How to Fall Asleep At Work Without Getting Caught

A says:
*you know yesterday i v tired
*then i scared sleep on table people can see
*so i hide under the table haha

I say:
*hahahah how you hide under the table?
*you damn good

A says:
*haha
*i touch my toes
*then sleep

I say:
*dont bluff

A says:

*really
*i sit on the chair
*then i bend over then i go under the table haha
*i was thinking if i should just sit on the floor and sleep haha
*but too kz already

POSTCAMP

Left for camp with a little bit of regret, got through the days hoping for Friday to come quicker.

With very little sleep, (I can count the total hours with my two hands), a lot more disagreements, a lot of hardwork, infinite naggings and lotsa hiccups, we got through the days, we survived.

With a lot of surprise good food (Xinwang porridge on Monday from Chu! Cinnamon melts with Junx and Rah on Tues! Two cups of Koi on Wed + sushi at night from G! More cinnamon melts on Thurs!) But with everything comes sacrifice, I barely ate dinner on certain nights :(

Camp was all about flexibility, and not preparation as somehow, somewhere Log would misplace something, we would run out of blindfolds, we cannot find 4 chairs, etc. At 5am, we were staring at our pre-planned camp schedule and looking into suitable changes to accomodate superstitions and save money.

I had moments of anger, of childish fit where I asked myself: "Why am I the one doing this?"

When people were sleeping, I was up for debrief. Sleeping last and getting rudely awaken the next morning by people who missed debrief.

I had my moments of regret; when things go wrong and I just don't feel like salvaging them anymore. I wanted to leave, just get a breather and let the rest do it.

Ultimately, like I told S. Since I've given my commitment to it, I'd just get it done and over with, to the best of my ability, with all I've got.

In the end when people tell you how much fun they've had, how smooth camp went despite the many last minute changes, the satisfaction is one beyond words.

Just like how it felt after Touch Attack. (:

Thank you everyone for making camp a success.

I've made friends, enemies, changed impression of others and yes, undoubtedly had an awesomely fulfilling 5days 4nights.

Hibernation started yesterday, and it still hasn't ended.

My Fourth Finger REALLY Hurts.

I've been writing til my fingers hurt really badly,

til they feel swollen actually.

Like my dear friend says, "sleep less";

tonight is the last chance I choose revision over sleep.

Which I shall do.

(I need it anyway(: )

I'm hungry though.

Jaded.

I've been reallyextremelymothereffingly tired lately, but I always can't sleep at night.

Either that or I constantly drift in and out of sleep.

Just last night, it took me close to 1 hour to fall asleep,

only to wake to random things (eg the celebration of victory from hallthree).

And I've been having those weird/awkward dreams again: physical abuse, random people I don't even talk to anymore, awkward situations with current friends, and possible futures.

I always believed dreams have a chance of coming true, like they are meant to prepare you for what's to come. Not that it's a premonition or a deja vu, just a vague picture painted of the possible future. Maybe that's why I always feel the future freaks me out.

And lately, I've been somewhat allergic to these two words: "Balance", and "Pride".

>=( Hrmm.

Someday somehow, I'm gonna make it allright. But not right now.

Not So Super, Afterall.

I haven't felt this tired in the longest time,

been falling asleep everywhere I go.

As long as there is an opportunity to steal a nap, I would.

Dreading the week coming up,

and I feel somewhat suffocated already.

PS: Love how Sylvie looks there.

And It's Just One Thing I Need From You.

Displaced, misplaced.
I've been finding ourselves so out of place.


I woke up this morning with tears clogging my vision,
and a pair of very very tired legs,
attached to a body badly bitten by sandflies?

I haven't been sleeping well lately.
And I'm losing faith in myself. This is bad.
I am not so strong afterall



And next week looks more threatening. With T.oas Fitness on Tuesday, Fitness test on Wednesday, S.T.L Finals on Saturday, (most probably against Blacks). The only thing worthy looking forward to is the Public Holiday on Monday, and friendly with aSAJayCee on Thursday (Read: School food! And hopefully Astroturf!)


No pictures cos I can't find all my memory card readers/cable so neither can I charge Manson. This. Sucks.


PS: GDINE PANG WHEN ARE WE MEETINGGGGG.

Take The Front Seat.

"Looks like......."
"Looks like what?"
"Looks like ... a giant slipper!"
"Huh?!"
"When the wind blows, it ...."
"yeaahhhh ... ?"
"it........... zzzzzzzz"

***

Wasted 3/4 the day in bed (woke up around 5ish), caught Iron Man on Thursday at Suntec. I hate Eng Wah. It's damn lok kok, seriously. And the crowd was bloody rowdy.

Nydc-ed for dinner (like in 25mins?) cos we were rushing for the show,

suppered with many other friends + people I don't know at THE Hk cafe down at Upper East Coast (the one with the RED signboard!).

Had HL Strawberry Milk + Cleo for company in the early mornings on Friday,
before Jalan Kayu prata at Novena (WHOA, the contradiction), Toys R' Us shopped, and headed back to school to pack for home;

Met the roomie for some yummy pizza (!!) (Ps: I am not a huge fan of pizza AT ALL), drinks, and watch some lousy band perform.
Saturday,

I woke up on the reversed side of the bed (literally) cos it was so warm I decided to sleep closer to the fan. Woke up to many messages and a morning call for breakfast: McGriddles! Left for turf, rushed and panicked, reached and nearly died under the hot sun, arrived and heard: NO GAME TODAY. WTF-ed and went home, detoured down to Marina/Esplanade area, cheese fondued at home (thanks to the Sis and BF).

CLARINASED.
SLEPT.
SLEPT.
SLEPT.
Woke up with a slight fever and a Dad making a huge fuss over it.

Then we celebrated Mothers' Day 1 week in advance at Dian Xiao Er. Yummy(: But I didn't really have much of an appetite. Close to midnight, I had homemade Honey Water(: and made two aimless trips around my neighbourhood by foot. (:

Skipped church on Sunday to head down to airport to send V off.

But before that, was greeted with Milo toast from Toast Box! Went back to school to pack more shit, again. Now my room really is almost bare and my house is damn packed. Quote unquote Sis, "People bring stuff back from hall, plus what they have at home = 1 cupboard. You bring your stuff back, plus the stuff you have at home, = 2 cupboard?!?!"

Then from Boon Lay, we went down to the other end of the world, skytrained from T3 to T2 (for lunch) and T1 (for our intended purpose) then back to T3 to head home.She says we look alike cos of the small eyes that undoubtedly contributes to the arrogant look. Heh.

Vivoed in the evening but we left emptyhanded =(

Homecooked food for dinner! (:

Been watching lots of movie downloads too, 27 dresses, The Bucket List, Texas Chainsaw (SICK SHIT!) Life probably sounds pretty boring to you, but I'm satisfied with the simplest pleasures for now. (:

And now, instead of hitting the pavements for a good jog, I decided to take a nappy nap.

Sooo, goodnight(:

MY HALL INTERNET CONNECTION REALLY SUCKS

In chronological order,

• math tut lasted for half an hour
• attempted to study for Imprisonment during the 2hr break
• Fell asleep, woke up at 12pm
• Hot date didn't call me
• Went back to sleep
• Woke up at 13:17 --> OMG WTF TMD IM DEAD SHIT
• Hot date overslept (and so did I muahahahaha)
• Rushed to Impacts, dabaoed Lunch, stank up the LT
• Screwed my test --> "what is the animal gas emission?" I ACTUALLY GAVE THE DEFINITION OF IT? I know who to blame for this. I swear I really know who to blame.
• Slacked at Cant2 with Sijie and Leehui(((:
• TRAININGGGG!!! :D --> training was gooood apart from the jaw/head collision (which has resulted in a bruise+swell on the side of my face that my fringe can't cover), we took turns to ref today. I need to work on my 5m. =(
• Watched soccer over dabaoed dinner with BFFFFFFF. =D
• Last and final JH meeting --> THE HOT DATE STOLE MY SPONGEBOB =( And she traumatised my poor Spongebob with her stupid tortoise. Caught her on camera. Heh heh. Blackmail

Omg I'm aching like mad now: Shoulders, calf.

And my head hurts when I laugh =((

The Sweetesttt.

OMG I HAVE TIME TO BLOG!

I refuse to go down to the polling booth, cos they've conveniently pangseh-ed and I've training in 17 minutes, I shall not care.

Back to last week, met HUGS darling for lunch, and convinced her into skipping lecture so she came over to 1305 (: But silly girl left her bottle here.

Didn't get to sleep on the second consecutive Thursday cos we went down to TV Lounge after training to join the rest at the Alcohol party. But by then, we were just talking and gulping green tea.

Friday, we went to support Wenlong in Hey Gorgeous, and I was totally embarrassed, but never mind. (:
Went shopping(: Got a bag from Topman, so gay. Bumped into ding!
Fell asleep during Cell. Went home, and received a call a few minutes after I slept.

So I drove out and down to Novena. (Near) EMPTY ROADS AT LATE NIGHTS ARE THE BEST!
Drove down to Fort Canning (used the same route thrice in a day, gosh!) then went for Prata and Thomson. Reached home at 5am, oh gawd, I could walk with my eyes closed.

Met ding for productive shopping. (:
Met Y to go for Shai's engagement dinner. (We all misunderstood it for wedding, the real wedding will only be two years later!)
Then bishan for bedsheet shopping(: Eli and I are excited about our next identical bedsheets- monkey and giraffes! (Read: Her fav, my fav! And we both have a monkey/giraffe in the room)

I'm too lazy to think about what I've been up too, I'm just typing what I can think of right now...........

So anyhow, yesterday was a bad day. And I missed the dinner with Trojan. (please insert a million sulks)
Today was better(: Though I was extremely sleepy, I kept falling asleep; even in French tutorial (I think the tutor hates me anyhow)

MID TERMS ON: 13 sept, 17sept (3 papers, omg), 29Oct. SCREWED.

My brain moves too fast for my fingers they can't type chronologically.
Oh gawd, I'm so screwed.

Time left to pigeon training: 3mins. SIANZZZZZZZZ.

Mah Homie

Hello, tonight, I will finally get to sleep back on my bed! Though I've been back for quite some time, My Sis' friend from France came to Singapore and stayed here so I was deprived of my bed. Hopefully, going back to my bed will chase those haunting dreams away, and grant me sweet sleep.