Don't Need To Beg.

I suddenly feel like going home really bad.

Hence, study plans for tonight shall be aborted and postponed.

Toodles 3255 and the just-returned LoomieTan.

I'm heading back to Serangoonavenuethree.

Lab Quiz!

Review Assessment: MSE Safety Quiz User . LIM EN C.HZE, P.HILICIA
Submitted 9/30/09 1:06 PM
Name M.SE Safety Quiz
Status Completed
Score 47 out of 50 points
Time Elapsed 0 hours, 9 minutes, and 47 seconds out of 1 hours and 0 minutes allowed.

=))) WHEEEEEEEEE

FIRST ATTEMPT! :D

(YEEPEI DONT JEALOUS K!? HUGS)

PS: AM STILL NOT SHORTLISTED FOR IA INTERVIEW :(

Guiding Light.

"Pure hearts stumble
In my hands, they crumble
Fragile and stripped to the core
I can't hurt you anymore

Loved by numbers
You're losing life's wonder
Touch like strangers detached
I can't feel you anymore"

Thank you, MUSE!

Yes, TheResistance is awesomeeee.

ARGH

fucking just found out i wasted my entire morning in the lab today doing all the wrong shit!

FML.

Am so mother DL now.

Lost Behind Words.

Apparently "soft spot" is dangerous/deadly. Whichever.

And the carrier of it is EVIL.

Random

I think I like my hair short, colourful, messy, and all over my face.

Uhuh.

I'm serious.

The queit scares me, cos sometimes it screams the truth.

Maybe Plain Water Is Not My Thing.

My best friend from school is a boy: "Gerard Pang"

and I seriously hate school.

Should I even attend the 2 hours of lesson tomorrow? Or just get my fat ass outta this town asaps!

BECAUSE I HAVE TO COME BACK TO SCHOOL ALMOST EVERY FUCKING DAY NEXT WEEK WHEN IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE RECESSSSSSS!

And G whining about her headache the whole day has officially given me one. >=(

Grumbles, mumbles.

If I,

Would you date me on a regular?

"if you don't mug, you die!!!!!!!"


Thanks, Chou Chou.

TigerLily.

A post of the infamous long weekend:

Filled with much reunions (big and small), realizations, celebrations and expectations.

Dinner with S and family over steamboat, then cousin's birthday celebration where I was greeted with too many kids, I can no longer remember their names.

Supposed to attend Moo's 21st but sorry for the clash of events =(

During their Recess/my public holiday, I caught up with Yanns and Yarns over Aston's (old time favourite) and an Indonesian dessert: baked banana over condensed milk sprinkled with chocolate flakes and shredded cheese. Mmmmm, heavenly. =) And as the Crabs observed, we were dressed in each other's House colours: Yellow, Blue, Green.

Also caught Inglorious Basterds; wasn't what I expected but I enjoyed it. A heavy hearted show (compared to Ugly Truth), and it was kinda tragic, but I like. =)

Plus, late night study sessions til I get damn brain dead. And the evils of temptation: Strawberry sundae at 1am, French fries at 3am.

My emotional jar probably also overflowed over the weekend from feelings suppressed for too long. But I also learnt that there is not always an answer to every question.

Neither is there a lesson to be learnt from every thought dwelled over too much.

AND, that one day in the future, we will only regret the things we NEVER did, and not those we did.

Will you be my plain water?

Dear Wonderkid, you suck and I hate you.

And I forget to Breathe Slow.

Nostalgia: derived from a Greek word meaning "returning home" and a Homeric word, "pain/ache".

With memories comes an aching pain, a longing for what once happened.

A delusion. An illusion of happiness.

Every bead that trickles down my face, represents a regret.

With each drop, it adds to a collection of apologies, of sincere "sorry"s I can never make up to yous.

Nostalgia. A longing for the past however, often in idealized form.

Tonight, I am alone but I sleep with the ghost of my past.

I Am So Naive,

I thought we could be friends forever.

I Keep Wasting Time.

See what I mean?!

Dear LIMENCHZEPHILICIA,

Congratulations!

We are pleased to inform you that you are selected to participate in our programme, details of which are as follow:



(Work and Study Programme) -- C.HINA

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Best regards

G.lobal I.mmersion P.rogramme O.ffice

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omg...... I got accepted into gipee.

omg omg omg.

Now if i reject it I'm gonna be denied going to i.mre as well.

fml!

KaKa

And that was the first exclusive appearance on paperbacked by mommymommy yeepeipei(:

Yesterday in lecture while whining bout the cockroach attack, my dear friend xh said "talk to the kaka he can hear human audible range (: "
So cute (((:

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Today on MSN:

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Hello this is my first time blogging using itouch. Feel like a noob!!!

I Know That You Were Trouble, But I Couldn't Resist.

So I :

• removed my stitches today, and
• found out that my bottom right wisdom is in a worst state than the one I extracted and hence,
• will experience a more traumatic post-surgery recovery when I do get it extracted.
• finally went for 930 lesson after breakf with the roomie
• couldn't stop sleeping in oh-so-boring elective.
• was asked the meaning of "LOVE" today.
• recently can't stop throwing FORWARD passes
• didn't play w.tl on Saturday but still went down
• caught Timetraveller's wife over the weekend with Bao, and
• didn't really like it. :(
• missed my gipee interview last wednesday thanks to wisdom surgery, yet
• was offered/recommended for it but,
• had to reject it after calling up gipee office only to find out it clashes with the infamous ivpee.
• made a domokun card + whippedcream-covered-sponge as a pseudo cake for Jeannette's 21st with Jieling
• have a new found baby whom I spoil. It is true.
• was too late to sign up for Nikehumanrace AGAIN but it clashes with w.tl anywayyyyy
• must be patient
• must not express negativity to my teammates on the field
• am excited for S.unig yet a little scared
• was told that we think alike by A(nne)
• really hate reccosboys cos they are so effing selfish and full of themselves
• really hate 5llah softball male team after today cos they were so rude and unapologetic after lousy bats and allowing their softballs to fly into our field more than 3 times when they didn't even book the freaking field.
• missed out on eating dessert last night cos they stall was closed after we finished our main course, and hence
• tried the weirdest combination of ice ever - peanut ice, mango puree and nata de coco.
• was visited by seetohmeetoh weiyanndearest last Friday after wisdom extraction who bought me hotfudge sundae! WHEEEEEE
• as usual, hate school
• have been trying to sleep early, wake early. And so far,
• have been sleeping by 230am and waking up before 1130am. Good start.
• am currently hooked on: All The Right Moves/OneRepublic and Two is Better Than One/BoyslikeGirls
• need to study studying. THREE TESTS COMING!!!

PS: And Jeannette says: " I LOVE/사랑해/大好き/真的好爱/*insert 'love' in other languages here* you all~ "

"This Is My Room"

Thank you FFF for a very nice dinner and company(:

Thank you for saving my ass wrt to the year2 labreport.

Thank you for taking my food/going to order dessert (still sad there's no more :( )

Thank you for the weirdest shaved ice combi ever: mango puree and nata de coco on peanut ice.

And Thank you for being the eversosweet you. (:

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Welcome home S.

I have missed you unknowingly. =)

And look, Skalex got a make over((((:

PS: Uhoh. Blogger doesn't permit picture uploads currently.

Post to be editted with the new skalex look =)

PPS: Can't upload picture of Skalex. It takes forever :(

Two Is Better Than One.

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everythings okay

And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

//BoysLikeGirls & TaylorSwift.

All The Best.

And indeed, Black Beauty is an awesome distraction. For the second week running, I can actually just spend time with it til the battery is only 10%

Anyhow, been really tired lately. I'm exhausted from thinking.
Sometimes I just don't want to, or don't feel like it but it always, all ways finds it's way back and haunts me.
Like a fever you can't sweat, it lingers and stays longer than you'd like.

I've been wondering if it's disturbing you as much as me.
I'm so tired pretending.

Bye bye gipchina.
We had so many chances but no fate.
I had to tap the "send" button with much regret, after much hesitation in reply to my favourite prof :(
Life sucks. for now :(

Has much to share but the pain is affecting the brain process. =)

"[For students applying for overseas attachment, please state your reasons here. For students applying for local attachment, you may state your reasons for applying to this organisation or this programme. You may also highlight your qualities or interest relevant to this application.]"

I can't even convince myself,

so how do I convince my prospective employers?

Hi, My Name Is ____________________.

I'm a SLOTH

and I'm a Laundry Super Girl.

IN HALL WITHOUT MY WATER BOTTLE

Am becoming the epitomy of FORGETFUL.

Or maybe CARELESSNESS works too.

Am fucking sian beyond words currently.

Hate choosing company. Hate choosing projects.

Worse: Hate choosing whether to go Zhong guo or not.

Hate writing resume/data sheet - Aren't they the same damned thing?

ARGH Hate making choices. I rather do my tutorials though I can't solve a single shit question but argh argh argh!

#1 Procrastinator.

ohmygawd I am completely unable to sit down and read through the 10000000 projects for IA selection. I really rather read my notes than scroll effortlessly down the never ending page.

Roar. :(

Btw. I really Hate your nonchalance.

Which Movie Romance.

You'll end up with someone who's been a very close friend...you know each other inside and out and are fully comfortable with each other...this romance is truly magical

PhorgetfulPhilly.

I'm having a MASSIVE headache from the sun today,
and OH NO CALAMITY. I forgot to bring home my retainers.

I didn't intend to return back to hall until Monday. =(
How now?

Tonight.

There's a fine line between HOPE and EXPECTATIONS.

Hope is what we wish to have, with whatever little faith in you.

Expectations is what you want to have, what you think you might have.

More often that not, expectations fail you.

A friend recently told me that she was going to aim high. It might be far from her grasp, but at least she'd land on the clouds when she falls, and not the hard, cruel, concrete ground.

Just yesterday, I was fuming mad over a particular incident.

Then G asked me what I was mad at: That we got chased out of our own class due to crashers, or because our friends were selfish.

It startled me for a split second, but without a doubt I was gravely affected by both.

Emotions overlap. It is a hard line to draw.

Here I am tonight, and I'm asking myself the same question- Which is worse?

That he left without me, or that he is here but not with me?

I honestly cannot draw this defining line. I really, rather not know.

If the departure date DOES NOT coincide with IVPee.

I'm going Zhong Guo.

This shall be my decision.

Hello Zhong Guo.

Dear INSERTMYNAMEHERE,


With reference to your application for our programme for Semester 2 of AY2009 / 2010, we are pleased to inform you that you have been short-listed for an interview, details of which are as follow:



Day and Date : Wednesday, 9 September 2009

Venue : MSE Meeting Room, N4.1-02-02

Interview Time : 1330hrs

Interviewer : Prof C.hen Z.hong and Mr L.ow J.oon K.iat T.homas


Kindly confirm your attendance for the above interview by replying to this email.


Best regards,
G.I.P Office

A Little Too Late.

Omg.

He left before I could say bye. Or even Hi.

He left before I could trace his features and say, "I missed you."

He left,

He left.

This is the second time.

And there may not be a third.

Why am I always letting you down.

You're fucking useless, Phil.

"Do You Know Half The World Is Starving?"

About two weeks ago over tea, Aw convinced me how mankind are more independent than we think of ourselves.

If we took a step back and slowed things down a notch, we realise that there are many moments you don't need company. But during these times when you actually do have someone with you, it is but a privilege.

It is not about, "why aren't you there when I need you" but "thanks for being here with me".

Just a few hours ago, I was reading through _feelosophy. A long forgotten logbook. A secret stash of memories I don't want to forget. A little scary though, how some move on while others stay rooted where they came from. A little skeptical, how empty promises and absolutes are used so freely, "I will never"; "You will always".

I am ashamed to say a part of me has forgotten, yet a part of me still yearns.

It is hard to ignore completely, yet difficult to accept whole heartedly.

And the part about school: I can never finish whinging.

Why am I not surprised I decided to slug in bed til noon instead of going for lessons.

Now I pay the dire consequences of missing tutorial- I understand zilch.

The fire alarm went off at 5 in the morning too, waking neighbours and myself. (BUT NOT MY ROOM MATE NOR ANGELA!)

And just on Monday, I went to school for an 1130 class when school starts at 1230.

ARGH.

Take away my past but don't rob my memories.

Today, I set my hair on fire.

Thank you awsikuan, it was fun. =)

Happy Birthday NickySonny(:

Lips that need no introduction,

Now, who's the greater sin?

--

Just fucking dropped my folder from a top shelf which toppled my half-filled water bottle and created lotsa water puddles in my room.

If I had feet the size of my stuffed giraffe, I could splash from puddle to puddle like I was 5 playing in the rain. ROAR