hello my red ranger! AMP!

Million dollar question: "Where is Phuket?"

P: "Tell me which mountain you come from."
S: "How can you not know???"
J: "I thought it was a fruit."

P: "It's in Australia la, okay?"
S: "Let me teach you something else." *writes 'Paris'*
"This is in Thailand, you know or not?"

Omg, big joke of the night please!

Today, my rubber bands SNAPPED while I was having dinner.
So, okay, I admit, I AM VIOLENT.

Angel has decided to transform into mr Red Ranger (Power). Hoho.

I miss my Ding and she has a weird friend!

I must sleep by one am tonight cos I am sick and I need rest and it is not the right time to fall ill!

Futuresex/Lovesounds is therapeutic!

Cafe Galilee's Mango Tango is gross! For coffee alternatives, go for anything Strawberry.

Strawberry tao huay is LOVE(:

KIDDOMIDDODIDOO, thank you kiddo! Sorry I don't know how to write zhi(1) chi(2) okay!

After one month ++++++ I decided to take my BIRKIES out of its COLD CHAMBER and wear it again! (Or I'd get scolded by leeseefeechzechingkwa again!)

(can you see my rubber bands!)

Disjointed, mindless and random entries help to deeeeeeeeeessssssttttttttrrrrrrrrreeeeeeessssssssss

My favourite narcissistic bimbo

HELLO THE PSI HAS GONE BELOW 50! IT'S TIME TO GO RRRRUUUUNNN!!

O-brain vs B-brain

#1: Common expressions at Tuition of the respective people. Credit: Zi the aspiring artist.
#2: MARS BALLLSSSSS =D I LIKE I LIKE!

So random, but today I was just suddenly thinking about my 12 years of education so far, and this is what I've concluded:

1. Out of the 12 years, I've worn a tie everyday, for 8 years.
2. My school uniform's ALWAYS White and Blue. With a little bit of yellow. (In PL, it was the tie/nametag/pe attire, now in SA, the pe shirt cos I'm a Loyfatter!)
3. I've not stayed true to my CCA. (gym-> track-> touch. Okay but track was upper pri and sec sch)
4. Out of all the 3 schools I've been in so far, ALL 3 have renovated/shifted/rebuilt. (PL is so freaking nice now la!)
5. I've always juggled between two CCAs. Or commitments rather.
6. Okay la, I can't rmb anymore.
   

The difference between an O brain and a B brain-
One takes damn long staring at the Math question, then the formula booklet, then the question, then spins her pen, then stones.
The other, goes "stuck ah. I help you." Looks at the math question, picks up his pencil, and scribbles. Or even better, he just tells you what to do to get the answer.

WLE. I am an O brain okay. SHIT.

Yay, is it me or is everyone enlisting in April huh! (sorry jingboks! HAHA) And please don't be so silly to go send your appeal email to be enlisted in Jan please! (ahem, mr wong!) Haha YAYY!

VERNSIE; HAPPY FGMD DAY. LOVEYOU =D

Boss, Dearest & all my Malay friends! (: HAPPY HARI RAYA!

hated her, hate her, hating her.

Nvm, nvm. I have bao for therapy tmr. Haven't seen them in AGES! =D

fuck ignorance.

**

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light?

Hello there, Stranger. Do I still know you?

OMG IT SO EFFING HURTS.

My teeth I mean.
For the first time in almost a year,
I'm finally truly experiencing the #$^&%$&&*^$^$%&%$#%$%^&%^*% of wearing braces man.

RUBBER BANDS = OOOOOOOOUUUUUUCCCCCCHHHHH

Right, and I sure am gonna speak alot LESS cos just opening your mouth hurts man.
BITCH!

IGNORANCE IS BLISS!
HOOOOOOOOOOOO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNLU, MY TELE(:

Oh angel, please come back soon. ): or from outfields at least. )):

KircHHoFF's law.

Yanns says:

Pong & Phil says:

(please try to spot your name. If you can't see it here go check out the board!)

LiangShengIT says:

(Small prints: Look for me at any toilet bowl. Or call -handphone no- to locate the nearest one.)

Liang + shit = sucker.
But Phili + shit IS NOT = pong okay.

Hi there Mr Goh. (:

Change is good sometimes.
For the first time in months, I wore my orange superstars again. Kinda reminds me of those carefree first three months life. And now as I put them on again, it's no longer the I-can't-wait-to-go-to-school excitment, but a why-am-i-going-to-school dread.

Hi there, I finally swapped my phones back with Ding. And I have decided to name it Bell, as dumb(bell) as it sounds, but because it makes sense, if you put the three of us together.

Today, after studying Physics for 2 years. I finally learnt that Kirchhoff is spelt with double 'D's and double 'F's.

ELIZABETHTOWN.

twinkle twinkle little star

Song Lyrics of the day (Or night maybe): "Twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder HOW you are."

Omg, L. Do you have a childhood one, anot!

**

Anyway, hi. Today is the 17th already.
Stop counting down to how many more days to As. (I'm kidding)
Let's count down to how many more days til As are over (OMG)
THAT'S EXACTLY A MONTH FROM NOW! HOW EXCITING! (Let's get through the 2 weeks of papers first.)

Now, I really admit,
that my friends spoil me.
Heh heh. But thanks nonetheless la. For every thing any of you do, big or small. =D

**

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

Ah gong, you're infectiously emo please.

And I am not a bad influence.

Angel, I want postcard from Taipei. 8th Nov is damn long la. ): But what the heck, it's coming soon. So ironic. Hurhur.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY M.AZING! (:

Wicked, game.

(Re the picture of the people dancing, I was trying to take a photo of Glen dancing okay. Spot him!)


Okay, I don't know if I eat too violently,
Or I just brush my teeth too hard,
but,
my rubber bands came off again.
Haha.
EMERGENCY DENTAL PLEEEEASSSEEE!

Open house ystday was allright. Was great booting up, stepping onto the pitch again, tossing them balls, attempting to quack or switch or loop or whatever. Though we are fat and my damned legs refuse to move. ):

Yay, but so funny how we played 3-on-2 which has a smaller scale boundary but we didn't define it so we just kept running and running and running. (and running and running.....)


So anyway, Annabella, Sinwen & I decided to retreat to our long-time-no-stay resort 91 Kheam Hock Road! YAY(:
And we had lotsa food and ice cream(: Never knew Macademia Brittle tasted soooooooo good.

Dinner @ Adam Road with the Old man(: And Island Creamery where I bumped into SUNSHINE(: (: (:
&I was so sad they ran out of Apple Pie tubs. ):

**

Thank you AMELIAAA, for the SHOEEEBAG(: (I have like 3 years worth of SA shoebags. Oh plus symbolic move. HAHA)
VERNSIE, thanks for trying to get me one(: And I love you though you think they are cute and I don't think so. HAHA

Polaris!

Can you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

Get down on your knees
Whisper what I need
Something pretty
Something pretty

I feel that when I'm old
I'll look at you and know
The world was beautiful

I'm done, there's nothing left to show
I try but can't let it go
Are you happy where you're standing still?
Do you really want the sugar pill?
I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll start
Tonight it feels so hard
As the train approaches Gare Du Nord
As I'm sure your kiss remains employed
Am I only dreaming?

I love this song(:

So random. Haha.

+

Evidently,
tag board is down.
So I changed service!
Haha.

Okay, this is so hilarious.



I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
you can go be the first
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
haha
light of morning says:
waulaueh
light of morning says:
i'm 3rd la
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
so fast?

light of morning says:
WAULAUEH
light of morning says:
I'M DAMN SAD
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
HAHAHA
light of morning says:
u know jus b4 i tag it..it appeared
light of morning says:
waualueh
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
light of morning says:
dont care u
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
what???
light of morning says:
i'm gonna watch my prison break


I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me. says:
you old and slow!
light of morning says:ur old and slow ahgong is gonna burn u tmr.!! MARK MY WORDS..THE IDLES OF MARCH (OCTOBER) IS COMING!

(Ps: How did your Friday, the 13th go? (: Haha)

stereotypical.

today crabs said, her generalisation of sports people was never wrong.
they are either overly competitive or are escapist.
gosh, it just suddenly hit me that, it's so true.
i mean, when she was saying it, i just casually said, "yeah"
basing it on the fact that i am such an escapist.
but really, i honestly am, the biggest escapist in this world man.
my first instincts are always to run.
run and avoid.
blah, bloody hell phil, you never understand that you can never escape from anything.

but that's not the point.
we, are really either overly competitive or escapist.
or maybe you're an intersection of both.
why, huh?

sorry, so random. i wanna sleep alr.
as irritant tee said, "sleeeeeeeep the emo ness away!"
ho!

foo fighters is therapy.

so emofcuktional.

Reason(s) why I went to school today:

• take photos with the j1s cos I know I won't see them tmr, and at the same time, catch some very-hard-to-catch j2s

Yeah. THAT'S IT man. BELIEVE IT OR NOT.

I attended GEEEPEEE, then skipped everything else, spent 3 hours rotting/people watching in the caf cos I'm so gonna miss everything. Then Irritant T vandalised my arm with EMO KID right across and Ah gong wrote HAHA, => and Boring all over the other. And I looked damn dumb everytime I crossed my arm. Rightttttttt.

Then some NICE soul totally forgot about me while playing soccer and I stupidly waited for HALF AN HR ALONE in the caf until crabby came to my rescue(:

And believe it or not,

I WENT SHOPPING AFTER SCHOOL.
Okay, I didn't shop, but I accompanied AGO for his retail therapy.

@$#&*$^#%# 21 days, please?

And I had two scoops of Ben&Jerry's, Chippy's Curry Cheese Chicken EXTRA SPICY =D and Spicy Calamari Rings, and some extra creeeaaammmyy mushroom soup from The Soup Spoon.

Tell me that's not fattening, please?

Conclusion, two emo kiddos = a pair of damned emotionally wrecked people drowning themselves in each other's misery.

HI, I AM EMO COS EMO GRANDAUGHTER HAS EMO GRANDFATHER. *points fingers.

SEE YOU TMR,
for the last time y`all. (for most of you, cos I doubt we'll meet til As)

signals over the air.

I just, don't know what to say.
It's like, you're so filled with emotions (that contradict one another) and you can't pen it down.
Yeah, I know tomorrow's the second last day of school.
Don't remind me.
I'm gonna miss everyone,
everything,
and more.

your super sweet sixteeen.

From the comforts of Verns!

A-Damn good kisser
B- Good all around person.
C-You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M-Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

**

L- You live to have fun.
I- You get hyper easily.
M-Success comes easily to you.

E-You have a nice ass
N- You are absolutely beautiful.

C-You're wild and crazy.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.
E-You have a nice ass
,

P- You are popular with all types of people.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
L- You live to have fun.
I- You get hyper easily.
C-You're wild and crazy.
I- You get hyper easily.
A-Damn good kisser


**
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.

H- You have a very good personality and looks.
U- You really like to chill.
E-You have a nice ass
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

S- Easy to fall in love with.
I- You get hyper easily.

(upon request of VERNS)
--> Quote ding, "FOR FUN."

A little of track.

& Ken Cow's nick reads :28days, 672 hours.

I believe that- "If God puts you to this, HE will take you through it."
God, I need Your strength, for I am weak.
I am faltering, and losing my way, so guide me back, please.

It's not the right time to start falling ill.

(Ps: If your birthday falls in November, you might see your name there too! But there are quite little la)

OH & if I do not reply your msges, they are not intentional!
Okay, maybe to a certain extent it is, cos I think the msg isn't urgent la. This motorola phone is extremely user UNfriendly and I don't know how to msg it okay. How's my phone with you, Ding? (: (:

open house!

I'm so sad.
How come this year's publicity for open house is so little. ): Or maybe I'm just not exposed to it. But still, that means the publicity is really poor!

Anyway for some funny reason, I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! (:
Though I no longer get to DJ like last year *sulks* nor be part of it, neither am I a stressed out sec 4, but I AM REALLY EXCITED!!!!!!!
BECAUSE, WE ARE GOING BACK FOR A GAME OF TOUCH WITH THE JUNIORS!
THREE CHEERS PLEASE! (okay, but it's not confirmed)

HI ALL SEC 4s ANYWAY. OPEN HSE IS 14TH OCTOBER! I don't know what time but should be from about 10 to 4. Cos it always is, isn't it? Doesn't matter la! Just come in the afternoon!
PLEASE COME!

A letter to dreamland.

Hi dear diary, I am trying to type slowly and quietly cos my mom decided to come stayover in my room tonight & I honestly think I am disturbing her. ): Anyways, meet MOOSE, who roars, from Toronto and Piglet.
Today, Moose got kidnapped by Piglet.
And right now, I think they're sleeping together in some apartment in Bishan Block 177.

Okay, so I decided to skip school today cos of the most UNobvious reasons, really.
Verns wanted to look for me, so she came over and we had an emotional talk. Then we decided to go back to her place since she needed to do Art and I OUGHT to be studying. Oh, and we asked Ding to come over after school but she skipped too! (Ps: Thanks crabs!)

On the way back, we decided, Let's go do something fun! So we stopped by NTUC and picked up some Oreo and PHILadelphia creamcheese and went back to BAKE =D

We acted smart and put on oreo on top, so yeah, we burnt it okay. But it was like a crust so we could easily remove it. And everything else tasted HEAVENLY(: Even Ding agreeed. But anyways, we even blended our own juice okay. 3 oranges, 3 green apples, 1 fugly donut peach, and 1 grapefruit. YUMMEH =D

Okay, and we did crappy stuff. And like I said, my day was lovely in a sad way.

Well, we spent 12 hours together today. See my LIFELONG commitment, I committed half my day & one blog entry to you. Haha!

(Crabs, thanksthanksthanks, really. And I'm sorry! ): )
(& forkie too! thank you fork!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANGSHENG (furniture shop!)
& CELINE!
(it's our house colours. haha)

Btw, believe it or not. For my Favourite movie, I forced myself to stay up and watch in on HBO on Sunday til 3am though I have school on Monday.

You can never help.

I was just reading through my past entries,
and I saw this quote from Wenyi on the night something rather terrible happened to her.

"I just need to keep my cool, cos I know a few years down the road, I'm gonna forget how screwed I'm feeling now, so it'd just be a waste of my emotions."

Okay, now I just need to drill myself with this quotation and remind myself, it's just gonna be a waste of my emotions.

I really like how my month of JULY went.
No, not really because of my birthday, (though that day was a huge contributing factor) but cos it was so eventful with happy memories and fun fun fun! And world cup, haha.

I need to love you
and you to love me,
dear MATH.

Will you still love me in the morning?

(guess who's who!)

& just yesterday, I had DING* for company. Thanks, Ding.

We went to Esplanade with the intention to watch a gig! But kids were performing instead. For Childrens' Day. There are some that can really sing, and there's this girl that can reaaallly dance. She even choreographed it. Cool. We met Nat there anyway, she was working.

Today was a Journey to the West for Ken & I, where we let our asses rot for almost an hour, and finally reached Boon Lay.
& We watched 'CLICK' anyway. It's a really good movie. I swear I could have cried if I was watching it at home, but then again there were so many people there, it'd probably have been really silly to cry there.

And I forgot to bring home my specs. How wonderful. :')

Happy Childrens' Day, anyway.
And thanks to those who messaged. I wanna be forever young. Haha.

OH YAH, yesterday, poks said this:
pok: "eh did I tell you, I will call you at 12 midnight later?"
me: "huh? for what? if you want to prank call, why are you telling me?"
pok: "wake you up when september ends what."

But we got messages instead, didn't we. Thank God. Haha.

& how high can you fly with broken wings?

(ps: j8 finally has a subway!)

weekly addiction.

Dear Luling & Kwa zi,

Oyster Mee Sua, Shangri La Donuts, and the two of you have been my weekly addiction. Cum therapy! (We are Tuesday Thursday people!)

The three of us skipped school today! & We met to study @ Bishan library! Yay(: I think Bishan library can become a weekly addiction toooo.

Yoohoo. I love Physics but I hate Math. >=(

For some funny reason, I can't wait for school tmr!


(Ps: If you see this, Corinne, thanks soo much! (: )

mae.

we made plans to be unbreakable,
love was all we knew.
no insurance for the unthinkable,
blindly get us through.
we've been searching for a lifetime,
short as it may seem.
riding on the fumes that spark us,
while igniting dreams.
mistakes we knew we were making.
mistakes we knew we were making.
don't think about chances we're taking,
mistakes we knew...

driving in the rain to the hospital,
quiet aches intense,
what at once just seemed the impossible,
now makes perfect sense.
we held hands to face the uncomfortable cold,
and lonely room.
magazines and empty distractions
barely got us through.
mistakes we knew we were making.
mistakes we knew we were making.
don't think about chances we're taking,
mistakes we knew...

and when we try to think of the life inside,
we found ourselves looking at the world through new eyes.
what can now be said?
oh, little one on the other side.
dance until the band stops playing,
sing with all your might.
mistakes we knew we were making.
mistakes we knew we were making.
don't think about chances we're taking,
don't think about rules we were breaking.
mistakes we knew...
the list goes on and on.
the list goes on and on..........

-MAE

"Just like building walls are alot harder than breaking them"

I met Feiiers yesterday! Where we went to our usual (: But this time, there were no cute kids to observe, but couples! Okay, not like we deliberately wanted to observe them, but they were just all around us! Especially the one next to us. Omg, it was so drama mamama, we didn't know if we should cry with them or laugh. But one thing I must say man, I really admire that girl's patience. Her tolerance level and patience is like wayy up la. Good good. Oh, and one more thing, the new age self abuse is not cutting anymore man! It's pinching yourself! (Looks at Feiiers.)

Anyhooo, I was telling myself to call Ding when I got home, but she called just as I was leaving! Cool man. Went down to meet her, WENDY GAY BOY, ZOE DOTS(: and zoe lookalike!

Anyway, while we were there, and I was talking to Ding. One out of 3 of them, or maybe all three of them, suddenly commented "Eh, she (I don't know which 'she') say the two of you look like a couple."

OMGZ. But anyway, here's my ffffaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy-vvvvrrrrrrrrriiiiiittttttteeeeeeee bimbo, with her new hot pink bimbo phone. (It's Zoe's)

MY FAVOURITEST. =D

I'm strained in my tension of opposites.

**

Wake up it's time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight

Sweet and divine
Razor of mine
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine

Patience my dear
We could spend a lifetime waiting here
Maybe this time
I hope I get the chance to say goodbye

Day after day
Cutting away
Day after day
But anyway

superstar!

If you think you look like a cool superstar, check it out HERE.
But you'll have to sign up, and since I was lazy, and poks volunteerily did it for me.

read my fingers says:i upload a grp photo and ur face is 71% of jay chou
read my fingers says:no wonder so dao

wahlaoeh, tmd.

STEADY AS SHE GOES.

Becca's attempt to be a mugger. (:
Tong came by to school for Colours! So we met up for a while!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN!

Mr Pilot-to-be, I hope you enjoyed yourself(:

Today, I lazed at home, stuffed myself with food (And I have Carls Jr for dinner), and watched lotsa movies. (HBO and Dvds la)

Elizabethtown on Dvd! (Thanks Crabby!) It was really nice (: (:
There was this part, which I'd really remember. Claire was telling Drew about how she knew people and their names.

Drew: Today I was fired by a Phil.
Claire: Phil? Phils are dangerous. They are less predictable than Bens.

Hah, so am I dangerous too?

Last week's Before Sunrise, and Before Sunset is still in my head. They are two good (but a little too much talking) movies. Like Weishan said, "you must love lit, to appreciate the movie".

Part of a beautiful song: (Plain white T's!)

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

To my everdearest lifelong commitment, you are 31 months old! Haha. I love you fg-precious-d, you know that. (: Sorry I always don't keep track la, but since you love me too, you'll forgive me right? (:

-

Ecc 4:-12 says: Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work;
10 If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!
11 Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone?
12 Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.

(I got this from Eme's blog, and thought I'd share.)

Let somebody love you, before it's too late.

Okay, since today is Thursday,
it's 42 days to A levels right?
Right, I think so.
I will start when it's 40. Okayokay.

Today, Ling & I went down to Bishan library after school while waiting for tuition.
Where she became my Tall, Dark, Handsome, Loving, Organised, Smart boyfriend who is everything I've always wanted. HAHA.
And we got a cubicle too! YAY! =D Then I was looking down and I saw 2 PL girls, then I told ling, and guess what? It was Verns & Mings! (: Pleasant surprise. I saw Belle there later too.

So since we didn't bring anything to do, we spent the 2 hours talking, and the last one hour eating/shopping. AHHH, and after dinner/buying zi her currypuff, she called to tell us tuition's cancelled. ))): (Ps: Shih Lin Oyster Meesua is the best!)

& OMG, Shawn left for UK a week ago, and I only found out today! OMGZZZZZZ.

Call me dumb, but I never knew phones in UK were for no extra charge so long as you suscribe to their plans. In addition, you get to change your phone once a year for no extra charge too. WAHLAO EH.


AAANNNNYYYYYYWAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSS,
have you ever wondered why the word, "Understand" is "Under-stand" and not something else?
I've always associated words with "under" and "over" with negative meanings, like "under estimate", "over priced", "over rated", "under lying", blahblahblah.

But in this case, "Understand" is a good word, isn't it?

Okay, that was extremely random.

IN CONCLUSION,
without the sour, the sweet wouldn't taste.
without failures, you wouldn't know the true feelings to successes.
without meeting the wrong ones, you won't appreciate the right ones.

Hugs darling, YAY!!!!! =D

T for Touchrugby.

So, I'm more or less done with the receiving of my results.
Grah, Miss Soh talked to me today and said "I marked your paper you know!"
Guess what I replied, "I failed right?"
She said "Yeah."

Okay, I knew it. Sitting there a few weeks ago, I stoned my first 15 minutes away, then was in a dilemma cos I didn't know which question to do. Then settled for one of the toughest questions with an astronomical amount of keywords to look out for.
But why did I still do it? No idea.

With half an hour left and I was doing my rebuttal, I told myself "OH AM GEE. I'm doing the freaking wrong qn, cos I totally interpreted it wrongly!"
But guess what. There ain't any time to do write anything right anymore.

**

I really like how I spent my "First Day" back in School.
First, we had TEAM SA TEA RECEPTION! Which was damn gooooood.
No, I don't mean the food, but being able to meet the WHOLE TEAM again.
Gosh, I've missed them. It was nice to gather around, catch up a little, laugh at one another, scream over silly things, AND PLAN FOR A STAYOVER (FINALLY!)

Oh, of course, I talked to ah gong for 2 minutes but he spent 1 and a half laughing at my COCK fringe. And a whole hour with SWEEEEEEEEEETS (whom I've so badly neglected) and I'm so glad we still love each other. (You do right, we don't have to say it?)

THENNNNNNNNNNNN, We watched the STAFF-STUDENT soccer match til 7+!
Okay, it was a 28th + 6th council together (kinda) and WE WON 5-1!!!!!!!
Though the ONE goal to the Staff wasn't very deserving cos the penalty was so undeserving and Daniel nearly saved it!

To BOSS, MASTER TEE, and my DEAR UNCOOL FORK WHOM I THINK IS SO COOL TODAY, PROUD OF YOU GUYS! =D

Sweets said, "It's been long since we last stayed in school til this time."
AGREE! I miss seeing the sun set, walking back to the caf when everything around you was pitch dark, walking out of school or laying on the track and gazing at stars, and of course, climbing gates. =
And my mom came to pick me up today. She volunteered. So sweeet! =D

**

On an extra bimbotic note (cos I think my entry sounds extremely mindless brainless today), I had an extremely busy but fulfilling Monday(:

But you know, at the end of the day, my displacement is ZERO. Cos I travelled from home to bishan to thomson back to bishan then to town and back to bishan. So in one day, I was in Bishan for THREEE times!

Thank you CRABBY (& the cold-hot krispy kreme donut), ZIPOKS who willingly left home just for a few hours with me, VERNS/MINGS/CHLOE for being so embarrassing, distracting and noisy at Bishan library, MAMADAOOOOOOO for accompanying me to cut my hair, and SU DEAREST for allowing me to be the first to ever "split" both of you, and spending a lovely few hours with me.

**

"i'll try to make sure you hang on"
OMGZ thanks Angel, that was so sweet =D


&&&&&&& PONG WE NEED TO GO TANNING SOON.
EVERYONE'S TELLING ME I'M SO FAIR.
(and please don't ask if I'm anorexic because I obviously am not! But thanks to all those who keep shoving me with food! HAHA!)


Ps: It's tudi shifu day! 3rd year!

9enuine?

One afternoon, I am complaning about the confusion of my ages, what is expected of me versus what I want for myself.

"Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" He says.

The tension of opposites?

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
A tension of opposites, like pulls on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in them middle."

Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.

"A wrestling match." He laughs.
"Yes, you could describe life that way."

So which side wins? I ask.

"Which side wins?"
He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love wins, Love always wins."

(Mitch Albom)

**

Ding, I truly, deeply love you. But don't worry, we are not in love! Haha.
Thanks for making me cry, though I really cannot believe how happy you were that you managed to do that to me.

I love Ding, And I love Chompchomp sessions with her.
But I cannot say the same for Serangoon Garden. Not that I do not love being there with her.
But that place haunts.


Btw, Devil wears Prada is really good. I really like it!
Do you realise, shows with Anne Hathaway always involve her in make overs? Haha.


Enough slacking! Time to start studying! (Tomorrow)

OH YARRRRRR, and to my dear candice kiddomiddodiddo, thank you. HAHA.

~

OKAY.
I wish I was less lazy
and had my passport thing settled LONG TIME AGO.
But first, I need to take a passport sized photo.
But no, I'm not gonna do it before I cut my hair.
OMG
If only I did everything before this weekend,
I WILL BE IN GENTING NOW.
fgjkofjbkflner man.

Random photo, really. 400M Hurdles ain't easy. But I so freaking love it. (:

Weirdress, I have been so nostalgic lately. The rain makes me more emo. Hoho. Today, I took out my sec school/pri school stuff and looked at them, from neoprints to classphotos to random photos to letters to notes to cards. AHHHHHHHh, I miss those rather peaceful days.

Okay, so random but-

I WANT TO WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL FINALS. ):

Rain, rain, go away.

Joke of the day:
"Why doesn't the letter C like the letter A?"


-->Because the letter A is A-nal.

(Not funny right?)

**

HOORAY
TGIF.
But this means the Chem people must start studying soon!

Anyway, I AM DAMN SAD.
That it had to rain TODAY, of all days.
When I had my day so beautifully planned out already.
TO GO JOG AND SHAKE EM FATS OFF.

But damn. The rain's such a spoiler. And it doesn't help that it rained practically half the day away.

Mom left for genting today! I didn't even get to say bye. ):

I spent half my afternoon whining about how bored I am. GRAH.

What a mindless, brainless entry.
It must have been the toothache(s). (Ps: IM GETTING RUBBERBANDS NEXT DENTAL!)

It's not always rainbows and butterflies, It's compromise that moves us along.

#1: Late night tuition on Monday.
#2&3: PRETTY Sunflowers sight seeing and dinner, candy empire splurging, dinner at NewyorkNewyork with my dearest hugs darling*
#4: random. Looks so artsyfartsy cooliomolio.

Prelims are a bitch.
I swear they ruin everything.
Cos they have.
And it's worse when the efficiency is <50%.>

(Okay, i thought i whined about how warm classrooms are, how distracting some chem teacher conducting lessons opposite was, but seems like it disappeared! okay, good too i guess. hur. )

49DAYS TO A LEVELS.




Dear Angel aka X,
Thank you. (: -->signature smiley. (: (:

The Selfish and The Selfless.

Retard Teoh says "I'm a retard!" but writes, "Retad".

Because, retards can't spell their own names. sitting our cosy cosy circle in a "corner" in bishan library.

This takes the toll up to 13.

Zong, if you see this, MTL! Go and study.

Nick, MCL laaaaaaaa!!

Yanns, let's TYT. :D

OH YEAH,

WAHLAOEH, My TEAMSA keychain fell off yesterday.

TMDTMD. I'm damn sad la, I traced my steps but couldn't find it! GRR.

Swiss Sunrise.

Swiss Sunrise @ Haagen Dazs after Tuition on Thursday.
Strawberry, Macademia Nut, Apple pie.
Strawberry jam fight.
I wish there was more.

Idol. (: I wish Paul didn't have to go.
I wish they didn't leave Paul & Jon at the bottom.
I still wish Paul didn't have to go,
though undeniably, he is the weakest link. ):

So Incorrectly Correct.

My heart has lost its wind now Broken like a dead sail My love has drifted out to sea My body has been claimed Soul has been shipped away Can't feel the sand between my toes We set the wrong course and headed due north That's where we went wrong We were young and learning steady hearts hate turning That's where we went wrong Take me break me every mile further there's a part of me that slips away One day you'll see Even if you got down on your knees you couldn't make me stay I'll stay strong I'm pushing on the pedal till I break dawn So I'm gone, go find another shoulder you can cry on And now our shades become shadows in your light In the morning wind we're through and tomorrow rescues you,I will say goodnight I will say goodnight who shot that arrow in our throat? who missed the crimson apple? it hung heavy on the tree above your head. this chaos this calamity this garden once was pefect give your immortality to me i'll set you up against the stars I'll sing it one last time for you then we really have to go you've been the only thing that's right in all I've done and I can barely look at you but every single time I do I know we'll make it anywhere away from here Well he's on the table and he's gone to code and I do not think anyone knows what they are doing here and your friends have left you've been dismissed I never thought it would come to this Turn away to say goodbye with each and every word that passes by like a distant memory Is true love once in a lifetime Did the captain of the Titanic cry Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I wasn't meant for you Does anybody know the way to Atlantis Or what the wind says when she cries And we feel like rain when the words all sound the same,in the lifeless corners of this empty frame.Though we feel let down by the same old autumn breathing,winter's curse is just around the bend.With our hands all tied to the blades of their design,we are armed and ready to commit this crime. Those people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat. The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flood lands to your door have been silenced forever more.The distance is quite simply much too far for me to rowIt seems farther than ever before Oh no. I need you so much closer I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough You could be happy and I won't know But you weren't happy the day I watched you go And all the things that I wished I had not said Are played on lips 'till it's madness in my head Is it too late to remind you how we were But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur Love is the answer, At least for most of the questions in my heart Like why are we here? and where do we go?And how come it's so hard?It's not always easy and Sometimes life can be deceiving I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together And we could pretend it all the time Can't you see that it's just raining Aint no need to go outside Aint no need, Aint no need Rain all day and I really really really don't mind Can't you see cant you see,You gotta wake up slow Just give a second thought What if we don't get caught Just say you love me now And forget this whole row Just save your energy For making up with me I've written you this letter, got it back return to sender. But I just can't remember you being quite like that. Misunderstand, we're holding hands, we're at the beach, we're throwing sand. As the lights just go up all around us, I can't believe it's over.I'm sitting under falling stars. Do you miss me where you are? I'm making plans to be with you. But have they come unglued? What am I do to without you? Love is pain I hear you say; Love is a cruel and bitter way of Paying you back for all the faith you ever had in your brain.How could it be that what you need the most Can leave you feeling just like a ghost? You never want to feel so sad and lost again.
The chord snapped tonight.
The weight, the tension,
was too much to take.
Too much to hold.

this CHAOS, this CALAMITY, this garden WAS ONCE perfect.

I happened to be packing my stuff, then I found my file of my DISC profile thingy, and there was this piece of paper, then I saw this.

HAHA SUUUU!!!!!! Aww. So sweet of you huh. I miss you. hahaha.

So anyway, today, there was nothing interesting to observe at Mac. Neither was there any cute kids to play with. I think the only interesting thing was this girl who came down, laid her stuff on the table, and started talking on her phone. From the minute she sat down til she left. Hmm, so much for laying her stuff on the table. Hurhur.

I wish I started studying earlier, really.

**

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
It hung heavy on the tree above your head

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me; I'll set you up against the stars

Gloria,
We lied, we can't go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
And there is discord in the garden tonight

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

**

(':

power pleasure pain

Enough about how small this world is from me, already.
On Sunday, my favourite PW leader taught me that through the relationships of 6 friends, we are connected to the world.
That's how small the world is.

Tomorrow is some paedophilic, funny observation trio time with leeseefeeleeshearlimenchzechingkwa!

(Okay, great and I'm falling sick)

The white to your left, the red to your right.

Check out what I found on Amelia's friendster.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW =D

Anyway, Hi. I hate being a woman. And I hate studying.
Bloodyhellllllllllllllllllllllll.

Funny how I'm nervous, still.

I'm staying online like there's no tomorrow
I'm idling online like it's the end of As.

Wah, siao.

I miss everything.

Omg so nostalgic. =')

Bitter sweeet.

OMGOSH, I MISS SO MUCH.

Headlights on Dark Roads;

FRIDAY;

=D

Louder, louder, and we'll run for our lives.

Hello, I hate studying.
I want to go shopping.
Pius, you're a bad influence. Haha.


SEETOHMEETOHMRSDARCY IMISSYOU.
(purple because you like it!)

light up, light up, as if you have a choice.

I woke up this morning, after falling asleep only past four last night cos there were too many things on my mind. (No, the dinner later was not part of it)

So I woke up and got up and got down to tearing down every picture from my wall, removing the lousy white tack and good blue tack from every single picture.
Then I decided my wall looked really bare.
Then I got down to sticking lousy white tack and good blue tack on certain pictures and stuck them on another part of my wall this time.

And the number of pictures, are not even half of what I had on previously. Simply because I'd rather cherish and treasure these simpler and more beautiful ones that hold more memories, that paint more words than the rest, and that are more important.

One more thing, I made sure there was no more than 2 repetitions of each person. If you appear more than that, lucky you. But then again, there was two. MY SILLIES.
Simply because there was a team photo, a Sillies photo, and the one of us + Pong at Julius'.

crabs4lyfe.

drops of Jupiter

Hanging on, is like being suspended on a rope. You add weight, it increases the tension, raises the risks of your only support snapping.

There are so many things we hold on to in Life- Hope, Studies, Family, Love, Friends, Dreams, etc. Each desire you hold on to, is like an added weight from all directions to that already very stretched rubber. And yet, the older the weight, the heavier it gets. The older the weight, the longer it has been attached to the rubber- the more stretched it has been. The earlier it'd snap.

I happened to hear something today. OMGZ, it's shocking, a little frustrating, but funny too. Then I happened to talk to Br&on too, about his friendster profile being changed (kinda obvious who did it I guess.) and about lotsa other things. Thank God I told him though.

I used to believe in Quality over Quantity. Now, somehow, I believe in Quantity instead. Like how childhood friends are still in touch now, quantity seems to be able to back everything up over quality.

Anyway, I really like my new stud. (#2) Luling got it for me. (:
Shopping is theraputic. Is that how you even spell that word.