"Secretly," she says.

You see, I thought this was what differentiates us from the other students out there.

Apart from our age, the license, I thought our thinking would have differed very much from who we were one, two years back.

Shouldn't unspoken silences be understood?

Need everything be explicitly said?

Now, now, don't we all know the "don't tell anyone" never, ever, really works?

Anyways,

VANESSALIU GIVE ME BACK MY SPONGEBOB >=(

Twilight.

And I bet she forgot we were supposed to meet today,
cos once again she pulled yet another disappearing act.














That aside,
HO/IH IS FINALLY OVER.
No more daily meetings/two meetings in one night.
Everybody say HOOO-RAY.
All I need to care about now is STUDYTOUCHSTUDYTOUCHAMEN.

MY HALL INTERNET CONNECTION REALLY SUCKS

In chronological order,

• math tut lasted for half an hour
• attempted to study for Imprisonment during the 2hr break
• Fell asleep, woke up at 12pm
• Hot date didn't call me
• Went back to sleep
• Woke up at 13:17 --> OMG WTF TMD IM DEAD SHIT
• Hot date overslept (and so did I muahahahaha)
• Rushed to Impacts, dabaoed Lunch, stank up the LT
• Screwed my test --> "what is the animal gas emission?" I ACTUALLY GAVE THE DEFINITION OF IT? I know who to blame for this. I swear I really know who to blame.
• Slacked at Cant2 with Sijie and Leehui(((:
• TRAININGGGG!!! :D --> training was gooood apart from the jaw/head collision (which has resulted in a bruise+swell on the side of my face that my fringe can't cover), we took turns to ref today. I need to work on my 5m. =(
• Watched soccer over dabaoed dinner with BFFFFFFF. =D
• Last and final JH meeting --> THE HOT DATE STOLE MY SPONGEBOB =( And she traumatised my poor Spongebob with her stupid tortoise. Caught her on camera. Heh heh. Blackmail

Omg I'm aching like mad now: Shoulders, calf.

And my head hurts when I laugh =((

Love me, Hate me, Leave me, Abuse me, Save me, Break me, Hurt me.

anderson. says:
you okay?
like the roses need the rain, says:
i hate how he makes me feel
like the roses need the rain, says:
after we talk about this everytime

***

Post- School Schedule for this week:

Mon: Trng @ 5pm,
Ho @ 830pm,


Tues: Hockey (F) Finals @ 900pm
W-antoks FITNESS (!!!) @ 7pm (KALLANG)

MUST STUDY FOR IMPACTS TEST TMR

Wed (after impacts test): Trng @ 5,
JH @ ____ ???
MUST STUDY FOR IMPRISONMENT TEST TMR

Thurs (after imprisonment which ends at 730pm...): HO Closing @ 6pm,
W-antoks ?????
NO MORE JH

Fri: Cg @ 8pm crabby.
W-antoks ??????

Sat: RECESS WEEK/ STL STARTS/ NEED TO STUDY/ NO TIME TO STUDY/ SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD/ BEACH DAY FOR 13/ FUSION @ 7pm

Sun: RONIN OMFG RETURN OF RONIN/ NEED TO STUDY/ BETTER STUDY


--


And the whole night my book has been flipped open at the same page.
Not a word read, not a pen lifted.
My fingers stuck to the same routine hitting alphabet after alphabet to string my thoughts into words,
trying to sound the least defensive, the less hurtful.

What hurts the most?

Steady Hands, Take The Wheel.

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink

***

Yesterday, I made a promise to myself, and Zizeee.
It's a good thing I end (very) late on Thursdays.
I will learn to say 'no'. =D Haha.
P/s: Shopping was so unproductive but I didn't even feel like shopping anyways. Hah

Anyhows, just got back from the L1 Ref Course.
Guessed I learnt quite a bit, though it was rather slack.
Spent the morning freezing our butts off in the room, and the afternoon melting away with the sun and the rain.

It's been almost a month since I've gone for Yf. (OMG!!!!!)
It's not that I want to but things just happen to fall on Sunday mornings.
I can't go again next week cos of Surf&Sweat, gosh. Grizz says when I go back one month later, everyone's gonna forget me =((

Note to self: Things I have to do in order of importance:

1. Print Eff Comm Notes
2. Find out what time JH is on Monday.
3. Get Hersheys Kisses (Crap, I just remembered)
4. Stock up food stash for room
5. Rewrite article for Redsports (but I need Jieling to be online! Shit!)
6. Computing tut
7. Catch up with the past 4 (aka the first four) phy lectures & two tutorials ( I have been delaying this for 2 weeks now)
8. Read Ho prev's meeting minutes + check Agenda for Tuesday
9. Math tut
10. Chem tut
11. Imprisonment Readings (x 3 weeks)
12. Go get briefed for Sat's charity project.
13. Go get briefed for Sun's surf & sweat (you know I think I'm not gonna get to go home this weekend!!!)
14. Cny clothes shopping!
15. Transfer all my stuff from old lappy to new
16. Finish reading (no, but before that I need to START) Michael's book
17. Start running, stop binging.

(to be editted when required)

***

AMELIA! says:
when are you free?
shallow love, shallow lives. says:
ahhh i dont know man
[then I stopped to think through my schedule for this week]
shallow love, shallow lives. says:
i cant find time this week
shallow love, shallow lives. says:
haha
shallow love, shallow lives. says:
crap

What am I doing to my life, HAHAHA. Okay, Phil shut up. 21st Feb is coming.

Oh yes, and I saw Sugar-Fairy-skinny-Baldy yesterday(: It was nice after so long(((: