HARHARHAR.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, stupid asked me to blog for her. Phil's one lazy mother. I don't know how to blog for someone else................................... Philicia was at marina from 1230 today (Y) to don't know what time la. I met her friends, wei yan and arthur (is it? haha nvm he looks like his name is arthur).

Philicialimenchze made me choose where to eat for dinner, but said no to everything (THIS SPELLS PICKY and this is her idea of asking me to choose). So we went to macs where i got my ONE DOLLAR COKE, where we brainstormed on where to eat, where i started giving her this face she hates.

We decided on nynynynynynynynynyny. Got in within 5 minutes despite the long queue nyehnyehnyeh. Talked about everything under the sun (under the leaking aircon). For the first time in 15 years and 5 months, i didn't finish my food. Seeing you makes me full hahaha. <- one reason why we should meet up more often, preferably for meals ;) kidding okay kidding.

I don't know how to end it now. Okay end. Your turn to blog for me now!

You're Invited!

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Touched By Saints.

I'm tired but I'm happy. (:
I may not show it,
but yeah, I'm happy.

AND DAMN PROUD of my J2s.
Yes, and the J1s too.
GO TEAM TOUCH RUGBY! FOR GIRLS WHO DARE. =D

Btw, I saw this Bulletin on Friendster,
though it's really lame, I thought I'd post it for fun since I'm a metal mouthie (flashes my million dollar teeth)

PUT
red braces-- (if you're taken)
green braces--(if you are confused)
blue braces-- (if you like someone but not sure how they feel about you)
pink braces--(if your taken and loving it)
purple braces-- (if your single)
yellow braces -- (you're about to give up)
black braces-- (there's no point in liking the person you like)
White braces-- (if ur just taking life as it comes)
orange braces--(if ur a pirate!)
clear braces--(if u like someone and they like u but ur not going out)


Once again,
guess what colour my braces are?
(But they have nothing to do with the things in the bracket)

Goodbye Crabby,
take care in Thailand!
Omg there's riots in Thailand!

Visual DNA

I got this off MAB's:

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

Save Your Pity Party For Another Parade.

Seriously.

Pork chops!

Well, old school photography for old times' sake.
In picture: 3 Old Birds, and 1 Superstar.
Missing from picture: Another old bird (Pitch twin, where'd you go?)

Anyway on to more random things:
Welcome to the braces family! Please don't kill me. Heh.
And my dearest Mrs. Darcy's 19th Birthday just passed(:

And I realised,

Taiwan dramas are all the same- cheesy, fantasy, dreamy, lovey.
Who cares if it's a new show, they're all about the same thing,
just different superstars.
My favourite is still hai (3) tun (2) wan (1) lian (4) ren (2).
Omg that one can cry until you dehydrate, but shiok!

Right, so random.

Hmm, haven't been updating properly in ages,

I think I've lost the stamina to blog. Haha

Til then, drink more water everyone!

Ps: The last episode of Heroes Season 1 is ... )):

Season 2, please!

Spinning Out Of Control.

You know what really sucks?
This.

A terribly inflammed throat, plus fever that refuses to subside and a sprinting nose.
And to make it allll worse,
Fun Touch is Tmr.
SUCKS!

Doubt I can play,
but worse; who's gonna replace?
UGH.

Out Of Line.

Goodnight cyberworld,
my fortune cookie tells me,

"It is time to ask yourself, how can someone so deceitful stir coffee with me?"

WOW.

Anyway, oh gawd, oh gawd.
Guess what colour my braces are. Hurhur

Solitary Moments.

Nobody puts others before self anymore now,
wake up Phil.

Hi, I'd like to throw a tantrum please?[Ugh, my attitude towards school fluctuates like the temperate difference between the Summer and Winter seasons.
And I hate it.
It's like, one minute I'm extremely excited about school, eagerly anticipating what "new experiences" will unfold,
and then the next I'm like upset, piled with worries, and desperately wanting to alter decisions made earlier.
Ugh. Whaddafuck. Now I'm experiencing the latter. ): It sucks.]

Well deserved.

GO SA!
We're gonna win today!!!!! (:

Indigestion.

ASTRONINJA.
(please click!)


On an extremely depressing note:
MAN UTD LOST LAST NIGHT!
WHY, oh WHY. My vandersar! WEI SHEN ME! :(((((

Okay, I promise a proper entry soon,
Gotta run, bye!

Fifty Dollars Poorer, But I'M (we're) LOVIN' IT.

Fifty Dollars Poorer, But I'M LOVIN' IT.
No, wait.
Fifty Dollars Poorer,
But I'M WE'RE LOVIN' IT.

We couldn't stop smiling ourselves silly, and we have such big plans ahead of us.
HAHAHA.
One such big plan was supposedly tonight but it failed though.
HEH HEH HEH.
(Photo wasn't taken at point of absolute euphoria, I can't upload pics from my phonee!)

Rugby semis tomorrow!
Go boys!

P/s: If you see this before you leave, TAKE CARE, MY GIRL. Will miss you like I've been and you owe me a date since 348309 years ago!!!!! UGH!

Out Of Rhythm With Time

Okay, so much for rejoicing over the end of work,
I'm back in this week. But this time really the last week of work cos next week (23rd may!) is the fair already! I don't get to go to Thailand! =(

So anyway, back to Friday.
This is what happened during (my last) driving lesson:

A private student, on test, was doing vertical parking.
He wasn't positioned correctly, so you can tell he's gonna hit something,
and my (sadistic) instructor, starting chanting "knock the pole, knock the pole"
and instigated me into joining him! (of course I didn't)
The poor boy hit the pole though. (In fact, he hit it twice, and my instructor couldn't stop chanting)

And yeah I hit mine at Parallel thereafter.

&
After an hour + of buttaching journey,
reached Vivo and we walked the entire place deciding for a "different" place to eat.
BUT we settled at Asian Kitchen which is not any special at all.
Quote Zi, "We're always either eating Chinese or ..." (I can't remember what's after or...)
And we spent the rest of the night by the sea! Yay!
And we intend to go "overseas" slowly, but surely.
First, Sentosa (chalet!)
Then Pulau Ubin,
see, we're getting there, getting there!
Eventually, we'd go somewhere out of SEA!

-

Had Materials' Hi tea with Amelia & Zi and we met the weirdest ass professor. He asked us how we make our Uni choices, and evaluated what we said, and said our answers were WRONG.
We said, Interest, and Job prospectives.
Then he sent us to ask around (which we of course didn't)
and he came back to us later.
Everybody say, OHMYGAWD.




You know, I don't really have a habit of carrying my camera around with me.
And my phone can't seem to connect to my lap
and yes, my lappie is old. I had it since Sec School so it doesn't have bluetooth.
So I'm effectively new photo-less though there are many!
But then again. somtimes I wish we took more.

I could hit "Replay" a million times,

STOLEN.
I'm serious I can hit replay over and over again.
Like replay my hitting of the replay button,
and you replay that scene,
replay me replaying that scene,
and replaying ... yeah, you get the idea.

Well, I came only solely to check my mail,
in hope to get a notifaction mail.
TMD DON'T HAVE.
WHY? =( [Read: Puzzled + Disappointment]
And I didn't write my name down today.
SIGHH.

-

Sorry everybody if I didn't reply your sms
or msn conversation.
I am feeling anti social tonight. Heehee.

AND,
I still don't know how to transfer stuff from my phone!
(I know there's a cable, and an installation cd... it just doesn't work?
And no, moto doesn't suck)

Nostalgia is SO not Emo.

I passed by Malan today,
and everything looked different.
But over that short 15 seconds (maybe?),
memories of what happened where
zooooooooooomed past together with the bus.
The Orientation days in the Hall,
the dreadful steep walk up to LT 3,
the trainings at the field that went so late into the night that we couldn't even see our fingers, what more the ball,
the cafe and its oh-so-wonderful view,
the gallery with words, S-A-I-N-T-S stuck across and paintings that are now white washed,
.
.
.
.
and, I got reminded:

To the person in the picture (if you even see this),
where did you go?

---

On a completely misjointed note:
- I freaking knocked a pole down at Parallel today. I believe in Karma and my instructor is tmd sadistic.

- I survived a 1hr bus journey with wind (+DUST) in my hair/face from Eunos to Harbourfront. Applaud me please.

- I WANT to be 50$ poorer on Monday. WANT.
I seriously don't mind paying 50$ for a piece of paper that has lifetime warranty.
LIFETIME LEH, worth it okay. Though it's just a piece of paper.

- Amelia is convinced I've become a spokesperson for Materials.
(Materials SCIENCE and Engineering, not Materials Engineering, okay!)

-I liked my Friday Night. (:

Too Much On My Mind.

Oh man,
this really long email I typed is g-o-n-eeeeee.
It didn't get sent, neither was it saved it drafts.
Shoot me, shoot me! =(

Last night, I had a freaky shiateass dream.
I think I've been watching too much Heroes,
I dreamt about the End of The World.
About this scientist predicting that one day,
(okay this isn't gonna make much sense)
all of us will have this bubble wrapped around us.
Square if you're proud, Heart-shaped if you've been full of love,
circle for indifference in life, Triangle for decisiveness,
Oval for I-can't-remember, and so on.

And this bubble that wraps us will lead to our death.

But very little people believed him initially,
then it slowly started happening,
and freak it was shit scary.

And then I dreamt of the weirdest people, and most random friends.
HAHA Shit man.

-

Anyway, I get to play with the Brother Tape Machine today!
Fun fun, Haha.

And for the hundredth time,
I HATE CAFE CARTEL.
I think the food sucks, service sucks.
Gave it a 101th chance last night,
and we both agreed CEDELE beats Cartel, anytime.
It was Gross food but Great company with Gorgeous Crabby(:
And look, We now have matching shoes!! (:

P/s: on an extremely depressive note: MY TEEEVEEEE IS SCCRRREEWWWWED.

It Ends Tonight, YAY!

Today, I am happy and high!
It's my last day of work!
Time to start exercising and losing weight,
time to be a filial daughter and stay home to pack my messy room,
time to relive being a couchy potato,
time to cut my hair,
time to see a doctor (UGH!!),
time to be a full time UNPAID assistant to my coach though she's freaking convinced I'm spoilt,
time to do crazy things (like scubaaaa!),
time to shop,
time to re job hunt!
HAHAHA.

THE LIFE OF A POST As SLACKER RESUMES!
I like it!

ANYWAYS,
My previous entry is SO not about an ex lover,
but a friend I've let down.
Thankyouverymuch,
see the labels! Haha

Moose Was Kidnapped.

"Nothing, I just want to talk."
"Sure, talk then"
"well but ironically i dont know what to say"
"has it been that long?"

-

I don't know if you still see this,

but there's so much to clarify.

I feel like there's so much to say,

but yet nothing to tell you at the same time.

Yes, it has been long,
and time has left a void,
and this void, acts like the space that bounds us off each other,
which now separates us not only in distance,
but in thoughts and emotions,
dividing our spaces,
and warning us of what once happened.

It feels as though there's so much I have to make up to you.
I don't know.

You say it's tension,
I think it's a mix of hostility, fear, hurt, pride, inconsistency,
and discomfort.
I guess we just need to be stripped of our pride, entirely.

-

This matter aside,
my phone went flat last night,
a bad time for it to die,
even worse for BOTH phones to run out of battery-
I missed the calls from Hr, sorry.

Fiveeeee more dayyys! =
Looking forward to the weeeeeeeeeekendddssssssssss!

Slow And Steady Wins The Race.

Haven't really had the time to organise my thoughts,
thus the lack of updates.
Been updating a draft entry though! Haha.

Everyone's life is undergoing a major change right now,
as letters of acceptance and rejection reach them.
I'm excited yet scared!

Can't wait for the 18th! (:
This week has and is gonna be tiring. =(

Note to self: Safety check, safety check!
I actually hit kerbs today! WTFS!

"I wonder why people call us Engineers, We are Scientists!"

A million reasons why I love weekends,
and a billion reasons to look forward to them.
Thrillion smiles when they are well spent.

-

This weekend was contrasting.
An extremely busy Saturday versus a relaxed Sunday.
I like(:

Experiencing the two extremes of people's contradicting wants:
Before the tea party, I received a message from the disappointed,
and after, a call from the upset.
Both over the same thing, but for different reasons.

The tea party at Raffles Hotel was great,
though I barely met my potential classmates,
but just a PSC scholar from nj that admits next yr,
and another from vvvvv that was just enlisted.
Another one this Sat though!
I like my Profs! I think they're amazing, and inspiring people,
with a greeaaatt sense of humour. (:
(Oh yes, needless to say, the food was MMMMMMMM, Heavenly.)

Went Botak's AGAIN for the second time this week,
yeah what an addict.
The queue was *%$#%$^$,
and I just realised it is right next to the Block I helped B with his work!
WLEZ.
Rushed down for Spiderman,
but met B & Elane (finally!) for a short while,
watched the gig at B&J, and bumped into more people.
Spidey was awesome, awesome!

-


Oh! Met Mamadaooo for dinner on Friday, unofficially celebrating her last day of work at XXX Poly.
Her phone went cranky and I spent 20mins walking around Bugis hoping to bump into her,
and hoping she'd have the brains to just wait for me at Sakae.
But guess not! Heh heh.
Fulfilling dinner, but unfulfilling shopping trip.
At least I got a pencil case, yay! (:

How's It Gonna Be?

Excitement comes with a little bit of fear,
anxiety comes with a little bit of optimism,
happiness comes with a little bit of bliss,
disappointment comes with a little bit of new hope.

will emotions ever be sole?

Well, I'm not complaining though.

-

I LOVE WEEKENDS.
They are too freaking short.


Everybody, you should go listen to Cartel.

My Daddy Told Me So

Because I am Bored,
so..........
Time for Blogthings!

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Heavy Bangs

What Women's Hairstyle Is Right For You?

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

What's Your Power Color?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in. Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you. You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

What Superheroine Are You?

You Are Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

Creative. Expressive. Unique.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Can I say that they're all not very true! >=(
So not true.
Whatever, my brain's tired. Haha

I Will Look After You?

This morning when I was arguing with my mom,
I saw a striking resemblance in

• our expression
• how defensive we are
• what we say
• what we'll do.

It was as though we did a complete exchange in roles,
I became the Mom, and she the Daughter.

In our defense, she saying what I would normally be saying,
and I became the cool and composed Mom she normally is.

Weird.

--
Complications aside,
I think I'm gonna fail driving.
Its this depletion of my brain juice,
after almost half an year of "snooze" mode,
causing a drought up there.
No wonder I've been forgetting so many things.

Please let me remember my parking points.

--
TGIF.

Ps: I SAW CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR ON MTV TWO NIGHTS AGO! YAY!

I walk by, _________ ?

Is this what you call a Test of Faith, God?
Cos I feel like an uprooted tree blown away by a strong wind.
Away from home,
away from where I want to be,
away from who I am.


I don't mean to doubt,
but I am just not a man of the strongest Faith you can ever find.

YES?


{edit @ 1501}
Ps: TODAY'S PROBABLY THE WORST DAY OF 2007!
Can't wait to see how WORSE it can get. Fuck.

"I didn't get it,"

I will not deny that I am bothered,
I will not hide my regrets.
If you know what I'm talking about,
you'd probably want to strangle me.


Last night was amazing.
I was (secretly) overwhelmed by Y's presence,
partly because we haven't met in ages,
nor had talks,
partly because I was happy for her,
though I don't really know why either.
Damn good food, at damn good price,
plus damn good company.
AND damn funny surprise.
BOTAKSSS!

Not forgetting, I very conveniently, EXCLAIMED (literally)
"OH MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE"
when zt called me.
And I didn't even realise it.

Seef says, "You're always doing things like that la you!"

Couch-slacking Laughters,

After a few days of abandonment,
I return with sore fingers,
and a numb palm.
Spent the afternoon stapling 24290781 stacks that are 38975 pages thick.

--

Yesterday was good,
it's a bit of everything pleasant accumulated to a mountain of fun (:
From spending probably about an hr or more at Phoon Huat,
deciding what to get, looking for stuff to get,
changing our decisions,
changing back to our original decision,
and eventually leaving empty handed. (haha! I bet the Uncle was damn $%^$%^ with us)

Then I had my mini retail therapy, hooray!

(And I'm suddenly too lazy to continue what happened.
My fingers really hurt man)

I watched Swimfan last night,
and I really liked it.
I kept jerking up from my lying down position,
then slackening back to my lying down position,
and jerking up again.
Hah.

Makes me wanna watch movies.
This time, I will remember to bring my specs!