Just like a faucet that leaks, there is comfort in the Sound.

This is pretty much what my world looks like now:
Crazy, Colourful, Blurry, Ambiguous.

Seriously, so much for long overdued proper posts,
I've pretty much given up on those. The memories still stay vivid,
like a fresh strawberry (Sorry, I'm hungry)
but the words run dry like the dehydrating pitcher plant (Haha, DVC)

**

Nearly had my first accident today. (Thank God, Thank God)
The honk still resounds in my head: it was LOOOONG and LOUD.
My heart was palpitating, I could have died.
It was effing scary, I don't want to be put in that situation EVER again.

That aside,
volunteer today was Awesome!
We had a Battle Of The Sexes in the arena of Lame Jokes.
Here's some I can remember (from Janis, Yanns & I, and that guy who challenged us),
(you gotta highlight under the question for the answer)

J: "Which part of the computer is the Astronaut's favourite?"
(The Spacebar)

"What's the difference between a Pastor and a Gay?"
(One says AMEN, the other says AH-MEN!)

"What's the difference between a Tennis Ball and a Prince?"
(One is thrown to the air, the other in the heir to the throne)

"What do you get when you stand between a midget and the computer?"
(Short Circuit)

P: "What's the difference between a Pianist and a Corpse?"
(One composes, the other decomposes)
*This is my favourite joke okay! Lesbo told it to me just before my Chem As paper to make me laugh (:

"What's the difference between Pizza and Pisai (nose shit)"
(One goes on the table, the other goes under)

Y: "If you have 1$, I have $1, and she has 1$, what train station is it?"
(Commonwealth)

Oh, great! The jokes from the guy require actions!
Tmr Janis is gonna set out to battle on her own, I hope she conquers!
Haha.

One more thing, I need an advice.
Here's the camp schedules:
16-21july: Materials FOC
23-29july: Sports camp
30july-4aug: Hall camp.

Great, great. That's like half a month of consecutive camps.
I already signed up for Foc. I want to go for sports, but I should go for Hall cos they're gonna be the people I'm living with. But I'm probably gonna die, camps are tiring.
And I'd spend a grand total of 145$ solely on camp man.
How, how? =(

"I don't understand why people always say handsome guys are gay. Really don't understand!"

Okay, just a short post before I go (shouldn't be online for too long)
I had an amazing past 3 days.
Met lotsa new people (from Funny to Weird to Pretty to Hawwt)
and lotsa old people I've not seen in some pretty long time.

**

I'd throw you into a room with 4 corners,
a lightbulb,
and two chairs facing each other.
The walls resound each word either party speaks,
and she springs countless million dollar questions at you.
No, wait, maybe not million dollar, but questions worth more, your life maybe?
You feel suffocated, like caught in a bottleneck; you can't breathe.
You feel small, like a lost ant looking for your nest in the big jungle.

I've never had so many questions thrown to me one after another,
I barely had the time to even think of how to respond.
Neither have I ever had WHY after WHY after WHY shot at me,
it was worse than being at a kids camp where they ask silly rhetorical questions of WHY.


A purpose driven life?
Now, I feel unprepared, undeserving.
Maybe giving Oasis a miss tomorrow is planned afterall.

Hi Feiiers, I miss you. :(
Secretly hoping you'd msg me tmr after you break camp, sigh.

And Hi Kristal GRIZZZ-tal, thank you for everything.
Love, your BA-BA.

Baby, It's Fact; Our Love Is True.

(This entry is backdated)



The day started, with the Family heading down to Ding Tai Fung for some good ol' chinese lunch to celebrate Daddy's Birthday. He's 50! And he didn't want a cake this year, so no cakee.



Rushed to meet KELLY, running from mall to mall, store to store, grabbing all the last minute things we need: Ballooons, Party Stuff, Ice Cream, Flowers,
And we managed to reach MINT CAFE, earlier than everyone, and started blowing the balloons up: WITH HELIUM!! (:
So Crabby was blindfolded and brought in suspense over to the Cafe,
earlier on, she told Sangita she "smell(s) a surprise", and from the Cafe, we heard her screams from miles away.
HAPPY NINETEEEEEEENTH CRABBY.
We had a buffet with too much food, and the parents ordered 3 additional plates of Seafood Platter and we were exploding. Jien & I have sweeeet tooth(s), so we decided to try the Bread&Butter Pudding which was supposedly, the chef's speciality, though we were already stuffed full. Then when people started leaving, and there was a small group of us left, we broke into a picture taking frenzyyyyy.
"One, two, threeee, KISSS!" Her Family's awesome. (:

Everyday Seems A Lifetime.

A sunny sunday back at my Alma Mater playing ball,okay, major poseur. We were supposed to do a Levi's shot! But... we already changed into our shorts so yeah. Haha. U-turning and suddenly-turn-left our way to HK Cafe at East Coast, + Cheesecake cafe. JOYPOH =D @ Crabshack one of the Mondays... We sat there from 615-930. Gawd, we're awesome man. Just talked the night away.
Adam Road, Island Creamery, Stupid rain, Cab to Vivo, Home to ZZZZ the Saturday after DVC ended. But great, for now, we're not talking. Don't ask, it's dumb.

He laughed at my watermelon, my fat cheeks, my pit fats, while I laughed at his lameness (literally) over a good dinner. YUM =DAwh lefty, that's hawwt.My first passenger. (:

[OMG DING, I was just reading my past entries and I saw this: "NGHUEYSIISABITCH.
And just for the records, she's NEVER sitting in my car when I get my license.
Whether I pass on the first attempt or not. NEVER!! nyehnyeh." But guess what! You're my first passenger, bitch.] Their weekly KFC affair, but I have my own with Yakun. Please ignore ugly expression.
I like being warped. Hah. CheryltanahmasiewmaichiobuCRUSH, and Grizztal at Grizzly's taboo-ing.
A failed attempt at a spiral-effect photo. (No photoshop man, just deliberate shakey hands)

With the loss of Max, I regret to announce that there will be a shortage of photos from now on.

DVC pictures deserve a second picture post! So.. , another time!

(Will rearrange these [and probably explain some] another not-so-tiring day)

E3mw

So, with reference to the entry title,
please cover your left eye,
and as I point to the alphabet,
tell me which direction the letter "E" is facing: up, down, left, or right.

*

So today, we (+liuw & pong) had our journey to the West.
Ulu Pulau XXX! We were surrounded by unfamiliar uniforms we've probably never seen in our 18 years, guided by the new environment and stranger buses.

We, brilliantly chose the wrong person to stalk, landed ourselves in North Spine instead of South. BUT, still managed to find our way. Way to go(:
(But we took a grand total of ONE hr, from the interchange to the medical center, wonderful!)

Had a great time waiting; laughing at the Height/Weight machine, laughing at people on them, laughing at each other, .. and lotsa other explicit stuff I'll leave you out.

4 years in this faraway land,
I still can't imagine myself in a foreign environment,
can't believe I've to adapt to the different cultures.
(we met more cheenapoks today and froze at the terrorising thoughts of us converting into cheenafreaks)

Still don't understand how people survive in Ulu Boon Lay, it takes f(ucking)orever to get anywhere.
Omg, shit. I better stop complaining cos that's gonna be my new home.

I am NOT pregnant: _(please sign here to acknowledge)_

Parting Of Ways.

I'd love to start my entry with, "Oh my luck has finally changed ...."
but sadly, it hasn't altered much.
I remember what I said in the previous entry,
"I'm thinking about tomorrow. I should be excited, but somehow I'm not."
Uhuh.

I am heartbroken, distraught.
It's a tragedy, calamity, men-made disaster.

I came home empty handed,
well if you don't consider my large emotional baggage, that is.

How do I put this,
it's like watching an exciting movie only to realise you don't have disc 2,
it's like reading through an entire book and finally reaching the closure but the pages have been ripped off,
it's like leading in a 200m race only to trip twenty metres from your finish line;

you are so close, yet so far away.
And it doesn't help not knowing when your second shot will come,
if you'd ever be granted another chance.

Thank God for D. therapy: an awfully surprisingly edible homecooked fried rice (:
And I met Arden, finally. She turns 6 months on 23rd June! Absolute sweetie.

**

Oh, and Meet the crew!

on board The Black BERL.

Have Heart, My Dear.

Okay, before I start,
for Candice: VOTE! (#10 okay!)

***

I finally told my mom!

"Mom, I've something bad to tell you. But you must promise me you won't be angry. Promise ah!"
(Stops and scans me) "Something bad? Very bad ah?"
"Yeah. Very bad, my phone got stolen."
"Oh, so it's your phone that has problem. Not you got problem la."
"No Mom, stolen! Not problem. Phone's gone already, no more problem."
(Freezes and stares at me) "YOUR NEW MOTOROLA PHONE???" (in shock more than anger)
"Yeah."
"Oh, good luck to you. Want to buy new one? You use your own money lor."


I wonder if that's comforting, but yeah. I FINALLY GOT THE COURAGE MAN! Kiss that.

--

Back to today, SO CHEESY, but I walked down Memory Lane. Like literally.

And bumped into NICHOLAS! (:
And proved myself, old and rusty (in terms of Physics skills)

Forsaked BEN&JERRY'S to go over to KRISTAL coughcoughlovecough 's place.
We ate all the sugartransfatsweetoilyfattening food,
and taboo-ed all the way til 1040pm. Damn, we're good.

Oh, oh, a classic moment:
"Help, help! It's a ______" (to guess the word 'Robbery')
"Crocodile!"
"Police!"
-
"POLICE???"

Oh, Justin. Haha.

*

My entry's mindless,
I'm thinking about tomorrow. (haha!)
I should be excited, but somehow I'm not.
SHEESH.

PS: I am still contactable at the same number(:

And so she says, "I'm gonna stay home and be emo."

So today, today, marks the end of my nearly two month fling.

I already miss him,

and I'll shamelessly admit I do have a growing reliance on him.

It wasn't a mutual goodbye,

I'd think I took quite good care of him,

just as he did of me.

Dear Max,
I'll miss everything about you:

your looks, your hotness, your sexyness.

(And even the sticker of patrick star on your ass)

Your moments of silence,

and the times you let me down.

And I'll tell you that this isn't easy. ='(

I am really very upset.

Goodbye Max.

And fuck the fucktard that has no fucking conscience.

I'm seriously frigging down on luck huh.

Postscript: The confirmation of Levan leaving is heartbreaking. Yes, he doesn't come out tops in my list of Favs, but it's gonna be weird without him. I wish I could say something nice to S. But I doubt he'd be in the mood for anything. And Ahgong, shut up when you see this. You promised to be nice.

Crabstick Steamboat! (Say in Japanese)

So much for beginners' luck, seriously.

Okay, fine. Not very beginner's, but STILL.


I refuse to publicly broadcast my stupidity, and ultimate fate with blue shirt dressed aunties in umbrellas carrying some weirdass device. (Okay, at least that's my impression of them)
And my twenty-nine minutes too late story (no, this is not Philicia learns to rock),
and simply, an extremely important reminder that slipped my puny ass mind,
which has thus left me 10$ poorer, but I'll graciously consider it a small donation to the (already very rich) government.


Oh die, will I get into trouble for saying that?

"I'm gonna read your blog later and laugh. I can feel it."

So is that your expression now, Ah gong!

This is the worst ah gong anyone can ask for,
he laughs at his grand daughter's tragic plight!


Ahgong: Didn't know you were so pro (gov). Donate more la, go park in the middle of the expressway.
Me: WAH sorry that's suicide alr. ahahaha oh, but my ah gong paying for me is it?
Ahgong: Erm no? You think my name is sky ar? Money doesn't fall from me.

***

twentynine minutes too late, love.
ten bucks poorer too.


This is actually my teacher, who lives just a few blocks away from me.
Shai: say hi, see if i can hear from here
i heard it!
i heard it!
i heard it!
(but I didn't even say anything. Not like he'd hear even if I did! Hah)

Me: hahaha! okok HI SHAI
can you see me waving? haha

S: see cannot, my view blocked by the blocks esp blk 323
but i can hear you gigling... sound travels far rite?
but you sound so clear
that means, we are near
that rhymes eh?

OMG, Shai.

"Don't throw your BROKENstocks at me!"

Thank God for holding the rain,
today was awesome.
------

A follow-up to my past week at camp,

The 2 boys in their similar jerseys, again:

And the "kid" that I will definitely miss the most:
You probably won't see this, but I love you Liyana! =D

This boy, is best camper:And the sweetest thing I've heard all week at camp was,
His Daddy shouting across the "concert hall", "WELL DONE, SHAUN!!" many times.
I sensed his pride, it made me feel proud too. (:

"If wrong then U-turn lor!"

Tonight was probably the BEST night I've had with ages. (Not like I'm already enjoying myself bigass time!)
Nothing beats spending time with my favourite girl,
taking passport photo against purple walls/white cupboards,
going in circles around our estates and ending up where we started,
spending 29238$$ topping up petrol, wasting 50km worth of it leaving home to return there,
flipping through street directories and finding our own way, (YEAH MAN!)
making wrong turns/missing exits til we have to U-turn 34839 times,
unintended road trip round Singapore,
dinner at East Coast at 9pm when we actually planned to reach at 7+,
cheesecake cafe,
parking,
"OMG BE CAREFUL"-s and "WOOHHHHH, that was damn near"-s,
and being honked at. HAHAHAHA.

If time permit, we'd have gone East coast park to walk, but but BUT I have camp tomorrow and I had come back to pass her my uni form. Oh, troubles.

It was unplanned, but coincidentally, we (minus Amelia) spent our first month of being P-platers and road hazards together! COOOL!

(sorry, abit incoherent now cos damn tired la)


I know my weeks to come are gonna be AWESOME,
though my income is going to be -$2/hour.
But who cares. I better enjoy all I can.
I'm already, starting to get caught up with Uni. =(
And I honestly, don't like the smell of it.

HELLO FEIIERS, I know you read this-
Thanks for tonight! LOVE YOU LONG TIME!

And Amelia, who probably won't read this. Hate you long time lor. Wahlao. =(

What are You hoping for?

I like this photo alot,

One: Because it is simply cute,

Two: Because my favourite boy is on the left. (And the one on the right looks a little bit like Harry Potter)

Three: Because it captures the intangible: The innocence, the unspoken love, the pledged brotherhood.

Four: See how they're looking at a common direction? Actually, when I took this photo, they both had their left hands raised to clap.

I think too many things are left unsaid,

as though they are meant for silent understandings.

Like how lovers can hear "I love you" from each other's gaze,

how friends feel, "I need you" from their movements,

how a simple act of "baka-ing" to wear identical attire signifies the degree of inseparation you share.

Everything comes in pairs: Good and Bad, Happy and Sad.

Sometimes the unspoken is good, and sometimes it's not.

--

The second batch of freshmen are getting their orientation package,

and I've yet to do much about mine. (Deadline next monday! Ugh!)

Okay, I've been matriculated, but I've to do it AGAIN and Huh, now I'm really confused.

Where's my sister when I really need her.

Talking about matriculation....

Read this,

hold a little tighter. says:
hostel can wait

hold a little tighter. says:
got the matriculation shit first

tmunkie. says:
i dont like that word
tmunkie. says:
i dont know what it means
tmunkie. says:
but it sounds like im being married to ntu and living a committed life with it

hold a little tighter. says:
hahahahahaahhaa
hold a little tighter. says:
WHATEVER ELISAAAAA haha

tmunkie. says:
DOESNT IT?!
tmunkie. says:
wtf is matriculation
tmunkie. says:
like getting inducted to it, til death do us part liddat

hold a little tighter. says:
hahaha
hold a little tighter. says:
it just sounds mathematical to me

hold a little tighter. says:
like matrix + calculation = matriculation, no?

tmunkie. says:
OMG
tmunkie. says:
classic engineer
tmunkie. says:
GO science-nerd-PHIL

hold a little tighter. says:
NOOO
hold a little tighter. says:
(insert the nerdy msn emoticon)

--

I know I promised a proper entry, and I was so determined to get one up soon,

but that'd take you, and me back to fourteenth may. That's almost a month!

I think I'm gonna suffer from post-camp withdrawal symptoms after this week, HOW.

A (Beautiful) Stain In My Memory.

All right, I'm super determined to post a proper blog entry,
though it's getting pretty late, I'm rather tired from the week-long lack of rest,
and I still have to wake up at 7 tmr morning.
But like I said, I'm super determined!

So, let me take you back to.......................

Monday, 21st May.

Went down to support the boys at their 3rd/4th placing after a nostalgic lunch with Y at Adam's, and happy ice cream from Island Creamery.

The match was intense, Y and I were jumping up and down, here and there.

Our butts just kept inching closer and closer toward the side line as each minute passed,

it was nervewrecking, really.

Especially when the scores were really close.

As you know, we ended full time at 10-10, and we won over some really crappy reason, but we praise God for that. We know the Warriors are fuming mad, and definitely very displeased but we're happy and thankful for God's grace(:

We thought they'd go into penalty kicks and we were all going, "Oh no, sure die." and my dearest Ago was saying his old heart couldn't take it. Hilarious shiate, but yeah, we won.

&&&, I had Patrick Star for company, dinner at HK Cafe in Marina,

cos I had to go Suntec to get my online goodie =D Yay.

Then on Tuesday, 22nd May,

Dental, I have HAD pink braces! (They've faded to a very nice orangey colour)

Visited Lesbo, then met Hugs* at Vivo where we spent the whole day there,

like from 1030 - 430.

Don't know what we did also, just kept walking round and round and round.

And we got identical tofu man handphone key straps, coincidentally (:

Which are now hung on our phones!



This girl made me AWESOME(: lemon bars,

which she thought looked gross, tasted gross but were really yummy(:

And I looove lemon bars!

Well yeah, I had to rush to J8 after that,

carrying 200 tea light candles,

I was seriously dying, they were so heavy my arms felt like they were gonna break.
Got her cake, then rushed home, I was carrying so many things,

I probably looked like some kiasu Aunty stocking up for some ration. Hurhur.

Like Poorly Made Puppets, Stiff In Motion.

Just blogging for the sake of posting:



I love you, Mama daoo. (:

Seriously, I need a proper entry soon.