still there.

Tuition! Again! After soooo long! (Not really actually, it just felt long.) And check out our permanent resident or should I say citizen of the B #07-06 ceiling! I don't think the rubber band is very visible in the photo but check out the shadow! That's more obvious(:

Yesterday, we went over to Zong's to celebrate his 5-day-early-18th-birthday(: I absolutely L-O-V-E his place(: Definitely one of the houses I enjoy chilling-out at the MOST. Like I was just telling my mom, I always go to Zong's!! Don't know what it is about his house that I like sooo much, but I just love it (: Haha. Maybe it's the loooong walk in from the bus stop, whether from RTC or across the road. Or maybe it's the thrill of taking a bus down from town and making sure you don't miss it or you'll land yourself in an all-too-unfamiliar Bukit Panjang, or maybe it's the oh-so-cool Minister neighbour and guard house just next to his, or the strangely charming #47. Or maybe it's the xbox (no!), or the oh-so-cosy room filled with lotsa cool posters/stuff, or the fact that he has his own toilet in his room, or the forever-so-filled-with-yoghurt refridgerator, the cooliomolio garden (snails infested last night), or the relive-your-childhood swings that go eeeeeeeek, eeeeeek, eeeeeeeek, everytime you defy gravity, or simply just the company. (:

So we went over around 7, just sat around and chilled and ate and slacked til One+++ am. (By then only, Pong Malcolm Jav Gerald Yew wei and I were left)
One point of time, Jav Zong Kelly & I went swinging! (tried being all young, innocent, happy and stress/worry-free again) while the other four were kept busy with the xbox. And something super embarrassing YET glam happened (: hoho, secret!

Wanted to stay over initially! But guess all the guys were too tired from their camp and Pong & I had second thoughts, so yeah, we didn't.

I think the bestbestbest part was CAKING Mr OZH(: Super funny how things went.

1. Pong suggested we cut the cake and Zong serves the rest.
2. We used Nick's share (cos Nick doesn't eat cake!)
3. We used the smallest slice, yet with a reasonable amount of Chocolate fudge.
4. We put our cake together, so we only had to carry one plate each.
5. We chose a spot away from the carpet (but we still dirtied it in the end)
6. We pretended to offer him his cake
7. (But he was drinking 7-up) So I had to ask "eh zong, can i have some?" and while he said "sure" I SMEARED THE CAKE! (YAY)

Since he didn't retaliate, we just smeared it all over his face/neck (I'm sorry about the shirt zong). Yeah but damn, I had my fair share too. He attacked me while I was sitting down and had nowhere to run. Pong's smart la! I don't know where she ran to. But we helped clean Zong up after that(: (yes and the place too =\)

And on the way home, we had a SHORT CUT HERE, SHORT CUT THERE then I reached home, right Ah gong? Haha.

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The World Wide Web- computer network consisting of a collection of internet sites that offer text and graphics and sound and animation resources through the hypertext transfer protocol (dictionary.com)

It's like an open letter to everyone, anyone can see it. Just like how you're seeing this.
*waves.

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This is absolutely hilarious, but I will protect the privacy of the person who said it. Heh heh(: [EXPLICIT CONTENT, HURR]

(that person) says:i swear b4 i die i'm gonna cup a guys b*lls
(that person) says:wait a minute i already did it
(that person) says:oh well i can die now

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I hope my sis can get that pair of shoes for me! Thanks alot ah gong! (sarcastic) You showed me the shoes and now I really want them. UGH!!

Lesbo, nvm about danceworks! I'm sure you guys did your best yeah? (:
HR, SORRY. TRULY AM. ):

Miro.

*Finch;

Slumber has erased me

Comfort is only skin deep

A dirty mirror reveals reason

To digest corrective medicine

I burned up, I burned up

Ablaze upon re-entry

Slow down

I woke up, I woke up

Face down along the shoreline

Paradise is mine

Shadows and living trees

Reach out to embrace me

This place, here, is where we don't exist

He carries dead weight with his fist

I burned up, I burned up

Ablaze upon re-entry

Slow down

I woke up, I woke up

Face down along the shoreline

Paradise is mine

You can't take it with you

You can't take it with you

Frame by frame we begin to change

Skeletons and robot brains she found

A book that writes itself

That plays it all upon a stage

over and over again

over and over again

where is the end?

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the F math club.

DISGUSTING MATH.

This is, by far, the lowest I've gotten for anything/everything. Following this is the four and a half upon 25 Geog test I took in 2003 during the Nationals period regarding the whole plate tectonics thingy, which I didn't study for at all.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEF. (like some kinda noise to express your disgust/displeasure.)

your race.

(edited)
Guessed as much for the timing, but I know it could have been better(:
Someone asked me "What was running through your mind" when I was running?
It was, "why am I so heavy?" and "recovery, phil."

Wouldn't say I ran the best race I could, but haha, whatever. I know that poor girl feels like stabbing me, and (I can't remember who) commented that I was so sly to only overtake at te least 30m, but hey- it's called planning your run. (:
And I was running with unfamiliar faces, (except nu er) that's why I was so freaked out. `Cos I've never seen them run, their style and it was so hard to plan.
And an initial race of 7 people went down to only 4; of which, 3 are trackers, 1 was. (: Haha.

Going down to support the soccer guys wasn't a mistake at all. The match was just so exciting. And we beat the reigning champs 3:2! The trip there was so exciting, with 6 of us hopping on the Hockey bus and squeezing right at the back. (Ps: The ride cost 1.50$)

And the trip back, was a very squeezy 53 bus ride, passing by all the familiar places, taking this all-too-familiar route home. Nostalgia.

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It's amazing how one with such talent and strong command of the language is able to write with so much emotions such that they turn the readers towards them and gain so much sympathy for themselves when it's all just a small misunderstanding that was never solved because all both did was to avoid.

Btw, this is the REAL deal. <3

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> Robot dance.

Lesbo, all the best for Danceworks tmr! Sorry I can't be there!

800m.

I went Google, then typed "800m" and hit the "I feel lucky" button.
This is where it led me to.

To summarise:
* Distance athletes should aim to develop the ability to relax when running at race pace. The focus should be on running quietly over the ground and with minimal effort from the upper body.

* Fingers should be relaxed and elbows should be held close to the body and swing behind the plane of the body. (This may require improved shoulder flexibility in some athletes)

* The shoulder girdle should be loose and allowed to bounce not be held down in a fixed position.

* The athlete should not try to lean forward ( a very slight lean in fine.)

* Arms should be held with relaxed and the main focus of effort should be a downward & backward stroke. They should also not move very far forward from the body (as this causes athletes to overstride late in the race)

The 800m event needs special training at the 800m race speed. The ability to relax and use little energy is important at race pace.

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Feeling kinda emo. And bothered. And worried (about my race & chem grades). And bothered. And guilty/bad.

It's just this whole attitude-problem thing.
(hearts); wen(4) ti(2) shao(4) nian(2).

metal mouth.

Somehow going for an "urgent dental appointment" (-->my excuse for green slip) brought back lots of be-you-tiful memories(:

• the company at my first extraction and the ride home.
• the companies at my second extraction and the whole fuss about my LILAC braces looking PINK. (fyi: I'm anti-pink!)
• heading over to mr ozh's after that second extraction, looking all-so-unglam with the anesthetic yet to wear off, but having a fun time nonetheless(:
• my difficulty eating (rmb our fish&chips, yarns? and quiche at sentosa, sweets?) yet unwillingness to give in and take PORRIDGE. (haha)
• the next follow up dentals where I will always ask zong- "When's your next dental?" ; "What colour you changing to!" (But this time I didn't!)
• the companies (of friends) I'll make sure I have each time I go for dental. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH(: [I can never go alone): ]
• stuff I always do after dental. (like without fail, so far, haha.)

(:

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And today my dentist told me, "I have upgraded you to the thicker wire!"
Rightt. She's so funny(:

"We're going back to where it all started! (:"

Homer: "Do you know why your Mother and I sleep on the same bed?"
Bart: "Because we are poor?"
Homer: "Yeah, and do you know why we're poor?"
-- "Because we have children!"

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Yeah, just thought that was funny.

TODAY, I:
# got back physics
# had tutorial in the LT (!)
# had a screwed up ice cream date and the whole "you're so sian, make me so sian" issue
# watched Princess Mononoke over GP (finally remembered the title), which is about the environment and talking animals (?)
# performed some QA chem pract! (finally)
# illed up this new system for some green slip thing (ugh)
# changed pe teacher
# went for last minute Dental! (thanks ahgong, ndc LOVES you and hates me, fine.)
Fixed my braces (could barely eat properly the whole day) and tightened and now they're too tight for me to eat properly. (Jingpok, porridge buffet!!)
# took an effed up cab ride home with the most unreasonable cab fare of 8.10$ and the valuable time wasted to get home from somewhere so near just cos the taxi driver was cheapo and wanna earn my $$! Took some long route (and jammed!) home. GRRR

TMR: MATHS GRADES. LET'S SEE HOW LOW I CAN GET. (:

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And today, on the average, I was rated EIGHT on the scale of 1-10 on the I-AM-SO-ATTITUDE/I-HAVE-AN-ATTITUDE-PROBLEM FACTOR.
I only asked three people. And their replies were; 12, 5, 8. Yeah, to that person who rated me as 12, HOHO ITS ONLY YOU LOOORRRSSSS.

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Somehow, I (still) think my attitude stinks (towards academic work). Like how I am being so easily satisfied/proud of passing something, when people who are doing just as good (or should I say bad?) and even better aren't even the least pleased? In the first place, I barely scraped through. AH! Maybe I need to stop telling myself, "it's only bt one." HAHA.

#$*&)^#)%^@`&^@%($~

Firstly, #$%#$*&E@^#$
THE NEW TIMETABLE SUCKS.
On Monday, I've 2half hour break from 1115 til 1445.
On Tuesday, I've 2hr break from 1415-1615 AND THEN THERE'S A FREAKING PE LESSON.
On Wednesday, there's afternoon math lect. I HATE AFTERNOON LECTS!
On Thursday, there's a 2hr break (since there usually isn't ME) from 1315-1615 THEN THERE'S PE AGAIN.
On Friday, tthere's a 2 hr break from 845-1045 and I end school an hour later and usually there's training at 3.
TMDTMD. Can't wait to pass Napfa and freeaking DROP PE!

Secondly, today, we (the house commers) all either came school/came school early/stayed back, effectively for NOTHING. Cos some supposed photoshoot got CANCELLED and it was a total waste of time. But thankGod, I had SPA so I wasted the least time. Irresponsible weird people who went out for lunch and came back just to cancel the shot. CRAZY with a Capital C, thanks.

Thirdly, training today was ohmygoshicanttakeitanymorebutimusttellmyselficandoit.
"There's something wrong with this team and I don't know what. Go run as a team and sort it out. 8 rounds fartlegs, go."
I swear my heart skipped a beat when I heard the EIGHT rounds. Gosh, but in the end we only did 3. (ThankGOD!) But 30 tug jumps & 30 push ups weren't very helpful.
And game with no subs plus accumulated exhaustion = poor performance. SIGH.
Commit, step. Commit step. Run straight. Remember.

Training ended after drills drills and more drills & split exercise. split switch doesn't seem as hard as before anymore? =D

Fourthly, I had the TOUGHEST, DIRTIEST training this whole year (as quoted from Tracytrace) and I totally agree. Washed up, like really thoroughly, after training and bathed when I got home (for like exceptionally long) and I still feel so dirty!

Fifthly, I saw Pong do hurdles and I couldn't do ):

Sixthly, I AM SO UPSET ABT MY TIMETABLE UGH

Seventhly, while enjoying some pear, I felt my braces cut me. So I swallowed whatever was in my mouth, and HMMMMMMM. CHECK IT OUT. One tooth has a missing rubber band, it wasn't in my mouth. That means I swallowed it. And now, MY WIRE IS LOOSE. wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf

But to make up for everything, I had a very nice dinner(: Since mommy finally cooked after soo0000 long. Plus, great company(: (: (: and a very silly conversation with zong(: Haha.

(ps: I am so stupid I brought only one shoebag for two pairs of shoes. My boots were so dirty I didn't want to put my sneakers with them. Sooo, I tied my sneakers to my shoebag. And was so proud of myself. But they kinda dropped while we were walking out of school and silly yanns laughed at me!!! But nvm, it was kinda stupidly funny, funnily stupid. Hoho)

DREADSCHOOL.

(hi sweets!!)

JULY(:

Just something I got from Yunlu's bulletin. (I'm kinda bored and very unwilling to study for Spa)

----------------JULY--------------

Fun to be with.
Secretive. (Not really la...)
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (not true for me)
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled. (I think I'm kinda stubborn)
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. (haha, it depends(: )
Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. (think I'm pretty nonsensical myself)
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. (Nah, I don't think I treat everyone equally.)
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp. (nope, I'm super unobservant!!!)
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. (not academic wise, sadly. sigh)
No difficulties in studying. (Bullshitte)
Loves to be alone. (NONONONO! I'll die if I was left alone, thanks.)
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends. (?)
Not aggressive unless provoked. (HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!)
Lovestobe loved. (Who doesn't?)
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

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Apple juice + aloe vera never tasted so good before. And pizzas never filled my tummy up with so much satisfaction before. (: [I'm not a very pizza person] But enjoyed it nonetheless.
Pleasant surprise! Thank you!

"One day, I'm going to lose all my fats. Then sit down and eat one whole bowl of LARD"

(That was by Gerald Chew.)

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Okay, wait, I need to sit down and recall what I've been doing. Been going out too much that I've neglected my lappy. Kinda contradicting right, that when you're supposedly "free" you don't have the time to come online, but when you're supposed to be occupied with the books, you frequent the World Wide Web too much.

# Wednesday: (Oh, I already talked about this day)

# Thursday: Slept late the previous night so I got woken up by Sweets. Met up with randoms after alot of consideration. Haha. The guys went up to Nanas to eat, but sweets and I headed down to our CHIPPY'S. (All-time favourite) And we had our CHEESE SAUSAGE PLUS MASHED POTATO. (: Yum.

Then, we ended up walking in circles cos we couldn't find the Sakura in Level 2 ( I think it closed down) Then Yanns called, and we realised, ALL THREE OF US, were in similiar attire. (Tell me about telepathy! (: ) And we still couldn't find the place. But yeah we called them in the end.

So initial plans to watch V for Vendetta were screwed cos we couldn't get tickets. So we ended up shopping. And believe it or not, the guys got more stuff than the girls.

At Liat Tower's Zara.

Looked for M.azing at Apple but she wasn't there that day. I can't really rmb how this photo was taken. I think Zong's gonna kill me. Something like he was standing behind Jav, who wanted to take a photo but I didn't wanna be in it. So I just tilted my camera but took Zong instead, who was very puzzled at why I suddenly stole a shot of him. (As seen from his expression(: )

Tsktsk. Dinner at Food Republic after I complained 24897984553 times that I was reeeaaaallllyy hungry (and turned really foul), where Jav Malcolm Sweets Yanns I had Teppanyaki and I was served the wrong food. Then there was the "Banana argument" which I thought was really funny. And I ate two boxes of Dragon Beard Candy, and guess who was the lady selling it? (:
--- The auntie we bought food from last year for Racial Harmony day!!

So I ate alot, and we headed down to Malcolm's place to chill. The guys drank but Pong & I didn't. All the foul burps. EEEEE. Ate more chips (Cheddar cheese!) and ah gong's mom actually cooked for us! Sausages, baked beans, mashed potato, and some pork thing (I can't rmb) but I only had some mash & beans and they were good enough! (:

My feet in ah gong's dad's HUGE slippers.

Ex girlfriend, I don't like you la. Called you and you didn't pick up. I left a missed call and you didn't return it. WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN, HUH?

# Friday: (HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD!)

Went to school for House time! Thanks for the breakfast(: Loyf this year is soo small, we only have 7 classes. From 9 down to 7??? And compared to other houses, like our fellow alliance partner & gomes (read: gomes, not go-mess) have 8! Ohwell, we played our very own "So you think you can dance?" and our winner was some guy who brokedance/breakdanced. And there's a Singapore Idol among one of us! So we made him sing too(:Hose-Loyfatt alliance(: (click for bigger pic)

Then, I finally ran. I made dear fork run with me. (: Thanks Fork! And I lent him my shirt since he didn't really have extra. M sized. SO GAY. Hoho. (Damn, I should have taken a photo right!) And through the six rounds, we were catching up! Slacked around school `til it was time for him to leave and meet the rest and I headed home to supposedly catch up on my rest, cos I was reeeaaaallllyyy tired.

Family went for some Buffet dinner at Keppel Club at night. SO DAMNED GOOD. Haha. And was supposed to join my fellow Cancerians (Jien & Yarns, <3)>

Friday was a day I was like heavily fed with meatballs. Haha, I love meatballs! (:

OhYeah! And CHEW HOUSE was the OVERALL Champion House for PL's sports day! Cool! Congrats Mingsie, on indiv champ(:

# Saturday: Initial plans: Head down to Gombak to watch the juniors' race. That got cancelled, cos I thought we were going shopping. Then no, we felt lazy. Then Nick called and asked if I wanted to go down for a swim/tan. Okay, I've been wanting to all along(: Alot of complications involved la, kept changing minds. But I went down in the end. Swam only for a while then the guard came and started rattling on in Chinese about giving him "face" which we felt was totally unnecessary, and poor Nick was like "I don't want to speak Chinese to him". So we reluctantly got up and tanned (but there wasn't much "sun" anyway). And after a while I suddenly realised I had this UGLYHORRIBLE fbt tan line. EEW. Yeah, shit, I get tanned too easily.

Went back up and showered, then pangsehed Ding & Wendy's dinner @ Chompchomp cos everyone was leaving and Nick had to settle himself. (Ding, somehow our plans to chomp chomp this year always fails!!) Queue at Sakae was too long so we decided to try Big O. An awkward dinner, as Nick would say. We were sitting next to two girls, and our tables were only separated by this THIN GLASS PANEL, and that girl just couldn't keep her eyes off Nick & whatever he was doing. God knows why. But it got super irritating. And she kept peeping at his messages, etc. So we just gobbled up our (not very) nice food and paid up and left. (we bumped into Jillian lee!)

Met ah gong at Thomson Plaza, then we went Liquid Kitchen where I was deprived of ice cream and got this glass of Fruitti Martini which I never finished, and "enjoyed" some HARD, CHEWY, DISGUSTING, NASTY mashed potato. But the waitress was an absolute sweetie, and the Liverpool-Everton match was so entertaining. (:

Left half an hour into the match, picked up some Chips and B&J's Cookie dough and left for Ah gong's place. "This place looks so familiar eh?" (We were just there on Thursday) Watched Hannibal, enjoyed our chips, then started trying to finish our pint (read: peee-nt, not pyn-t) of cookie dough when it was eleven. I was soo tired I kept dozing off then waking up. Heh. We didn't finish the movie anyway. ):

# Today: (HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFI!)

I told everyone, that I want to stay home today, so I can study for my Spa tmr but I kinda decided that I haven't used lappy for quite some time so I came online instead, and the three sheets of Spa notes are lying JUST next to my lappy, untouched. (:

Somehow my playlist today is sooooo emo. Esp all the emo rock that I haven't been listening to for quite some time. And gosh, decembers is soooooooooooooo emo.

And I'm finally talking to my sis who's far away in France right now! She's giving me lotsa crap links and this is soo cute! haha. >> Draw a pig!

(edited: funny how things worked out...)

happy eighteenth, poh hr!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: (at Fish & Co. glass house)
The above pictures are some of his gifts. TWO underwears. Cool huh.

>> BIRTHDAY AT FISH & CO. (click!)


Let the pictures do the talking. (:

angel & mortal. or girlfriend and boyfriend?

i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:cute leh
♥ philos says:haha yeah what
♥ philos says:you cute i cute
♥ philos says:the photo so cute


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:the one i'm using, yah
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:the other one.
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:u look like my boyfriend
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:ahahhahaha. kiddin
♥ philos says:which one?
♥ philos says:hahaha
♥ philos says:so cool
♥ philos says:so im handsome
♥ philos says:haha


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:i chio
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:u okay
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:u lucky u, got chio girlfriend
♥ philos says:yeah man
♥ philos says:you lucky la you
♥ philos says:got handsome boyfriend


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:but i want a "man" boyfriend leh
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:those type that can protect me
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:i feel INSECURE
♥ philos says:MY GIRLFRIEND DOESNT FEEL SECURE WITH ME
♥ philos says:im damn sad
.i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:break lor
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:hmph. instead of trying to hit the gym so u can beef up and protect me
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:u stay at home and feel sad
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:WAHLAO
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:break


♥ philos says:huh but we've been tgt for not even an hour!!!!
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:BREAK
♥ philos says:hello my dear gf
♥ philos says:gym doesnt open til so late.
♥ philos says:dont be insecure la
♥ philos says:tmr i go beeeeeeffffffff or pork or chicken up for you
♥ philos says:ai mai

i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:let me consider
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:AHH SEE
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:ON THE PHONE
♥ philos says:talking to another girl...
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:cheating on me
♥ philos says:jealous huh..

i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:BREAK
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:BREAK AHH!!
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:we can still be angel and mortal
♥ philos says:FINE


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:but i want to find someone else who can catch me when i fall, be my strength when i am weak, be my voice when i cannot speak, be my eyes when i cannot see
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:woohoo. am i romantic or what
♥ philos says:ergh.
♥ philos says:i want someone who knows that i do catch "her" when "she" falls and i am the voice when "she" cannot speak and "her" eyes when "she" cant seee.
♥ philos says:not someone who DOUBTS me.
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:=(
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:not happy arh
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:BREAK


♥ philos says:fine lorrr.but i still want you as my angel 0=)
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:ahh
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:that is no problem
♥ philos says:okay!!
♥ philos says:hahaha
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:i drink alot of red bull
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:so i have wings
♥ philos says:maybe i will like you better as my angel too.
♥ philos says:cool
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:WAHLAO.
♥ philos says:i dont drink red bull so i dont have wings so i stay on earth
♥ philos says:cannot la GIRLFRIEND
♥ philos says:youre too demanding
♥ philos says:hahaha
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. says:got a point

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retarded.

Oh yeah, this day deserves to be remembered for LIFE. Cos after so long that angel has read my blog, he's tagging for the first. WAH!!!!

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(Oh, a while later) :

i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:=(
♥ philos says:why ):
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:i thought u will be sentimental
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:since this is post breakup
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:but WAHLAO


♥ philos says:AHAHA I AM TRYING TO GET OVER YOU OKAY!
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:u immediately think it's a wise choice
♥ philos says:i need to psycho myself into believing that it is.
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:i dont see the sadness
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:and that makes me sad
♥ philos says:must hide what
♥ philos says:you very sad meh


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:that's why i =( what. and i resort to playing shitmaster to get over you
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:how shitty is that
♥ philos says:wow shit. so am i like as shitty as shit?


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:u're like the stool in the game
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:u keep it going on
♥ philos says:awh.
♥ philos says:you so sweeeeeeeeeeet. (heart melts)
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:(so does my bluberry cheese ice cream)


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:but then, too much shit drops on you
♥ philos says:yeah damn
♥ philos says:then i will become fos too


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:when that happens
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:i'll pick the shit off you
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:after all, i am the ultimate shitmaster
♥ philos says:awh(: GIRLFRIEND
♥ philos says:youre SO SWEET(:


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:sorry, i'm your ex
♥ philos says:oh yeah forgot
♥ philos says:haha
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:dont try and patch it all up
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:it aint gonna work
♥ philos says:yeah i think so too

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(Omg, this is so damn retarded)
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i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:ex
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:ey EX
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:see, that's the thing about you. you never give me attention
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:=(


♥ philos says:why
♥ philos says:who say
♥ philos says:all my attention was/is on your my axe


♥ philos says:er i mean ex
♥ philos says:ahaha.
♥ philos says:get it get it
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:NO
♥ philos says:okay nvm


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:ex, i'm gonna have to leave you now
♥ philos says:sure
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:...
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:that was straightforward


♥ philos says:i need to take my leave too
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:breaks my heart
♥ philos says:awh
♥ philos says:i help you glue


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:UHU please
♥ philos says:sure thing
♥ philos says:you buy hor


i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:...
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:we're DONE
♥ philos says:clean cut yeah
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:yes.
♥ philos says:okay.


♥ philos says:nights ANGEL(:
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:leaving u is the hardest thing i;ll ever have to do
i am the ultimate supershitmaster. but now they call me the megahyperextrashitmaster. says:night mort

(so freaking retarded, i can't take it. HAHA. Last edit @ 0222 hours.)

FULL OF SHIT.

So, are you full of shit?
Do you think you are full of shit?
Let's see who's the Ultimate shitmaster! =D
(Angel's top score is 135!)
SOFULLOFSHIT (click)

"birthday must wear birthday suit what"

Yes, yes, Birthday must wear birthday suit la;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, THE EIGHTEEN, AND SO YOUNG SO HOT (NOT), POH HONG RUI-IDIOT-GO-AND-DIE-ASSHOLE-BASTARD-MEANIE-FATTY!

(purple for gays like you.)

So now someone Eighteen then super hao lian already la. Nvm, four more months for me. ONLY.

*

Last night, I called him at 00:00 (okay, this morning) and tried acting funny by asking him to do some math question!

Him: "Are you sure you want to ask me?"

Me: "No. I'm just kidding. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!"

Yeah, but I wasn't the first to call. Jia Xing beat me to it. ): So the three of us ended up in a conference which went down to two of us only, after Jx's phone batt went low. Blah. And I had to sing the (act big, think-he-so-cool) birthday boy a birthday song. WLE.

Yeah, and while on the phone, we were both trying very hard to do math. I thought I knew what was going on. I thought I understood. But I think too much! I was wrong.

At about One plus, Hr went "Let me let you hear an inspirational sound. (I heard song)"

"Yeah, okay. What."

*sound plays*

"Huh?"

*plays again*

"YEAH!!"

(Can you guess what it was?)

*

Just him slamming his math notes on the table actually. We were this close to giving up. In fact, we did in the end by like, 130? I was too tired to absorb anymore.

YEP! And I paid the $ (price) today. Haiya, don't ask hows my papers la. How does EFF sound. Oh so cool. Like this whole BT is EEEEEEEEE-FF! And my attitude and grades are EH-FF(ed) up! Hopefully I can even get the E for Physics. And Math, the range I can get would be; a HIGH F, or low F. No matter what, also F.

*

Upon receiving the O-something-S sheet for Chem Mcq, I suddenly remembered, I DIDN'T SHADE MY REGISTER NUMBER FOR PHYSICS MCQ. OOOOOMMMGGGG. I don't know what has gotten into me mannnnnnn. For Gp, I didn't write my Question Number for my essay. Good thing Nat said he didn't write then I realised I didn't either.

Chem paper was depressing, it affected my math since I, being so I-think-I-am-so-smart decided to PON math tuition the day before my math paper. Won-der-ful. (:

Shall not care anymore. BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE MY ATTITUDE.

I will change it. Haha, I promise myself man. I've never been so heck about an exam before. And like sweets said, "this is supposed to be the year where we care alot and study really hard."

Ah screw it, who cares. Let's go celebrate. (no, not your birthday, po(ho)ng.)

*

Quote of the (yester)day: "I AM TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But why are the leaves all the same one huh?"

-Poh Hong Rui.

Okay, this is one very unhappy entry, but I'm not bothered, really. =D

SOMEONE RUN WITH ME PLEASE.

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(edited at 852) ;

OH-AM-GEE.
I was supposed to start studying half an hour FIFTY MINUTES ago.
SHIT.

I LOVE CHEM. HUR. CH4. METHANE! HMM AN ALKANE. SATURATED. UH, UNDERGOES FREE RADICAL SUB. YEAH. BLAH.

♥ philos.

philo- or phil-pref.
Having a strong affinity or preference for; loving: philoprogenitive.
[Greek, from philos, beloved, loving.]

*
Physics, hurr. I don't know, don't feel anything. I always don't after a Physics paper, then I get it back and do really badly. (: Haa. I hope I can pass though.
Gp was horrible. After half an hour, I was still at my intro (cos I rewrote my points) and half an hour more til the paper ends, I was only at A3. So, I didn't write my rebuttal. Ohgosh, ohgosh. And then funky were late for the GP2. Oops.
Btw, doing your exams in a non air con yet so squashed up place, is horrible. The heat is just ... (omg!)

So yeah, I better go study for my chem now. Though I think I'm just gonna end up sleeping til it's dinner. No need to wake up early tmr! Yay. Come to think of it, I'm only waking up early twice this week. =D

*

"I'm caught up,
I don't know what to do."

"If this whole week can pass so fast, the next three days are gonna pass EVEN faster!"

Mmhmm. And I stand by that(:

Anyway, I'm studying, I'm studying! All this last minute work is cramming my brain already. Yesterday at tuition, I wanted to D-I-E. Took us five hours ++++ to finish up Block test 04 Phy paper. WLE.

Okay, I'm studying, I'm studying....

happy hour?

I woke up, met Sunshine, ate, talked, got really mad/angry with MEAN(I)GEL. (find three words within this word). Then left her for tuition, lugging four very heavy tys, only to stand by the what seemed like forever, traffic light to hear honkhonkhonk! from Mr. TCK's car and dear Celestine REACHING out the car window and violently screaming "OEI!" and waving hi. It all happened too fast, I could only turn around and SM:)E when the car drove past. HAHA.

Tuition went fine, understand Math better now. And Sallymandy is still stuck up there! We were having this discussion about how/who's gonna take it off. And Mr Goh was saying he should print the photo of the one who threw it up, and the one who'd take it down. HAHA

So after tuition, I met AHGONG, and JAV, for dinner! Studied a teeeeny weee bit at Starbucks (United Square AGAIN!) first, while waiting for Ahgong. Then they decided to go to Brauhaus. Cos they wanted to drink, but I was bothering more about the food cos I was REALLYREALLY hungry. So yeah, this is THE BRAUHAUS, or rather part of it that was opposite me. And above the green light, there was this sign that said "I like making fishballs out of old telephones" (you can't see it), which I thought was really funny and interesting. HAA. Nice place though, with nice service, and the guy there can really sing. One bad thing- TOO EMO. Haa. So emo till it led to tears.

And the 3 starting bottles that we had. Malcolm's, Jav's, mine. Well, the number of bottles kinda increased, I just didn't bother taking more shots. Haha.Ah gong's second bottle, with the cooliomolio cup and stand. Was this the one with the lime and "tasted minty", ah gong? I can't remember.

THE RABBIT STEW (like eew). Our third course. HAHA.
First was BEEF CHEESE SAUSAGe (yum!) then half a pork knuckle (damn oily!) and this. Which I was FORCED to eat, and reluctantly did. ): Tastes normal though. Just that the thought of um, rabbit meat, just isn't very nice. HAHA.

Three of us. (And the bowl of peanuts! Can you see it?) Bad shot though. I forgot to activate night mode. Yeah, and we finished three bowls of peanuts, fyi. Heh.

Mmhmm. Unknowingly, we stayed there til pretty late for people (2/3 of us) who should be studying like really hard for Blocks. So we left, and Ah gong and I had to send Jav home, who, uh. Nvm. HAHA. Ah gong and I were having such a GOOOOOD laugh, I swear I never felt he was more (insert that S word here: stupid, silly, siao?) than ever before. Oh yes, and we each brought home two bottles for sentimental reasons. See, so emo right. All the live singing's fault.

*

Marmie, so happy for you, really. I was like smiling to myself when I got your message. True blessing, blessed happy ending. <3

"We could be more than JUST amazing."

unfair.

I don't like it.
But I just don't say it.
`Cos you just "DON'T UNDERSTAND" right?

*


No fair. Ahgong bumped into (picture on the left) just now. ):

sugar overdose?

On Monday, I studied with Gracie & Janny at United Square Star bucks. Three quarter the time laughing at Gracie's silly acts and taking crazy cranky funny shots with her cool camera, one quarter the time stoning at my notes.





On Tuesday, I went furniture shopping with my mom. Then I went back to school to stone, and pass something. Then ate at Chomp chomp.

(Intensive) Tuition on Wednesday, from 1230 -1750. Brain reached saturation point man. Before that, I went to school just to hand in a compre and get back a badly done essay.

Then I made Ding pangseh her (later, very upset) gf. I felt so bad =Met her for dinner, and ice cream! (Check out the goodies) and we walked around United Square (I seem to frequent it so much) as I let out my anger. Haha.
Oh, and I saw Ah gong and Gerald! (:

(Ice cream at Ben & Jerry's):
Ding's coffee flavoured, my strawberry cheesecake (which she said was smelly) and Wendy's Dublin Mud something. (:





Ding, Wendy, Me.
So we went Starbucks to SUPPOSEDLY do work but I ended up receiving paper balls with yellow smiley faces and an eraser thrown at me. Plus, freezing to (nearly) death under the ever-so-cold aircon and very patiently teaching WENDYNEOXINGYU (new fish!) some E math(:





How Starbucks looks after it has closed for the day(:




And my day ended with a (slow) walk with manymanymany stops, and shouting at each other with lots of frustration. Cabbed home and tried to sort things out. We'd rather be alone, then.

Sorry means more than just a packet of chocolate coated marshmallows, you know?

*

And uh-oh, I haven't studied ALL DAY today. Let's see what I've left:
Math: EVERY(fking)THING
Chem: Org Chem, NMR
Phy: 1-5, Electric Field.

OH AM GEEE. I'm so dead. Like what Hash says, screw block test la.

starbucks.

I want to upload images, but blogger is not allowing me to do so.
Anyway, I'm unhealthily staying up, wasting my time. So, goodnight.

The current depends on the length of the wire!!

Physics, physics. Three and a half hours of electromagnetism. I think I understand that chapter.
Like what Tiff said, "I never completed a tutorial in such a short time before"
Well, neither have I. And boy, did it feel good (:
Oh yes, and during tuition, we were playing with SALLY MANDY (not MANNY, dear) the SALAMANDER who can stick and creep! And Mr goh asked Hash to throw him up to the ceiling. Superfunny, we were laughing at how it will sudden drop down and freak students out. Heh heh.

I dropped my handphone (no, not that big one but the one I keep at home) and it totally cocked out. Can't even switch it on. Like, S-H-I-T please.
*

I like the banana milk shake from the basement of j8 (:
-

OH, MR. FHB.
You're so fine you blow my mind.
(Shit Yanns, unhealthy! Haha. I'm just kidding anyway. No FHB blows my mind)

team touch rug.

one year ago.
First intake touch rugby.















Half a year ago.
Second intake touch rugby.










NOW.
Team touch rugby (first intake!)

sofckingemo

"you remain my power, my pleasure, my pain."

Yanns, does that sound familiar?
*

Well, sometimes blaming yourself is inevitable, especially for us, june/july babies. CWY, agree?
Like what I told Yanns, it's like witnessing someone drown but you can't do anything cos you don't know how to swim! So how? The person suffers. You watch in pain. You wish you could do something. But there's nothing you can do. In the end, you'll still feel horrible and blame yourself a little right?
Yeah, that's how it is.

-

Friday was horrible. Everyone was soo emotional/teary. I went to school just for 20mins of Chem tutorial. And rotted/idled my time away, slacking and stuff. But had a very emotional talk with Yanns. Everyone around us seemed to be crying. And the best thing is, all for the same reason- I don't know why, just feeling sad. Well, neither did I. (sigh)

You know, I'm quite an indecisive person. And on Friday alone, I had to make two very important choices.
#1 : to go for the match, or to stay with Joy.
#2: Team dinner? Malcolm's b'day? Parents? Dinner with Y & Family?

#1: Initial decision was, stay. I knew I was being an irresponsible team player, but I knew she needed me more. My decision led to alot of tension and hostility, being eventually both of us went.
And I guess the team played relatively okay. 3 tries against us. 5 for us. Could have played a lot better, but hey. We haven't trained for WEEEEKSS. (:

#2: Strike out the last two. Cos I was mainly deciding between Team Dinner & Ah gong's birthday. But we chose to celebrate the birthday since it only happens once a year! And there can always be another team dinner.

Sweets and I rushed down to PS like mad (and hungry) people, only to see Gerald sitting ALONE, outside Cartel with 7 other empty seats. HMM, the rest only came muchmuchmuch later.

So we ate, fussed about the whole L-g language, and F language. (Only Jesse & I fully understood both. Sweets was half here, half there. Herngs, arthur, louis didn't care. Malcolm & Gerald were trying to learn, Nick and Juls were in their own world)
Haha. And the whole spelling of C-A-K-E infront of the birthday boy, using L-g language but he still got it. So it was totally obvious on what we were gonna do.

Mal & Jesse were rushing for time cos they were late for tuition, but we tried psychoing them not to go. They decided to go after deciding not to go before calling their tutor (confusing huh) but in the end, still decided not to go when they couldn't get cab. =D Heh heh. Bad influence.
So yeah, tiramisu cake for the birthday boy! (We were sooooo full. I couldn't finish my food, I was feeding Jesse before he got his, and Gerald who self-serviced alot.)

Wanted to play pool. But it was packed! So we headed to the TCC at I-don't-know-where to slack. And then we tried cabbing back cos it was getting late and everyone was sooooooo tired. But we couldn't get any. Damn ): Took a bus back with Mal & Arthur, whom very nicely wanted to walk me to the station. (: THANKS!

So anyway, this is one day late but:

And Happy birthday LULU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM; HPY

Barely slept on Friday night. Had only 3 hours of sleep. Cos I woke up very early to alot of running, anxiety, excitedness, shock and did I mention, anxiety???? Therefore, I spent my Saturday afternoon sleeping. But I finally managed to get my bank book stuff done, and see how much I've been OVERspending and how much I NEED to start saving up.

Yes and one more thing. Yanns declared Friday, 10th March, I LOVE SEE TOH! and I LOVE PHIL TOOO! day!

Gosh, someone please remind me block tests are in ______ days.

find happiness in pain, and pain in happiness.

The unproductive studying session today for me, was like a particle that experiences SHM. Going through crests and troughs. Ups and downs. Smiles and frowns. Joy and angst. Laughter and tears. Not because of the work, but the company, the conversation topic, the disagreements and many more.

Well, the only thing I liked about the whole "stay" at Coffee Bean was Sunshine's visit to pass me all the stuff, coincidentally bumping into Sondra, whom I haven't seen since the previous Touch Rug competition, and the Caramel ice blended.

(Sorry, don't know what's with the overload of entries)

was it you who spoke the words.

Mom: "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE?"
Me: "HUH? WHAT?"
Mom: "OUTBREAK AH?"
Me: "I've been like that for really long."
Mom: "Oh, I never realised until now, when I put on my specs and look at your face clearly."
Me: "Yeah."
Mom: "Guess I need to bring you to see a doctor. The nose is sooo bad!"

*

Dad: "You tattooed yourself ah?"
Me: "Huh? No? Oh chey, I drew it la."
Dad: "Chey, I thought you tattooed yourself. Scare me."

*

Sis: (an sms from France) "Hey adidas got a pair of blades 50 to 75 euro you want to buy?"
Me: Huh, roller blades? Why do I need them for?

*

Interesting conversation.

e(l)mo is NOT dead.

"And I'm so sick of love songs,

so sad and slow.

So why can't I turn off the radio?"

I'd really want to make full use of this blog post and let out all my bottled up angst and accumulated emotions but no one's going to understand a single thing from this shitte and i'd just be attracting questions of "are you okay" and "what happened?" from concerned friends, which I do appreciate, alot. But what's the whole point of ranting anyway, not like it'd make things better, though it can make you feel alot better.

*

Suddenly, a life of just you and me involved tenths of other people. I don't see how my problem, can be equivalent to the problem of every single person I know.

-

I read it. I don't know if you meant for me to read it, but I did. And it's haunting me, it's disturbing. And I don't know why it is.

Well, like I guess how Joy always says it:

"Pain is only temporary, but giving up is forever."

WHAT WOULD I EVER DO,
WITHOUT THE BOTH OF YOU?

Well, on a lighter note, I'm back in my room! (Was previously staying over in my Brother's. I kicked him out of his)

4 days a week.

"when I was young, I dreamt of becoming a zoo keeper.

Now my wish has finally come true."

I'm quoting Ms Lee during last Friday's gp lesson, cos she was throwing food (sweets) into a whole big group of hungry animals (us). So random, but it just came into my mind.

I swear I NEED to get down to some serious studying, but I just can't. The unconducive environment, hectic schedule, "holiday=play" mindset, first three months fun, everything! It's just not helping. PLUS, I still can't find my notes, and I NEED to meet Sunshine soon to get my Org chem, and get my A (maybe not for BT1) as promised to Angel.

Anyway, on Sunday. I went for MAKE-UP PHYSICS tuition please. Some drama happened though. It was sooo funny, the three of us were just laughing super silly-ly to our phones and ourselves. GOSH.

And I did my Capacitance tutorial at night. (:

Shopped for gifts on Monday with THE SILLIES where Sweets and I had a shock of our lives cos we thought we knew the same friend. And Sweets and I just spent time talking, catching up by the platform at Dhoby station.

Induction was so damn tiring, by the end of the day, my legs hurt really badly. (Also cos I was running around with sneakers).

I took OG18! Coincidentally, since I was from OG18 last year too! How cool right? They're definitely one lovely, rah rah, and selfless bunch, and I'm really glad to have known them(: (Though I still can't remember the names of most guys) And the cool thing is, we finished the first 2 rounds first! YAY! But that's not what matters, what matters is that they've bonded, they've learnt, their mindsets have changed. And I think they have. (: Lovely bunch(: And thanks for the OG 18 sign board that they gave. Haha.

A coincidental and unexpected BUMP into Gracie-O and a cup of Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough put a SM:)EY, pleasant, lovely, enjoyable full stop to the day.

And SO, today is once again, it's my-school-life-is-only-4-days-a-week for me again. Haha. I think this is very bad. I'm definitely skipping school a whole lot more than I used to. For the whole of Term1, like those who know me would always say, "Phil, you're so slack! Since when have you ever attended a FULL week of school?"

Oh well, I did! Two weeks ago. (:

If I could, then I would,

I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low,

I'll go wherever you will go

you are my SUNSHINE (:

HAPPY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY,
SUNSHINE(:

EVENTFUL.

No other best word to describe it.
Friday, and Saturday.
Now, how's my Sunday gonna be?
*
Shit happens, but at least you know you've your friends there for you. *Beams at my fellow orange(:

*

For the induction dry run, and post induction dry run lunch, please refer to WEIYARN
Everything after that, is just nothing but a memory to whoever was involved.

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(Friday)











Yanns & I studied in class, then left school together. Since I had to go J8 to get Desmond Ng's present, and we have ALWAYS been talking about walking home one day after school, and also since there was NO training, we decided that that would be the perfect day. (:

#1: Along the way, we realised we should take photos of our exciting journey! So we stopped by this playground somewhere in Bishan (we were so near our destination already) and took a photo.
#2: At our destination. We wanted to take a photo with some place that said "Junction 8"
#3: Since the reflection shot was such a failure, we took one with it. (:

And after that we had a very short, impromptu, shopping trip and left for home.

Okay, study hard everyone! Block test in TWO weeks (and I can't find my whole stack of org chem notes) OMG, HOW?
(photo courtesy of the bored Malcolm Oh while I was busy writing my essay)

1,2,3,4, HIGH FIVE

Yes, high FIVE. (: I can't believe I only got a Pass though. But what the HECK, who gives any shitte now, since I don't EVER have to attend dreadful tuesday chinese lessons and look at that (insert unfriendly term here) face. Btw, as I take out my file to get my work out, I see not one, but THREE results slips inside. AHAHA. Guess who's? (:

It was nice seeing all the seniors again today(: But I only took photos with Brother and Angel. Congrats to those who did well (: And to those who didn't, especially that someone SPECIAL* that I ran up to the hall to cheer her up, I LOVE YOU okay? It's not the end(:

PT was fine today! Thank God!
And I made an improvement for inclined! Yay!

And I hugged TIFFOOOSS finally! Cos I haven't really seen her around.

I wanted to slap the lady at Kodak today. But it's just another foul thought. Haha. But then again, it was her fault cos I had two receipts, in total, 44 prints, but she only checked the first and gave me 24 prints. Good thing something told me to count. And when I went back, she asked me to go back forty minutes later. WLE. But it's no big deal. HAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KING SHEMZ! -]=)

Happy Birthday, Tc!

Happy birthday, Candice (Lim)!

P/s: Skipping school tmr! =D