that SM:)E off your face!
3. Green
4. How you manage to infect everyone with your cheerfulness.
5. When I asked why everyone calls you "Jaya"
6. a little bird!
7. Do you like Christiana or Jaya better? cannot say anything!

How will you overcome this?

So now, it seems, we're all trapped it this world of unreal reality.
Ironic, but we just can't seem to draw the line between what's real and what's not.

It's a vicious battle for survival, where the bestest meets the best.
Greed and self interest rides all,
even when you know you are nothing without the rest.

It's a struggle between good and what's better.
It's a fight between love and hate.
It's an irony between happiness and bliss.
It's a choice between future and everlast.

Do you even know,
who you're talking to, anymore?



Angel, thanks for the phonecall. It twisted the ends of my lips, and it turned my extremely #$#&#@$^&*# night to just a rather #!@(^$@ night. (: You kept your promise. Haha.

DOUBLE OH AM GEE

So after much hesistation, I decided to switch on my laptop and put my discipline, to the test, once again. Though I know very well, what is being put at risk.

The usual routine of coming online = check email, access paper backed, then from email, see whthr there's a need to go to friendster.

Hee Hee.
Then I called Hong rui, Video called Weiyarnie who didn't pick up or I could have shown her the mail, and Ah gong who cut my call.
Then visited Friendster to verify it's the right person, and HAHA. =D

Shit la, I'm so desperate to share my excitment cos I can no longer contain it and I have to scream on msn to TEEE.

**

And Yeah, so flowers are only for people who work hard for something.
Only those who work hard deserve flowers.
I probably just never worked hard enough.
It was insensitive enough, all right.

Btw, FIREWORKS SCHEDULE HERE.

abcdefghiklmnopqrstuvwyz

WEIYARN:

1. loves high school musical! (cos the soundtrack is playing!)
2. Run with me at least once a week ((:
3. Green!
4. Our crabbypathy-ness. ((((:
5. When during college day dry run, while you were talking to she min, she introduced me to you, and you were my first house comm friend that I knew from House. (:
6. Powerpuff girls can? I don't know why. Just thinking about your prettty room :D
7. Cheesy, but, friends forever? (:

AMELIAAAA:

1. PATRICK STAR!
2. Speak in Patrick's voice, in school for a week!
3. Orange, I don't know why
4. BIGFATPATRICKHUGS
5. When you came up to me during Sports Day 05, asking if I knew (you know who) and telling me how you were related to her. (rolls eyes, ames!)
6. Starfish since you're Patrick! :D
7. Since when, why and how did you suddenly join Blacks?
   

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Guess who I met on the way home today?

No prizes for any right answers.

Lucky? I guess not, how I wish it was Sean Cheng instead.

6th sense? Yeah, definitely. Just had this weird tingling I'd bump into her since I've already seen so many people from her school.

Tough luck.

TAG REPLIES!

JIEN

1. Jien has lovely dimples(:
2. Wear your specs forever!
3. PURPLE
4. Your smiley-ness(:
5. Telling me you're Jien with an "i"
6. (this is hard): ) a dog?
7. same question to you, when will we ever meet up/catch up?

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HASH

1. Hash has 4538093 pairs of shoes.
2. Wear only one pair of shoe for the next month!
3. Blue!
4. You colour co ordination
5. You in your PINK shirt, playing bridge with the j1 house commers in the middle of camp, allowing us to call you HASHbrownPINK, being my bp 2!
6. Teddy bear, I don't know why
7. So Hash, how do you do it? Doing so-freaking-well for physics?

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KELLY

1. KELLYTEOHSUFERN! (I bet you're gonna kill me...)
2. Come to school everyday for the next few months til we get our study break!
3. White! (I guess cos of your specs)
4. How you make people feel really loved and special (:
5. You spinning rugby balls at touch trainings when we've yet to know how.
6. Cat, I don't know why
7. Why did you suddenly MIA from touch trainings? ):

(love) SICK

Ripped from Hash's user icon, and it's funny yet depressing! =
Anyway, hi. I'm sitting by my lappie again.
Took a green slip home from school cos I finished up 2 and a half packets of tissue in 2 hours and I couldn't stop sneezing or clearing my throat or blowing my nose, I figured home would be the best.
When I got home, my sis was like, "WAH, today is Saturday is it!".
Cos yesterday, I didn't go to school either, and she woke up asking if it was Sunday. Hur.

Like I told Qinks, I'm (love) SICK!! (from Sean)
Ahaha, and she was comparing our shots of him.
I STILL THINK MINE'S COOLERRR.

I guess it's really apt that my tissue box cover is of a coffin from The Nightmare Before Christmas (Pius, Tiffos, Baldy, rmb?)
I had to detach it from the wall and place it beside my bed, plus my mini WB (wastepaper basket).
And I'm wiping out almost every tissue box at home, and my nose is about to peel from abrasion. GRRR.

Today, while at lunch, there were two primary school girls from the same primary school as me too! Mommy was talking about how, seeing girls from the school reminds her of my sister and her, in our younger, innocent days.
Gosh, I miss the sleeveless pe shirt and high socks days.
One thing different from those two girls from me is, they have the privilege to keep their hair long. I couldn't then. But not that I want to anyway. (:

Just last Friday, I was studying at Garden Mac, and I bumped into a few friends and familiar peers/juniors from school.
Verns popped by to say hi, so thanks dearest.
I coincidentally met Zoe who came in to get food.

A peer and a junior sat down beside me to study, too.
Hmm, I was commenting on how I never understood how low hanging dirty NON-white belts are labelled as "cool". Yeah, rebellious it is, but it makes the whole attire look extremely fugly!
Maybe if it hung not too low, and was clean and WHITE like it was meant to be, it'd look fine? I guess, maybe, I was never given the chance to "understand" since I had to be properly attired all my four year.

But never mind, then another group of schoolmates (or should I say, ex?) came in.
WAHHHHHH. My gosh, that girl bung totally made me hide my face. It was so embarrassing. Her pinafore was unzipped, first button undone. (well she had a sewn on uniform so her belt can't hang any lower).
Okay, to make things worse, she very conveniently FLIPPED her pinafore UP, reached for her shirt, and pulled it down, INFRONT OF EVERYONE PRESENT. (I guess pinafore-d students would understand how your shirt creases at the top and makes you feel really uncomfortable?)
OMG, what a disgrace.

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NDP on Sat was really great. The celebration was really entertaining, electrico performed during the pre parade. And the fireworks, are simply, WOWWWWW.