Something (still) Feels Missing.

I've been feeling really choked over the weekend,

and I've lost ownership of many things especially control over my emotions.

I've been really stretched and jaded,

and finally the numbness started to wear off.

This self-defensive bubble wrap has secured me for close to two weeks,

and finally together with the end of the season, it wore down and allowed what it shouldn't have to penetrate.

Finally, the waterworks. After much postponement.

I've also been having too much of a sugar fix.

Starbucks and coffee bean and bubble tea and endless ice cream cravings.

And it's not good. :(

Just last night, Mom went on and on about how I need to eat more/eat well/put on weight and she thinks I'm troubled but keeping it to myself. 

Played my first (and probably the last) Mixed game of the season. Just to make up the numbers though, and comfortably slot myself in the wing at every opportunity possible. (Except the times during substitution where I got pushed to the middle) Was a little scared but thank you AL for being very encouraging. (: Haha. We won 8-3.

The entire Saturday afternoon at turf = sunburnt. (Even with sunblock!)

Too much Uv rays gave me a headache and fever over dinner. But I still caught Witch Mountain anyways. :( Missed Ahgong and Arthur who were at Barrage!!! But I needed the rest anyway (I think.)

Sunday; time with Penguin (again :D). Plus MrsDarcy came to join us. (:

This song is like my Song-For-The-Weekend and I still can't get it out of my head.

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you, 

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, 

(One still in love while the other ones leaving)

I'm falling to pieces 

(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)