Am becoming the epitomy of FORGETFUL.
When you try to please too many people,
most of the time you end up pleasing at least one.
but you're probably not the happiest either,
yet you don't really have a choice.
What an irony cos you are the one pleasing the person, you should get to choose.
Then we go on about how different choices lead to different outcomes,
like how I am choosing to post a mindless entry based on my temporary emotions that will soon fade when I wake up in, maybe, 10hours.
That being said,
goodnight and may we all have a productive day studying tomorrow.
Lucks! For! Ob! Roomie!
Haven't really had the time to organise my thoughts,
thus the lack of updates.
Been updating a draft entry though! Haha.
Everyone's life is undergoing a major change right now,
as letters of acceptance and rejection reach them.
I'm excited yet scared!
Can't wait for the 18th! (:
This week has and is gonna be tiring. =(
Note to self: Safety check, safety check!
I actually hit kerbs today! WTFS!
A million reasons why I love weekends,
and a billion reasons to look forward to them.
Thrillion smiles when they are well spent.
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This weekend was contrasting.
An extremely busy Saturday versus a relaxed Sunday.
I like(:
Experiencing the two extremes of people's contradicting wants:
Before the tea party, I received a message from the disappointed,
and after, a call from the upset.
Both over the same thing, but for different reasons.
The tea party at Raffles Hotel was great,
though I barely met my potential classmates,
but just a PSC scholar from nj that admits next yr,
and another from vvvvv that was just enlisted.
Another one this Sat though!
I like my Profs! I think they're amazing, and inspiring people,
with a greeaaatt sense of humour. (:
(Oh yes, needless to say, the food was MMMMMMMM, Heavenly.)
Went Botak's AGAIN for the second time this week,
yeah what an addict.
The queue was *%$#%$^$,
and I just realised it is right next to the Block I helped B with his work!
WLEZ.
Rushed down for Spiderman,
but met B & Elane (finally!) for a short while,
watched the gig at B&J, and bumped into more people.
Spidey was awesome, awesome!
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Oh! Met Mamadaooo for dinner on Friday, unofficially celebrating her last day of work at XXX Poly.
Her phone went cranky and I spent 20mins walking around Bugis hoping to bump into her,
and hoping she'd have the brains to just wait for me at Sakae.
But guess not! Heh heh.
Fulfilling dinner, but unfulfilling shopping trip.
At least I got a pencil case, yay! (:
I will not deny that I am bothered,
I will not hide my regrets.
If you know what I'm talking about,
you'd probably want to strangle me.
Last night was amazing.
I was (secretly) overwhelmed by Y's presence,
partly because we haven't met in ages,
nor had talks,
partly because I was happy for her,
though I don't really know why either.
Damn good food, at damn good price,
plus damn good company.
AND damn funny surprise.
BOTAKSSS!
Not forgetting, I very conveniently, EXCLAIMED (literally)
"OH MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE"
when zt called me.
And I didn't even realise it.
Seef says, "You're always doing things like that la you!"
I wonder if looking at pictures alone are enough to make you grow fat, cos you start hallucinating about all the yummy cakes and cookies that you start craving for them.
And aren't cravings meant to be satisfied? (:
BOO. I've concluded my blog's bloody boring. See, alliteration to emphasize my point.
I guess I've had enough answers from God,
and I really should follow them.
Though once again, it's an unwilling turn to a side road God wants me to make,
just like the other, which has YET to turn out to be any better.
Yet, so I'm still hoping things would take a change.
And for this time, I hope it'd start good, end good.
I am really, literally, SCREAMING MY DREAM.
Though I don't really know if it's truly my dream,
well, you get the drift.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD(:
today, i write this with a heavy heart.
one of uncertainty, due to my greatest lack of faith,
yet one of utmost importance to me, my future, my life, my family, my friends.
helpless and confused,
we pray and wait.
for the light,
to guide and show us the way.
sometimes it turns green, you know to go.
sometimes it flashes red, you have to wait.
and when it's amber, you'd be unsure.
sometimes it's a right turn arrow, but not to where you want to go.
you drive along and reach a junction,
one way street's the only option.
it's not a decision,
you have no choice.
the most unwilling,
might just turn out the most fulfilling.
The full-time four-year undergraduate programme leads to Bachelor of Engineering (Materials Engineering) with direct honours.
VS
At the end of four years you will be conferred the degree of Bachelor of Engineering in Materials Science and Engineering.
See the difference?
And, can I have a fifth (haha) opinion on Projects&Facilities Management?
THIS IS BIG NEWS,
cos I've finally applied for A Uni. (uniapplicationsucksballs!)
Haha, One better than nothing anyway.
And this is SMALL NEWS,
you probably already know what my first choice is.
And my Sis is 99.9% convinced I am landing up there,
not because my grades are like, WHOA,
but because the course isn't that popular.
(DO YOU KNOW, if I do ever go there, I'll probably hate school. Our compound is like the freaking oldest and most lok kok, omg)
omg uniapplication sucksballs.
Leanne said, "I decided not to follow trends anymore, cos they go UP and DOWN."
My sentiments exactly.
I had meant to look through my uni courses again today,
and catch up on PB season 2,
but I spent half my afternoon shopping 60$ away.
WAHLAOEHKNSSAILA.
Anyone cares to buy me a new phone,
this phone is not even 2 year old la, basket.
so now if i dont reply your sms, you know why.
Just two nights ago,
I nearly sprained my ankle.
But I didn't.
Just two days ago,
I nearly fell sick.
And now, I have.
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I'm not exactly THAT sick yet, but I still need to prevent myself from falling any sicker,
cos next Wed is going to be a day of voice projection.
No idea if the computer can track what I'm doing right now,
but G just saw me online shopping with SIX Internet Explorer windows open. (What else can I be doing right.)
& I caught 300, two days ago.
Maybe because everyone (like literally, everyone) was telling me how good it is, I got my hopes up too high, I thought it was all right. Better than those average battle shows, but not like THEEE BESTTT. Or then again, maybe it was cos of the LOUSSSYYY facilities and the LOOOUUUSYYY service that got everyone's seats mixed up (they printed duplicate tickets, what cheaters!) and distracted everyone for the first 5-10 minutes of the show. >=(
And just yesterday, I finally braced myself (after like, 2 weeks?) to tell R my intention of leaving at the end of the month but he wants me to WORK FROM HOME if I'm too tired to travel. Reason being he's very comfortable with me. OMFG.
#1: I thought he hates me/ thinks I'm incompetent.
#2: I don't want to work anymore! Not even at home! It's so weird.
#3: I rather do something more productive like, give tuition and make bigger bucks! Or watching tv!!! (not exactly productive, but still.)
#4: SPPPAARREEE MMEEEEEEEEEE PPPLLEEEAAASEEEE!
(E, I hope you're seeing this since now you have SO MUCH FREE TIME)
I've not been home anytime before 11 this week (maybe that's why I'm sick)
aka I haven't spent time with my mom.
Not counting this morning's conversation, I haven't spoken nor seen her for 3 days. OMG OKAY.
And anyway,
I'm still really confused over Uni Courses but I'm slowly eliminating my choices.
WHYYY is it that all the people I'm talking to are either
a) TOO SMART for my own good,
b) have conflicting interest as I do, or
c) confusing me more.
DOES ANYBODY WANT TO DO MATERIALS SCIENCE WITH MEEEEEEE.
This is such a brainless, rubbish, time wasting (both mine and yours) ENTRY.
I just felt like taking up your time reading this,
and mine typing this.
SOOOOOOOOOO, I shall end mindless works with mindless actions- EAT.
Time for lunch break! =D
AuntieAnneAddiction! -->Alliteration! (See what I mean?)
Mutual to many, yesterday was an eventful day. Seriously, I doubt anyone, other than sweets and I can understand how it really was.
Life is all about choices, and sometimes, no matter how indecisive you are, you still have to choose. Either way, someone would be unhappy. I just chose the more important one to me.
I swear, the people at The Westbarn hate me. Look at the smaller cup, that's MY float. And the bigger one is Louis' float. UNFAIR!
And the question of the day; (posted by Louis)
When guys pick you up, you'd be flattered. But if the guy is ugly, would you feel flattered or disgusted?
(Btw, I'm a blogger idiot, so let's keep this simple for now)
