self censorship, okay?

hooooooooooookay, initially i had alot of things i wanted to say.
but i'm like sianned to the max max max, my mind's blank.
check out the time man.
today's such a sianned day i totally wasted my night.
and ah gong says "no sleep if you don't finish what you wanna do."
so how.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
can you sense the sianness.
i'm like SO sian i can't even be bothered to type properly.................................

soooooooooo anywayyyyyyyyyy,
picture one, is the result of being stressed up by math.
you use your eraser so much that it becomes smelly,
your brilliant friends tell you maybe dipping it in water will rid the smell.
and you really dip it.
then one decides that dipping it won't work man, you gotta dunk it into the water, yoh.
so she throws it in for you. and now even the water stinks.
ahahaaaha
but you know what.
smelly erasers come in handy. they double as a stink bomb to throw at smelly boys.
(to further prove that they are smelly man)

picture two is some random page in my exercise book from acuvue.

picture three is a picture of encouragement from 123 <-- interprete this man. it's of a much higher order thinking than why my email is phsix. yeah and omg are you excited? instead of being able to use your hands to count how many days left. now you can use ONE hand! exciting right? =D

okay, and in conclusion,


IT REALLY ROCKS TO HAVE THOSE WHO SAW YOU THROUGH YOUR Os SEE YOU THROUGH YOUR As TOO. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRE FUNKY~

hello my red ranger! AMP!

Million dollar question: "Where is Phuket?"

P: "Tell me which mountain you come from."
S: "How can you not know???"
J: "I thought it was a fruit."

P: "It's in Australia la, okay?"
S: "Let me teach you something else." *writes 'Paris'*
"This is in Thailand, you know or not?"

Omg, big joke of the night please!

Today, my rubber bands SNAPPED while I was having dinner.
So, okay, I admit, I AM VIOLENT.

Angel has decided to transform into mr Red Ranger (Power). Hoho.

I miss my Ding and she has a weird friend!

I must sleep by one am tonight cos I am sick and I need rest and it is not the right time to fall ill!

Futuresex/Lovesounds is therapeutic!

Cafe Galilee's Mango Tango is gross! For coffee alternatives, go for anything Strawberry.

Strawberry tao huay is LOVE(:

KIDDOMIDDODIDOO, thank you kiddo! Sorry I don't know how to write zhi(1) chi(2) okay!

After one month ++++++ I decided to take my BIRKIES out of its COLD CHAMBER and wear it again! (Or I'd get scolded by leeseefeechzechingkwa again!)

(can you see my rubber bands!)

Disjointed, mindless and random entries help to deeeeeeeeeessssssttttttttrrrrrrrrreeeeeeessssssssss

My favourite narcissistic bimbo

HELLO THE PSI HAS GONE BELOW 50! IT'S TIME TO GO RRRRUUUUNNN!!

O-brain vs B-brain

#1: Common expressions at Tuition of the respective people. Credit: Zi the aspiring artist.
#2: MARS BALLLSSSSS =D I LIKE I LIKE!

So random, but today I was just suddenly thinking about my 12 years of education so far, and this is what I've concluded:

1. Out of the 12 years, I've worn a tie everyday, for 8 years.
2. My school uniform's ALWAYS White and Blue. With a little bit of yellow. (In PL, it was the tie/nametag/pe attire, now in SA, the pe shirt cos I'm a Loyfatter!)
3. I've not stayed true to my CCA. (gym-> track-> touch. Okay but track was upper pri and sec sch)
4. Out of all the 3 schools I've been in so far, ALL 3 have renovated/shifted/rebuilt. (PL is so freaking nice now la!)
5. I've always juggled between two CCAs. Or commitments rather.
6. Okay la, I can't rmb anymore.
   

The difference between an O brain and a B brain-
One takes damn long staring at the Math question, then the formula booklet, then the question, then spins her pen, then stones.
The other, goes "stuck ah. I help you." Looks at the math question, picks up his pencil, and scribbles. Or even better, he just tells you what to do to get the answer.

WLE. I am an O brain okay. SHIT.

Yay, is it me or is everyone enlisting in April huh! (sorry jingboks! HAHA) And please don't be so silly to go send your appeal email to be enlisted in Jan please! (ahem, mr wong!) Haha YAYY!

VERNSIE; HAPPY FGMD DAY. LOVEYOU =D

Boss, Dearest & all my Malay friends! (: HAPPY HARI RAYA!

hated her, hate her, hating her.

Nvm, nvm. I have bao for therapy tmr. Haven't seen them in AGES! =D

fuck ignorance.

**

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light?

Hello there, Stranger. Do I still know you?

OMG IT SO EFFING HURTS.

My teeth I mean.
For the first time in almost a year,
I'm finally truly experiencing the #$^&%$&amp;amp;amp;&*^$^$%&%$#%$%^&%^*% of wearing braces man.

RUBBER BANDS = OOOOOOOOUUUUUUCCCCCCHHHHH

Right, and I sure am gonna speak alot LESS cos just opening your mouth hurts man.
BITCH!

IGNORANCE IS BLISS!
HOOOOOOOOOOOO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNLU, MY TELE(:

Oh angel, please come back soon. ): or from outfields at least. )):

KircHHoFF's law.

Yanns says:

Pong & Phil says:

(please try to spot your name. If you can't see it here go check out the board!)

LiangShengIT says:

(Small prints: Look for me at any toilet bowl. Or call -handphone no- to locate the nearest one.)

Liang + shit = sucker.
But Phili + shit IS NOT = pong okay.

Hi there Mr Goh. (:

Change is good sometimes.
For the first time in months, I wore my orange superstars again. Kinda reminds me of those carefree first three months life. And now as I put them on again, it's no longer the I-can't-wait-to-go-to-school excitment, but a why-am-i-going-to-school dread.

Hi there, I finally swapped my phones back with Ding. And I have decided to name it Bell, as dumb(bell) as it sounds, but because it makes sense, if you put the three of us together.

Today, after studying Physics for 2 years. I finally learnt that Kirchhoff is spelt with double 'D's and double 'F's.

ELIZABETHTOWN.

twinkle twinkle little star

Song Lyrics of the day (Or night maybe): "Twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder HOW you are."

Omg, L. Do you have a childhood one, anot!

**

Anyway, hi. Today is the 17th already.
Stop counting down to how many more days to As. (I'm kidding)
Let's count down to how many more days til As are over (OMG)
THAT'S EXACTLY A MONTH FROM NOW! HOW EXCITING! (Let's get through the 2 weeks of papers first.)

Now, I really admit,
that my friends spoil me.
Heh heh. But thanks nonetheless la. For every thing any of you do, big or small. =D

**

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

Ah gong, you're infectiously emo please.

And I am not a bad influence.

Angel, I want postcard from Taipei. 8th Nov is damn long la. ): But what the heck, it's coming soon. So ironic. Hurhur.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY M.AZING! (:

Wicked, game.

(Re the picture of the people dancing, I was trying to take a photo of Glen dancing okay. Spot him!)


Okay, I don't know if I eat too violently,
Or I just brush my teeth too hard,
but,
my rubber bands came off again.
Haha.
EMERGENCY DENTAL PLEEEEASSSEEE!

Open house ystday was allright. Was great booting up, stepping onto the pitch again, tossing them balls, attempting to quack or switch or loop or whatever. Though we are fat and my damned legs refuse to move. ):

Yay, but so funny how we played 3-on-2 which has a smaller scale boundary but we didn't define it so we just kept running and running and running. (and running and running.....)


So anyway, Annabella, Sinwen & I decided to retreat to our long-time-no-stay resort 91 Kheam Hock Road! YAY(:
And we had lotsa food and ice cream(: Never knew Macademia Brittle tasted soooooooo good.

Dinner @ Adam Road with the Old man(: And Island Creamery where I bumped into SUNSHINE(: (: (:
&I was so sad they ran out of Apple Pie tubs. ):

**

Thank you AMELIAAA, for the SHOEEEBAG(: (I have like 3 years worth of SA shoebags. Oh plus symbolic move. HAHA)
VERNSIE, thanks for trying to get me one(: And I love you though you think they are cute and I don't think so. HAHA

Polaris!

Can you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

Get down on your knees
Whisper what I need
Something pretty
Something pretty

I feel that when I'm old
I'll look at you and know
The world was beautiful

I'm done, there's nothing left to show
I try but can't let it go
Are you happy where you're standing still?
Do you really want the sugar pill?
I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll start
Tonight it feels so hard
As the train approaches Gare Du Nord
As I'm sure your kiss remains employed
Am I only dreaming?

I love this song(:

So random. Haha.

+

Evidently,
tag board is down.
So I changed service!
Haha.

Okay, this is so hilarious.



I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
you can go be the first
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
haha
light of morning says:
waulaueh
light of morning says:
i'm 3rd la
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
so fast?

light of morning says:
WAULAUEH
light of morning says:
I'M DAMN SAD
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
HAHAHA
light of morning says:
u know jus b4 i tag it..it appeared
light of morning says:
waualueh
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
light of morning says:
dont care u
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
what???
light of morning says:
i'm gonna watch my prison break


I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
you old and slow!
light of morning says:ur old and slow ahgong is gonna burn u tmr.!! MARK MY WORDS..THE IDLES OF MARCH (OCTOBER) IS COMING!

(Ps: How did your Friday, the 13th go? (: Haha)

stereotypical.

today crabs said, her generalisation of sports people was never wrong.
they are either overly competitive or are escapist.
gosh, it just suddenly hit me that, it's so true.
i mean, when she was saying it, i just casually said, "yeah"
basing it on the fact that i am such an escapist.
but really, i honestly am, the biggest escapist in this world man.
my first instincts are always to run.
run and avoid.
blah, bloody hell phil, you never understand that you can never escape from anything.

but that's not the point.
we, are really either overly competitive or escapist.
or maybe you're an intersection of both.
why, huh?

sorry, so random. i wanna sleep alr.
as irritant tee said, "sleeeeeeeep the emo ness away!"
ho!

foo fighters is therapy.

so emofcuktional.

Reason(s) why I went to school today:

• take photos with the j1s cos I know I won't see them tmr, and at the same time, catch some very-hard-to-catch j2s

Yeah. THAT'S IT man. BELIEVE IT OR NOT.

I attended GEEEPEEE, then skipped everything else, spent 3 hours rotting/people watching in the caf cos I'm so gonna miss everything. Then Irritant T vandalised my arm with EMO KID right across and Ah gong wrote HAHA, => and Boring all over the other. And I looked damn dumb everytime I crossed my arm. Rightttttttt.

Then some NICE soul totally forgot about me while playing soccer and I stupidly waited for HALF AN HR ALONE in the caf until crabby came to my rescue(:

And believe it or not,

I WENT SHOPPING AFTER SCHOOL.
Okay, I didn't shop, but I accompanied AGO for his retail therapy.

@$#&*$^#%# 21 days, please?

And I had two scoops of Ben&Jerry's, Chippy's Curry Cheese Chicken EXTRA SPICY =D and Spicy Calamari Rings, and some extra creeeaaammmyy mushroom soup from The Soup Spoon.

Tell me that's not fattening, please?

Conclusion, two emo kiddos = a pair of damned emotionally wrecked people drowning themselves in each other's misery.

HI, I AM EMO COS EMO GRANDAUGHTER HAS EMO GRANDFATHER. *points fingers.

SEE YOU TMR,
for the last time y`all. (for most of you, cos I doubt we'll meet til As)

signals over the air.

I just, don't know what to say.
It's like, you're so filled with emotions (that contradict one another) and you can't pen it down.
Yeah, I know tomorrow's the second last day of school.
Don't remind me.
I'm gonna miss everyone,
everything,
and more.

your super sweet sixteeen.

From the comforts of Verns!

A-Damn good kisser
B- Good all around person.
C-You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M-Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

**

L- You live to have fun.
I- You get hyper easily.
M-Success comes easily to you.

E-You have a nice ass
N- You are absolutely beautiful.

C-You're wild and crazy.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.
E-You have a nice ass
,

P- You are popular with all types of people.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
L- You live to have fun.
I- You get hyper easily.
C-You're wild and crazy.
I- You get hyper easily.
A-Damn good kisser


**
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.

H- You have a very good personality and looks.
U- You really like to chill.
E-You have a nice ass
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

S- Easy to fall in love with.
I- You get hyper easily.

(upon request of VERNS)
--> Quote ding, "FOR FUN."

A little of track.

& Ken Cow's nick reads :28days, 672 hours.

I believe that- "If God puts you to this, HE will take you through it."
God, I need Your strength, for I am weak.
I am faltering, and losing my way, so guide me back, please.

It's not the right time to start falling ill.

(Ps: If your birthday falls in November, you might see your name there too! But there are quite little la)

OH & if I do not reply your msges, they are not intentional!
Okay, maybe to a certain extent it is, cos I think the msg isn't urgent la. This motorola phone is extremely user UNfriendly and I don't know how to msg it okay. How's my phone with you, Ding? (: (:

open house!

I'm so sad.
How come this year's publicity for open house is so little. ): Or maybe I'm just not exposed to it. But still, that means the publicity is really poor!

Anyway for some funny reason, I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! (:
Though I no longer get to DJ like last year *sulks* nor be part of it, neither am I a stressed out sec 4, but I AM REALLY EXCITED!!!!!!!
BECAUSE, WE ARE GOING BACK FOR A GAME OF TOUCH WITH THE JUNIORS!
THREE CHEERS PLEASE! (okay, but it's not confirmed)

HI ALL SEC 4s ANYWAY. OPEN HSE IS 14TH OCTOBER! I don't know what time but should be from about 10 to 4. Cos it always is, isn't it? Doesn't matter la! Just come in the afternoon!
PLEASE COME!

A letter to dreamland.

Hi dear diary, I am trying to type slowly and quietly cos my mom decided to come stayover in my room tonight & I honestly think I am disturbing her. ): Anyways, meet MOOSE, who roars, from Toronto and Piglet.
Today, Moose got kidnapped by Piglet.
And right now, I think they're sleeping together in some apartment in Bishan Block 177.

Okay, so I decided to skip school today cos of the most UNobvious reasons, really.
Verns wanted to look for me, so she came over and we had an emotional talk. Then we decided to go back to her place since she needed to do Art and I OUGHT to be studying. Oh, and we asked Ding to come over after school but she skipped too! (Ps: Thanks crabs!)

On the way back, we decided, Let's go do something fun! So we stopped by NTUC and picked up some Oreo and PHILadelphia creamcheese and went back to BAKE =D

We acted smart and put on oreo on top, so yeah, we burnt it okay. But it was like a crust so we could easily remove it. And everything else tasted HEAVENLY(: Even Ding agreeed. But anyways, we even blended our own juice okay. 3 oranges, 3 green apples, 1 fugly donut peach, and 1 grapefruit. YUMMEH =D

Okay, and we did crappy stuff. And like I said, my day was lovely in a sad way.

Well, we spent 12 hours together today. See my LIFELONG commitment, I committed half my day & one blog entry to you. Haha!

(Crabs, thanksthanksthanks, really. And I'm sorry! ): )
(& forkie too! thank you fork!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANGSHENG (furniture shop!)
& CELINE!
(it's our house colours. haha)

Btw, believe it or not. For my Favourite movie, I forced myself to stay up and watch in on HBO on Sunday til 3am though I have school on Monday.

You can never help.

I was just reading through my past entries,
and I saw this quote from Wenyi on the night something rather terrible happened to her.

"I just need to keep my cool, cos I know a few years down the road, I'm gonna forget how screwed I'm feeling now, so it'd just be a waste of my emotions."

Okay, now I just need to drill myself with this quotation and remind myself, it's just gonna be a waste of my emotions.

I really like how my month of JULY went.
No, not really because of my birthday, (though that day was a huge contributing factor) but cos it was so eventful with happy memories and fun fun fun! And world cup, haha.

I need to love you
and you to love me,
dear MATH.

Will you still love me in the morning?

(guess who's who!)

& just yesterday, I had DING* for company. Thanks, Ding.

We went to Esplanade with the intention to watch a gig! But kids were performing instead. For Childrens' Day. There are some that can really sing, and there's this girl that can reaaallly dance. She even choreographed it. Cool. We met Nat there anyway, she was working.

Today was a Journey to the West for Ken & I, where we let our asses rot for almost an hour, and finally reached Boon Lay.
& We watched 'CLICK' anyway. It's a really good movie. I swear I could have cried if I was watching it at home, but then again there were so many people there, it'd probably have been really silly to cry there.

And I forgot to bring home my specs. How wonderful. :')

Happy Childrens' Day, anyway.
And thanks to those who messaged. I wanna be forever young. Haha.

OH YAH, yesterday, poks said this:
pok: "eh did I tell you, I will call you at 12 midnight later?"
me: "huh? for what? if you want to prank call, why are you telling me?"
pok: "wake you up when september ends what."

But we got messages instead, didn't we. Thank God. Haha.

& how high can you fly with broken wings?

(ps: j8 finally has a subway!)