It Hurts, But It May Be The Only Way.

Have you ever had a song that will make you tear no matter when, no matter why?

Doesn't matter what you've gone through, when the song plays, it just activates your tear glands?

I do.

And in just 3 days over this week, I've seen Love from different perspectives, defined by different individuals. I always thought Love was the same to everyone, the same warmfuzzy feeling, the same way it makes everyone's heart skip a beat, the same things we say, the same things we do.

But no, that's not how it works.

And last night, at M. We lost ourselves. It was insane and we had more people toppling than standing. We toasted to good times, to the uncertain future. While I requested to be convinced. We relived moments we missed, tasted times we almost had but never did.

It was dark, it was wet. It was a mess, everything was spinning, but there was one thing I was so sure about....

Yet you made me doubt myself this morning.

So fix your eyes and get up.

I decided to change my template! If you realized.
I have given up on editing it to be anywhere near my previous colourful one.
And I shall leave it looking like a blogger idiot, or like Yanns says, a beginner blogger's blog.
Haha. Old is cool! Simplicity is supremacy! Whooo.

Okay. Anyway, Amelia says my blog entries have no head and no tail so I'm gonna post a got-head-got-tail post today. (:

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Yeah, okay my past few days have been DAMN packed with FUN FUN FUN and SIN SIN SIN. Gosh, think the "DIET STARTS TOMORROW" shirt Pong & I saw at Bugis is sooo right. Too bad the colour didn't go with my skin.


Back to training on Wed, under the bright sun, where it felt like home. (: The green green (muddy) grass, odd shaped balls (we've got new green ones!), familiar moves like WINDOW (which we could never agree on), the same old muddy sticky smelly sweaty feeling. Gosh, I miss it soo much. Too bad it was only 3 of us- Annabella, SinWen and Me.

Lunch at AdamRoad! (: So nostalgic cos the team has been there a few times. Yanns came to join us. And we had a LINKS&WINGERS meal time. And the 2 pairs made the partners-in-crime on pitch too. Cool stuff.

Dinner was spent laughing at G instead of his (not funny) jokes that he made up on the spot.

Then Pong & I became certified liansxz cos we played DDR (twice! After failing the first one at Stage 2 no thanks to Herngs) and we got C okay. So we are C class lianxzss.

The 4 girls left for Devils bar for free drinks where we downed them fast and mad like nobody's business. And the dancefloor there was empty. Heh heh. Met the rest at Zouk and had lotsa foot stepping, high pitched laughing, hysterical screaming, crazy bouncing/shaking/dancing, insane swearing, disgusting shoulder rubbing, unimaginable squeezing, etc. BUT IT WAS DAMN FUN.

A few hours at Zong's with Butter Cookies(: And Pam sharing her "maggi mee with soup and eggs" craving then home.

Where I woke up to "maggi mee with soup and eggs" LOL

I spent the afternoon with my sis, before she departed. We had Popeyes for dinner(: And I snacked on a freaking Mars bar. (OMG FATS ALERT) Then I brought D for ice cream at Island Creamery(: But my craving wasn't satified, since there was no apple pie.

Okay, now I miss D as I'm typing this. ):

I slept early, since I barely slept. And got woken up by a phonecall at 2+am, which lasted rather long but felt like 2 blinks of the eye. It was a struggle between sentimental and nostalgic. Oh wait. Or are they the same thing?

Had to wake up early for Alicia's birthday surprise but we all overslept! Gees.
Lunched at Vila'ge. Okay, I am not gonna take part in the debate in whether it's VEE-LA-JAY or VEEE-LAYGE okay. HAHAHA. I shall just call it, the Marche substitute. Peace.

Class bbq was after, but I had a piece of LANA chocolate cake. Or should I say, NANA? (Inside joke) It was like OMG HEAVENLY anyway.

Then I talked to the one in Canada using Hr's account (who has very obviously blocked and deleted me off the list) and like went offline immediately when I said it was me. OMFG. Like seriously, whatever. If this is your way of dealing with things, suit yourself all right. Now, I will really not care, like you claim I did all along. __

And I ate at the BBQ til I could explode. It felt more like a buffet than a bbq, with the never ending amount of food.

CHARLIE'S ANGEL (in black) + CHARLIE (in pink!) went shopping on Saturday! (:
Coincidentally, Pong, Sweets & I were in Black. (And according to Pong, Y was in Black too!)
We went from Gas Haus to Bugis Village to The Edge.
And OHAMGEE, Bugis Village was ridiculously crowded, we left after a while. And crossing the road was madness.
Anyhoo, Pong & I got ourselves a WEDNESDAY/MONDAY shirt. It's way cool. Yay(:

Then I had dinner with my Dad at Adam Road (again). Dude, I'm like filial yo! Hah.
Then there was rather last min plans to go Momo. And the bouncer hates Hr. Cos all of us got through but he couldn't, cos he had to be 21. Like, huh? And some of us didn't get checked anyway. After downing Vodka 7up that tasted like 7up only, we went to The Clinic! Since we had free invites. Cool place, but boring shit. Like the people were O-L-D. And they were playing House music. Haha. We were so out of place.
THEN, I suggested we go crash MoS, which Woohoo, we managed to successfully.
That's the good thing about crowds. (Hah)

Okay and I forgot. THANK YOU M, my STALKER, for getting our bags and treating me a drink! LOLS!

Angel you stupid shit. (OKAY I'M KIDDING) Why of all days get a headache that day! Missed seeing him by a teeny wee bit, but it's all right. YOU STILL OWE ME MY TREAT. I WANT CHRISTMAS PRESENT + DINNER ALSO. ):


Today, I went PERFUME shopping eh! I smelt so nice la. I became the testing thingy instead of that strip of paper. Hah. And then, there's this limited ed CK scent for females. It's so prettily pink with stardust. (And I don't like Pink so for me to say it's really pretty in pink, it's really pretty! Hah)
And believe it or not, I spent my entire day ONLY in- Far east for lunch, then DFS, and Isetan then TANGS. Not bad huh(:
Was pretty excited for the YUMMY durian jurian puffs at Goodwood but they didn't accept Nets. WTH MAN!

I had dinner with the Dad again!
And I was writing this rather long note using Photofiltre just now. And my index finger nearly crammed since I was using it to "write" the note. (I don't use a mouse! STOP ANIMAL ABUSE! haha okay kidding)

Oh, and just now, I was digging through my many boxes of stuff to get scrap materials to make my Christmas cards (I can't get them done in time, confirm! SULKS) and I found lotsa lotsa stuff! From my compass, to my thermometer, to my Vj invitation card, to all the "love" letters exchanged in Secondary School, to the envelope given to us during Orientation 1 to give our handphone etc with my name and OG EIGHTEEN written across it, to the Life Concert 05 tickets, to many others (you get the idea). Dude, never knew I had so much junk. But guess what? I love junk. (:

So Amelia, my life exciting enough not! Haha.

IT'S MY LAST WEEK IN SINGAPORE BEFORE I GOOO.

Wah shit I'm gonna start bringing my camera around. All the photos aren't with me and my blog posts are like BLEAH boring.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY GIRL! (12th dec!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA PARTNER! (16th dec!)
(today):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUDI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESBO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR GOH!

losing a whole year.


Ps: I updated my photowall today! YAY!