This is the Best I can go.

I got myself IE7.
And damn, it's screwing every shit up.
I screwed my blog template.
I screwed my night too. (No, not because of the blog template)

Anyhow, today I cooked myself two sunny side up eggs.
And for dinner, I had toast with Kaya, and Peanut Butter.
So ironic how I'm (crazily) addicted to Toasts now.
When I don't even like bread and eggs to start with.

~

(I can't rmb what I did last Friday, or Saturday, so let's start with Sunday)


# Accompanied Yanns for Manicure, together with Sweets.
# Down to Cheryl's for House Farewell, which we were so very terribly late for.

And Glenn (not in picture) says: "On behalf of the 6th House Council, I'd like to..."
Us: "Seventh!!!"
Glenn: "Huh? Oh okay.. On behalf of the 6th House Council, ..."
Us: "Seventh!!!!"

That was really funny.
We left for Prata then home.

***

Tuesday was Prom already! (:
I am not gonna post any photos because I don't really like how I looked. It was DRASTIC man.

(it rained ): But we had Herngs to the rescue!)

Criticise the lashes all you want but it was really, not a self choice okay. Haha.
And everyone couldn't recognise me. ): Not even damn good friends. The only person who could recognise me was TAY YEW WEI! (and I love his Bart Simpson tie)

I think eventually, it reached a point where I was kinda tired of saying, "It's Phil." so I stopped going round to take photos. No wonder I only have so little photos. ):

We crashed back into the lovely Gallery Hotel after only like, 2 hours in Attica? BOO!!

And this hotel, has some sorta see through glass separators between the toilet (or should I say, Bath tub!) and the bed.
Sexy stuff, cos it's meant to be a couple room anyway.

I barely slept, cos I couldn't.
I made L go down alone, across the road to SPC to get breakfast for us. And stupid him, wore the hotel slippers (or whatever they're called)


We decided to go down to the pool after breakfast.
It was so shallow, 0.4m only! (The shallow part)

Then we laid down on the chairs, and admired the scenary- construction site please.
But L was observing how often the crane rotates and all.
Then we were talking and talking.....
.
.
.
Til I fell asleep on him. (Sorry L.)

And the freaky thing-
When I woke up,
IT WASN'T L NEXT TO ME ANYMORE!
It was someone else. Gosh. Shock of my life.

Z came down later, then L came back with Yanns& Annabella. And we sat around til 10+ and headed back up to wake everyone up.

We left for PS for breakfast/lunch/brunch,
But Yanns, A and I settled for toastbox, while the rest went up.

And I left for home. Which, I couldn't sleep!

***

THURSDAY, totally felt like Wednesday. After half a day of agency registering and short interview ing and typing test ing, we decided that it would be a day of "I-haven't-done-this-before!" so we went to Vivo cos Y hasn't been there. And we ate at Food Republic cos L hasn't eaten there. (And I bumped into Lesbo!) And we watched HAPPYFEET cos neither of us have watched it, nor caught a movie in Vivo.


Then after that I met ZOE and PING for dinner at Chompchomp(:

And we slacked around Coffeebean for a while.



I got home, and Hr wanted to come over. That drunken bastard. We made last minute plans to go over to K's instead and I had to lug him all the way there.

And he's so hard to get out of bed too. Rah.
I wasn't trying to act superstarxz. I just had dark eye rings to hide. ):

And we woke up early at 5! No, actually K & I didn't even sleep. Rushed to the airport but in the end, K's dad volunteered to send us there.

Denise is leaving for Canada, for further studies. Though I wasn't really close to her, she was always a joy to have man. She's really sweet la!

We had BK breakfast cos stupid WangJiao was inside the departure halls. And Jm, Cali and I accompanied Becca for Ban Mian. And I was falling asleep then already. Was trying very very hard to keep awake.

I got home and crashed, oblivious to everything man.

**

Ding dearest willingly accompanied me everywhere on Saturday, where we walked along the same stretch of roads along Raffles Place at least twice. And both job interviews were FOS and crappy and a waste of my (and Ding's) time.

By the time we got down to town, it was almost 6 already. We went Food Republic for dinner (again!) cos I kinda wanted Toast (again!) but I didn't in the end. I got Yuanyang (?) drink, which totally sucked and I was unhappy with it! >=(

We walked to *Scape, thinking we were early but the performance already started. And we saw Tanny(:

Strikeforce and their drums. Jon leong. Hady was there too. I have photos of him too. But I can't be bothered to put them up.
No. This is not my boyfriend. Lol.

**

Is this what They call Indifference?

Ps: I created my own MSN smiley! Yay!
Pps: If you happen to know how to save my blog template, please tell me.

>=(

omfg please don't ask me what happened to my blog.
i'm trying to revive it.
but it's getting on my nerves.

Until the world.

I lose myself to find in me
The way it really ought to be
It's hard to say I love you
It's hard to say I need you
If all is well it's hard to tell
It hurts to think of someone else
It's hard to say I'll be there
It's hard to say I really, really care

Until the world won't turn
'Till the planets burn
Until the sun dies I'll be there
Until the heavens come
'Til this lie is done
Until the world dies I'll be there

I can't see outside myself
How can I love for someone else
It's hard to say I'm sorry
It's hard to say forgive me
I can't believe you're here with me
Into the future I can't see
It's hard to say forever
It's hard to say I'll never ever go

(THEAFTERS)

I was spinning free, with a little sweet and simple numbing me.

Teehee. Okay. I'm going to bed(:
Tomorrow is STAYHOMEANDLAZEALLDAY- day.
And if I decide not to be lazy, I might pop by Feiiers! WHEEEEE

(: (: (: (:

Ps: My Mom's alarm clock just rang. She's waking up but I haven't even slept! Okay. Goodnight.

Check this out.

#1: Weiyarnie took a photo of us taking a photo and that is the photo we took. (:
#2: I took a photo of Hash taking a photo of me taking a photo of him.

COOL STUFF.

~

As Hr says, "Tonight is a good night."
Damn right it is.
Guess who's talking to me.
Check out the time too please.

Mommy, I don't ever want to go to bed tonight anymore. *BEAMS*

Ain't another woman that can take your spot my-

You got my temperature rising like-

(haha. yeah okay, whatever phil)

Ben&Jerry's.

You Are Cherry Garcia Ice Cream

You're the coolest cat around, but too laid back to let it get to your head

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

How does entering just your name, let the system know which Ben & Jerry's ice cream you are, man?

You Are Chubby Hubby Ice Cream

So there's more of you to love... a whole lot more!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

Okay, The first is with Phil, and the second with the full one.

**

Anyway, you know, everytime you post an entry,
there'll be this little box that says:

"What's cooler than a box of crayons?
Customising your blog with Layouts."

I think that's absolutely hilarious. Like, HUH? Hahahaha.

Breeze.

Okay, so now I spent my whole night trying to upload and exchange photos.
Even long overdued ones like Rapture. :\
Tsktsk.

There's so much to blog about, but I'm like really lazy, for now.
More importantly, Prom's over. (And I can't believe it just passed like that)
Pius has left. ))))): For many months man.
So has Denise, who left this morning. )):

And there will be many more to come. Friends going overseas to study, the guys leaving for Army.

Also, I've been losing out on lots and lots of sleep!
Yanns has concluded this week as my ton/thon/don ing week. (I never knew the right way to spell that word. But I don't really use it anyway)

When it was Thursday, it felt like Wednesday.
And on Friday, it still feels like Thursday.

I watched my first movie at Vivo's GV MAX on Thursday though.
And I still can't believe I gave up a future career opportunity to pay 7$ to watch a show about penguins. Okay, it wasn't exactly stupid but it kinda got boring and L was so restless throughout the show. Gosh.

And just last night, we had an impromptu stay over. And I had CHEESECAKE at 2+am together with Baileys(:
Cheesecake from Hilton hotel okay. It was damn good though.
(Becca says: So did Paris bake it for you?
Phil: Yeah and I found chipped fingernails inside!")

Was accompanied by Just Like Heaven, and Honey through the mornings.
I love Honey(:

Ohyes, I learnt how heavy PHR can get. growl.

(will post photos some other time)

More Than A Memory.

WHOA I REALISE THAT IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE I LAST SIGNED IN TO IMAGESTATION OR EVEN UPLOADED PHOTOS THERE.
HOHOHO.

sorry so random.


[EDIT]
Updated albums: 05s78 , crabby pathy

New albums! : Rapture
House farewell
Bao
Zi / Feiiers 18th
[\EDIT]

+

bye bye tai tai. ):

B, BaBy.

B is for Bestie.
B is for Bitch.
B is for Bloody marthaf*cker.
B is for Boyfriend.
B is for Bastard.
B is for Blissful marriage.
.
.
.

Fly, Time, Fly!

Sometimes (Or rather most of the times),
When I'm hungry,
I'd secretly wish for time to pass faster so that it'd be breakfast/lunch/dinner time.

Right now, I'm secretly hoping time would past so fast, it's breakfast.
Cos I'm really hungry.






MAKEUP WORKS WONDERS!
I really believe in that.
I hope it can cover up my spots/patches/yucky peels tmr.


i really hate you. PITA!!

"wuo pu che tau"

Hash, you are so cute. (:

Anyway,
my greatest nightmare has come true.
hoho.
peels on my shoulder.
I bumped into Tiffos and showed them to her. ):

Accompanied Seef to get her dress today and it's lovely(: (:
We managed to get her shoes and ear rings (super last minute right) within 3 hours. (we are goood!)

And then I met my Mom & Sis at Bugis (Like again)
My sis got the new sony ericsson z610i. or something like that.
the pink one. Like omg, bimbo alert. HAHA. But it's a nice phone(:

Anyhow,
after tmr, I'm staying off Far East and Bugis for a week.
I've been there at least once is 2 days the past few weeks.

"But also, clubbing damn ex la. Once in a while is alright. If not, not only is my skin burnt, my pocket also burnt until nth left."
-Ken cow

And omg, it may not be funny to you, but it cracked me and Seef up like mad.

+

Fergalicious definition make them boys go loco
They want my treasure so they get their pleasures from my photo.
You could see me, you can't squeeze me.
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy.
I got reasons why I tease 'em.
Boys just come and go like seasons.

Okay, sorry la. This song is just stuck in my head.
Anyway it's one day to prom and I AM PEELING.
LIKE @#$%&*%*%$%#$%$^%$ ROAR

anyway glenteoh! XIEXIENI. you made phil a very very happy girl.
but she must watch slowly. or else she'll be like grace who has to wait for one episode of prison break each week.
it's too much of an agony to bare. or is it bear?
I never really quite figured that out. HAHAHAHAA.

(My labels are like always prison break la! So boring)

(cheap thrill)

says:
anyway i'm talking to tricia
says:
den she was like
says:
hey i saw you and ly at heeren that day with a girl!!
says:
who is she HUH
misguided roses. says:
OMG HAHAHAHAHAAHA
misguided roses. says:
when
says:
den i'm like
says:
phil?
says:
haha
misguided roses. says:
omfg.
misguided roses. says:
what was i wearing huh
misguided roses. says:
cannot tell is me meh
says:
she say you look short with us
says:
and she only saw your back
says:
so cant really tell
misguided roses. says:
ohhh
misguided roses. says:
yeah ofcourse i am short with you all la
says:
exactly
says:
in her view you're quite tall mah


so hilarious. hahaha.
sorry cheap thrill la.

Stories And Alibis.

When you come home, baby.

I know somehow that your eyes, have gone, astray.

And when you come back, lady

You just look back and say,

"I want You."

~

When you come home, baby.
I know somehow that your eyes, have gone, astray.
And when you come back, lady
You just look back and say,
"I want You." "Ahh, Fuck You."

**

Been bloody shit ass down on luck lately.
And they say the only way back is UP.

But let me tell you that's cock and bulls.
Cos I'm still going down and there's many other worse things that can happen.

Let's list the worse: a fucking car knocks me over and I lie in coma then wake up not remembering anything.

But enough of the drama mama exaggeration. The next worse thing that can happen is that I start peeling only on Sunday/Monday.
Right now, I'm experiencing paradoxical emotions cos I can't decide if I should force my skin to peel or prevent it from peeling.

But on a brighter note: I have two dates for prom! My Mrs Darcy (How can She not be my date, right?) And My Girl. (:
Oh my, I sound like a play boy.

Oh, do you happen to be one too? Haaaah.

my two pretty ladies!

Postscript: I can't wait for 18 dec. Or maybe 17 is fine too.

mmmmmmmmmmm(:

Happy 18th birthday, Cheryl Ah ma(:
Happy 18th birthday, Yi ling

I'm gonna sleep after 3 episodes of prison break! =D It's really late!

peel banana, peel peel banana.

I spent my day whining and ranting and screaming and roaring to four people, all of which, very nicely, tried to calm me down and was ultimately patient and sweet.

#1: LLL.
#2: My Mrs Darcy Silly Duck ILOVEYOUSOMUCH Yanns
#3: ahtannnnnnn!
#4: Mommy dearest. (But she was abit mean ah)

Luling's the best! She was super calm throughout the day though I was so flustered and frustrated.
Especially when you see a girl buying the ONLY pair of shoes that you've been wanting RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.

LIKE OMFGGOANDDIEOMGIWANTTOSCREAMANDCRY

Okay, that was so bimbotic, but anyway. YEAH
On Monday, I was super suay, my 3 pairs of unfated shoes and bags.
But somehow today when I went back to the same SHOPS, they had the shoes.
But damnit the girl bought the OHSOPERFECT BLOODYNICE brown shoes before my VERY EYES, I swear I wanted to cry.

So I settled for the other pair.
And the brown bag I wanted,
it got stolen.
??????
Stolen?
WTH.

OKAY I SHOULD QUIT RANTING/BEING SO BIMBOTIC.

Anyway, My aunt from Penang's out. =D
So I met them (Her+My Sis) at Vivo after a day with LLL.
And we shopped more (but I didn't get anything) while waiting for my parents.
AND WE SPENT 55$ at Candy Empire, cos my Aunt is mad.
She spent 30.60$ on Pick And Mix.

Okay, nvm. Time to chant:
Peel Banana, Peel Peel, Banana
Peel Banana, Peel Peel, Banana
Peel Banana, Peel Peel, Banana
Peel Banana, Peel Peel, Banana

Oh I mean.
Peel Banana Face & Shoulders, Peel Peel, Banana Face & Shoulders

Ps: I bumped into ZOE and Candice Kiddo today! Yay so exciting =D

I love you, WENTWORTH MILLER.

SUNKISSED, SUNBAKED, SUNROASTED, SUNBURNT.

I LOVE YOU GLEN! YAY!
BUT I LOVE YOU MORE GRACIE! =D
MY PRISON BREAK MARATHON CONTINUES!!!
(die already, don't need to sleep liaosxz!)
I'M ON A HIGH. WHEEEE.

that faithful night.

I remember, long time ago, on the night of 3rd Aug (or rather, morning of 4th Aug),
I woke up from a nightmare, crying.
I was so traumatized, it felt so real.
I messaged crabs and somehow she called me upon reading the message.
I think it was only 4+, 5am then. And it was so coincidental that she suddenly woke up and heard her phone.

It felt too real.
And I can never forget how haunted I was.

And right now it is coming true.
A nightmare for me,
but a fairytale for another.

Luling once told me dreams will only happen opposite to what you remembered.
Since this isn't a dream, but a nightmare.
It's happening exactly how I remembered it would, right?

~

Bring some change up to the bridge
Bring some alcohol
There we'll make a final wish
Just before the fall

Watch the sunrise all alone
Sitting on the tracks
Hear the train come roaring in
Never coming back

Laying quiet in the grass
Everything is still
River stones and broken bones
Scattered on the hill

"Are you locals?"

ooooh, just like the dessert my life is made colourful with them. (: Christmas is coming! The Sun was so hot we thought the Snowmen were gonna melt!



Today, we spent HALF the day travelling. Journey to the West! Again!

I met Feiiers to go down to Ubi (Thank God her mommy sent us there!), where we think we got cheated of 152$ cos we DON'T WANT theory lessons but the lady said it's all inclusive in REGISTRATION fees but Ken koh didn't have to pay for them? Which school has registration fees as high as 152$ ANYWAY?
And on top of that, it's $58.80 per practical, and that's OFF PEAK you know.
Meaning, when we start work, we probably have to attend PEAK lessons which are like $64+. How costly is driving, man?
And the worse thing is, if you wanna pass fast, better take final theory and practical concurrently, and to book your slots early, but the earliest is next year already, and we are STILL clueless about our jobs! >=( ROAR.

Sooo, we (the directionless idiots) nearly got lost on our way to Eunos Mrt but we still managed to find our way! And we travelled allllll the way down to BOONLAY (like OMG)

And by the time we had lunch, took an unexpectedly long bus ride to DISCOVERY CENTRE, it was already 4pm and the place closes at SIX. Boo, so we didn't go la. We only took photos outside (as seen from above) and we were so disappointed. ):

We wanted to go Night Safari okay! (that's how desperate we were on acting like TOURISTS since we barely travel to the other end of the world)
And the lady asked if we were local? (And I thought it was obvious)
Then she asked if we were on some "Tourists-wannabe day"
HAHAHAHA. And she suggested we could try the Science centre.

But nah, we headed back to Serangoon Garden (Like OMG again)
And bowled. YAY =D

Okay, my score sucked though. It was good enough for an A but not as good as normal. We concluded there was something wrong with the lanes! Yes, it must be the lane's fault.

Dinner at Chompchomp to wrap the day up!
Next time, we're DEFINITELY going to Discovery Centre. We're gonna meet bright and early at ten am!

[Edit]
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention about Seefei's FREAKY encounter and spooky fate with the number "4".
Initially, we were just joking about how everything related to her was 4 this, 4 that, or factors and multiples of 4, but then it started to get a little freaky.

While bowling, I jokingly said, "eh sekarli at the end of the game, your score is 44."
And it really was.

Then at dinner, we managed to get a table quite easily. So lucky right.
Then Amelia said, "eh guess what's the table no."
IT WAS 44.
OMGS.

So freaky.
[/Edit]

Oh no, after getting my Theory test date, I gotta push Penang retreat plans back by a week.
Mommy's gonna kill me.
Shawn's gonna kill me.

Ps: Yesterday was my most UNfated day where every shoe/bag I wanted either ran out of sizes, ran out. I'm still so sore about it.

"Phil, I think you're becoming cynical."

Gone so young.

WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.WHATEVER.
WHATEVER.



I don't know what to say.
Or feel.
Or how to act.
anymore.



contradictions.
choices.
priorities.
importance.
neglecting.
insecurities.
preferences.
irritation.
trust.
hopes.
frustrations.
confusion.
unfairness.
"I don't deserve this"
misunderstandings.
failure to comprehend
impatience.
insensitivity.
shoved aside.

Thanks Juls, if you see this.

Don't wake me up.

I was reading through my mail box, and I chanced upon this,

From a really long time ago:

Hold my heart, memories are still singing, even if i have no voice.
Sing without you, I'll sing without you,
can't you feel my pain, there's nothing I can do.
I still have a longing for your memory, even if the memory is only pain.
I won't let my feelings show.
Now, I don't want to be alone.
In the pouring rain, it all must be a dream, from tomorrow on...

(translated from Longing, X japan.)

**

Anyway,

(okay meet the bastard that robbed me of my juice.)

Christmas is coming and Crabs made me that! (:

Today, I've been struck by lotsa waves.

Heat wave, shopping wave, terror wave..

Wave of emotions, simply.

I felt totally swept off my feet, and slammed to the ground by this strong current.

I was rudely awoken to this harsh, cold, reality.

I was cruelly punished- slowly and painfully. And I still choose to believe it's unfair.

Anyhow, I told Crabby.

"Not worth keeping."

Really.

And truth hurts.

And it stinks too.

HAHAHAHA.

This is late,

But Happy FGMD, my dear.

"It's not everyday that a girl asks you to take off your belt."

Okay, I think only two. No, maybe 3 other people will ever understand this quote.
The First and Second person, are the ones who were with me.
And the Third, is of course, the person who said it, whom ..... Uh, never mind.
HAHA.
(this happened on Sunday anyway. Omg. HAHA)

Soooooooooooo anyway, I met YANNSSILLYDUCKMRSDARCYHELLOILOVEYOU to shop again today. No, but today is focused shopping! (Though we did side track abit) but whatever. I spent 200++ today. Somebody shoot me.

Anyway, my little toe says hi. It's feeling better and I hope it won't fall off. Haha.

Christmas is coming. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Why am I not surprised, anyway?

You never fail to prove me right about you.

Wonder first three months.

"on the way to vivo i passed by sa and i smiled to myself.

i saw the stairs on the slope. remember last time we always had to queue up on the stairs to wait to go into the lt. how janny seriously sleeps in every lecture. and how we hid janny's shoes when she fell asleep during lecture and it was too high she couldnt reach it.

and the hall was there, where we always played our stupid games and we had pe there. there was this game we had to throw ball underneath the chair and i remembered how people kept moving and hiding their chairs haha. and it was where we had our orientation where we learnt my favourite indian dance and it was where we were the last time we went sa. when all of us crashed the o2 and went crazy and jumped around like mad and we listened to high and we cried cos we knew we were all going different schools.

and i saw the caf, where we always sat for super long and i remember the fruit stall auntie she's my good friend. and how we thought the western stall lao butch was very gross and dirty. (gracie, she's not here anymore) and how me and bernie had to play hide and seek with our ct cos we pon gp and she caught us and kept following us, how we had to run through the back the bushes part just to escape her and how she caught us eventually when we peeped at her straight into her face. and actually the gp lesson was cancelled cos the tcher's on mc so we ponned and got caught for nothing so loser. remember how we'll always play guitar and sing in the caf. and i remember our fun fair which was crazy. we had to sell 500 coconuts in the caf and it was pure madness the whole day.and we sold everything and chopped coconuts until hand pain.

and i remember containers and classrooms. i remember everyone ponning econs and we told the teacher our class is gep so very small hahahaha. aand how we spent every lesson discussing everything except work, ended up drawing everyday. how we visit jokes.com like siao everyday and go to school and brag see who is funnier when actually all not very funny haha. and how we say "ha" then must laugh although not funny at all. how we formed the poners and attempt to pon a lesson everyday, and we actually did. haha remember we'll go to the hawker centre beside sa and drink boliao drinks and cheers, happy just cos we ponned. remember how bernie will push me up the stairs and force me to go for math which she refuses to pon. remember how all the guys mimicked the math teacher's face that kept trembling. remember andy lau's english how the gp teacher was so horrified hahaha. remember how i played scissors paper stones to decide if i should pon physics prac i lost but i still ponned and bernie or andy wanted to kill me.

remember at the students activity centre we'll go there collect our letters and try to steal chocolates etc that other angels give their mortals haha. and everyday very excited go and collect letter and write nonsense. and i remember how we always sit at the sofa there and talk all day and the music kept playing non stop.

and i remember the field. yes that's the best place. i remember my amazing touch sessions there. that was really ultimate. i remember trainings were crazy some days and we'll end up so so so tired but so so so contented. the tireder the happier. weird but true. then we really trained till so happy. and i remember red sleeves ( I remember red sleeves too! HAHAHA) haha. and brinjal. (and brinjal too. Do you remember king bee! HAHA) and everyone, the seniors also very very helpful funny and nice.

wahh suddenly i remember so many things and i remember it was really good all the time. amazing how much we can do in three months.
wah i miss sa all over again."

**

I didn't write this. But I definitely can relate to it.
(I cut out the parts that meant more to me)
And she specially messaged me to go read it.
AWWH. I love you gracie. Miss you like siao!
We were so near yet so far yesterday! ):

Stationary stationery.

We were on the tv of Toys R Us! But the spots of light makes it look like I've some rubber clown nose on me or something. Haha.Vivo's amphitheatre/kids playground is the best place for photos now. (: Since we were out without Feiiers (guilty, guilty) the Spongebob represent her! (It's for her anyway)

It was so beautiful up there(: We wanted to watch the sunset together but it rained. ))):
So we left for PS, since GV was closed for a private event. (We were so disappointed, know.)

ps: I had Milo toast from Toastbox for lunch and I thought it was really good! =D

Anyway, we watched Step up! (: I liked it. The movie ended around 1115, so we had to RUSH to Feiier's house before 12! And on the way there, You Fei messaged me to say she couldnt find candles! (Cos we bought a Chocolate Cherry fruit cake from Candy empire so it wouldn't melt like other cream cakes) Timecheck while we were on nel: 2340.

At the bus stop, the bus info showed 70's last bus was 2031 on weekdays. A little impossible right? So early. So we thought maybe's it 2231? :\ but the bus came anyhow. Timecheck on the bus: 2345

So on the bus, we saw petrol kiosks one bus stop before her house, so Sheryl and I ran down, ran across, ran to both petrol kiosks (and even the Prata houses) to ask for candles/sparklers. But nope, none had them. (Time check: 2350pm)

We walked to her house from Prata House while the rest were already on their way. Then Amelia Alicia Sheryl and I left for Glasgow, while Zi went back to Philips Ave.

The first spoiler was, she bumped into Seefei's neighbour standing outside her house too.
The second spoiler was, he was carrying the same exact Spongebob as the one we bought for her. >=(

We hid behind a car, infront of an occupied house while waiting for the two of them to walk over. And we were joking about how hilarious we'd look on the owner's surveillance cam should he have one. (Which we highly believe he does considering a house that huge)

After a rather long, exciting, tiring (we were squating) and mosquito-feeding wait, the two arrived and we popped out from behind screaming "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"
And we gave not only the birthday girl a shock, but Zi too. (:

So we went into the house (she forgot to take keys to her main door) sang her a birthday song, made her make a wish, and blow out imaginary candles (using handphone light) and open her birthday presents! It was like, things in things and more things in other things. If you get what I mean.
We went back to Philips Ave to eat the cake (sinsinsinsinsin) and her parents very nicely volunteered to send us home. (advantage of staying around close to one another man) and she moved on for another surprise. (: (:

I hope you were surprised my longest friend! (:
Study hard cos your As aren't over but will be soon! LLLOOOOVVVEEEESSSS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEIIERS!

We're going discovery centre next week! Yay! Ahah!

No trng tmr. )))))): --> x1000000000

Time flies, the HK people are coming back tomorrow already!

And then there were...

Just last Friday, I was talking to Zong and he was telling me how it has been a year since he had his ACL op. Don't mean to sound sadistic but I really miss those days where we had lotsa random stayovers and surprise visits to cheer him up.

But ohwell, now it's my turn.

It's is such old news but,
It's been a year since I've had braces! =D
One more year to goooo.

And Zong's removing them soon already.
Everyone's taking off their braces. No more metal mouths to accompany me anymore. ):

Happy birthday, fairuz!

until you decide to say only what's true.

Sing For Absolution.

Yay today I have a photo!
Today, I went shopping with my BIO FRIEND WHO HAVEN'T ENDED As.
Tsktsk. Ultimate sin, my dear. But it's okay, cos she's so outstandingly smart and I have absolute faith she will do damn well. Today's short shopping trip is a quick reward for her many weeks of hardwork, and to mark the start of her I'm-ending-My-As-soon-woohooo feel!

Met SILLIES for breakfast at Yakun today(: Oh, but before that, Vernsiebaby suddenly msged and said, "MAMA I'm coming over now!"
And she passed me a bag of eatables- MARS BALLS (YAY) and I don't know what's the other one.

Sweets left for SENTOSA after breakie and Yanns very nicely accompanied me to go make my passport! Omg, it was so hilarious, cos we were running up and down and up and down. The queue, though long, wasn't as dreadful as we thought it'd be! And I had a very nice officer attending me(:
Soooooooo while we had to wait an hr for my passport, we walked down to Beach Road but there wasn't really much to see.
And we went back, watched a bit of Tom & Jerry then it was my turn already(: So we left for BUGIS!

Okay, I told Zi, Shit la, I'm shopping damn alot, I need to be controlled tmr!
Today, I came back with two tops and a pair of denim shorts that are damn coool (in my opinion) and the salesgirl was soooooooooo sweeet(:
And this is gonna sound so bimbotic but the charsiewbao I had before we left for home was like #%$%*&^^# yummy la. (Phil likes Baos man)

Just yesterday, I came home with two shirts and a belt (which I totally bought on impulse). And I reallly reaaallly like my SUPERMAN teeeeeeee (and Hr is very jealous)

But I only paid for one shirt cos the other was a gift from some SHOPPING KING who ended As two (or is it 3?) days before meeeeeeee(:
But as much as a shopping king he claims to be right, the shirt is like so LONG la. And he says, it's small for him so he thought it'd be fine on me.
Eh, wle, when he called he even asked if I wanted L size man. >=(
BUT BUT BUT-
I still like it and I'm very appreciative so thank you thank you thank you.
And sorry sorry sorry, for forgetting you today, my fellow impulsive shopper cum mr shopping king. (I am gonna overtake you in spendings soon already la!)

Okay, but at least I didn't shop on impulse today(:

More shopping tomorrow at another location! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
(wheeeeeeeeee's the current favourite word!)

**

Hmm, just two nights ago, we were out celebrating a classmate's birthday. Then a friend referred to one of his friends as an "ex friend". Initially, we laughed about it, talking about how we'd be his "ex friends" soon and how many ex-es we have. From Primary school ex to Secondary school ex, to first three months ex.

But then it suddenly struck me that, "ex-friend", is definitely not a term you'd want to be labelled as. But then again it's inevitable. "Ex friend". Definitely not something pleasing man. In fact, anything with the "ex" infront is just soo... eeeeeee.

But anyhow, then on Saturday night, an "ex friend" suddenly talked to me and asked me to call now that my As are finally over. I was shocked (not in a bad way) and she just kept apologising for always turning to me only when stuff like these happened. I didn't think it was necesary, cos as much as she is an "ex friend" (whom I probably haven't seen in say, half a year?), I thought it was comforting to know that you are remembered.

And to me, who I think of during my down times are definitely those who are of greater importance/significance than those I think of during my UPs.

Anyhow, as much as we are unclose now, I'll always remember how we met at the most ungodly hours just around our neighbourhood to talk about stuff and cry and scream over crazy cockroaches or run away from the interchange cos there was some weirdo stalking us walking around us in circles.

Sitting there listening to what she had to say and watching helplessly as tears rolled down her cheeks was the most painful and torturing few hours of my life. Through these 3, 4 years of "ex friendship", I've never seen her so bruised and hurt before. And I've yet to feel so helpless for quite some time, and I just couldn't find the right words like I used to. Maybe it was cos of the distance, but I'm somewhat comforted she could still open up to me. (I don't know if she was comfortable though)
Maybe it's just this inner understanding that was what started us off as such close friends initially.
( I think I'm contradicting myself, but whatever. hahaha)

~

Anyhow, on a more random note. I think I am very easily won over by Speech.
A very good example: Wentworth miller.
Another example: Some guy at some shop in Far East whom I thought was cute, but isn't really cute. And I only thought he was cute cos of how he talked.

But honestly, I think speech is really important. In the first place, that's the elementary form of communication, isn't it?

**

Bye Boss, Liang shit, Herngs, Gerald.

postscript: Moonflower body lotion sucks. It's smelly and oily.
postpostscript: I think Moe doesn't want me to be a teacher, the website keeps hanging on me.

Random question: Who talks to people they are starting to dislike?
And worse, who will hang out with people they are starting to dislike?

I wouldn't.
Hmm, weird.

*

Actually I have alot of things to say.

Alot of things have happened the past 2 days.
Or maybe three.

It's been like a see saw experience. (Not as exciting as a roller coasting, but still exciting. Like how a see saw is exciting to a kid)

I just haven't been bothered to spend time typing cos I rather watch my WENTWORTH MILLER =D
So charming la. =D

(: good night emo world. haha.

Slow dancing in a burning room.

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
This love we've been workin on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms

We're goin down
And you can see it too
We're goin down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear
We're slow dancing in a burnin room

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand

We're goin down
And you can see it too
We're goin down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear
We're slow dancing in a burnin room

Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
My dear, we're slow dancin' in a burnin' room,
Burninl room, burnin' room
Don't you think we oughta know by now
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow

(john mayer)

~

sorry ain't cutting it this time.

ps: sergeant angel,
i think buttcheeks are better than assholes.

time for PRISON BREAK marathon!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
(I mean, tomorrow) haha.

All hell breaks loose

Alcohol makes you shit.




Anyway, here's some overdued photos.
18 huge ass sugared donuts for a birthday cake,
strawberry short cake helium balloon,
and her mr. kjh's album for a birthday present.

amazing race, sticky rice, serangoon garden blindfold trail, and chill out at Glasgow for a birthday.

Happy birthday, my dearest zi. (:

(on 15th nov, that is)

goodnight, I am gonna sleep now.

Huh? What mcq?

FUCK YOU. REALLY. ake back all your empty words, promises, LIES, and continue deceiving yourself cos I won't fall for anything ever again.

PARTAYE TIME! =D

WOOOHHHHHHH~

ILIKKEEEEGGGSSSSS!

Dear diary,
blogger's been a b*tch lately.
WHY AH.

I don't feel like doing chem.
And to those who are WHEEEEEEEEEEE ing right now, congrats!
It's my turn in less than 20 hours!

And to Pong, if you see this, cos your tag board is down,
you still owe me a tanning date, if you haven't forgotten.
And let's get to it, when you're back from Hongkong okay.
Because you guys have decided to abandon me for foreign land!
Hahaha.

ps: I fried myself two eggs for dinner today. Sunny side up with uncooked yolk and a chhheeeseee omelette which nearly burnt. HAHAHA. So funny. Since when did i like eggs man

GODOFWINE.

Every thought that I repent,
There's another chip you haven't spent,
And you're cashing them all in,
Where do we begin. To get clean again,
Can we get clean again.
I walk home alone with you, And the mood you're born into,
Sometimes you let me in, And I take it on the chin.
I can't get clean again. I want to know, Can we get clean again,
The God of Wine comes crashing through the headlights of a car
that, took you farther than you thought you'd ever want to go,
We can't get back again, We can't get back again

She takes a drink and then she waits,
The alcohol it permeates,
And soon the cells give way, And cancels out the day.

I can't keep it all together
(It's been all ......Stuck underneath the moon),
I know I know I know I know I know I know I know...I can't keep it all together
(It's been all......Stuck underneath the moon).
And the siren's song that is your madness,
Holds a truth I can't erase, All alone on your face.

Every glamorous sunrise, Throws the planets out of line,
A star sign out of whack, A fraudulent zodiac.
And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room,
You let me down, I said it,
Now I'm going down, you're not even around.
And I said no no no no no no no no no...

I can't keep it all together,
(It's been all......Stuck underneath the moon),
I know I know I know I know I know I know I know...I can't keep it all together,
(It's been all......Stuck underneath the moon),
And there's a memory of a window, Looking through I see you.
Searching for something, I could never give you,
There's someone who understands you more than I do.
A sadness I can't erase. All alone on your face.

(third eye blind)

,

Dear Lord,
Once again, I pray for a calm heart, and a focused mind.
Take my fears, and grant me faith.
And I pray for all my Bio friends, that you'll guide them. And replenish their strength. That they may not grow weary.








I am sooo scared I was trembling and breaking out in cold sweat at tuition.
And a friend commented I grew fat today.
#%*&^&#^!)*#

my love.

The same phrase I always use- A picture speaks a thousand words.
Okay la, I felt nostalgic today so I went to look through my photos/neoprints and took photo of the housecomm one cos it is absolutely hilarious okay. I'm not sure if you can see it, but there is a few with zongyzoebracey and teeliangshit.

At tuition today:
*snap*
P: OWWWWWW. Did you hear that?
Z: Yeah, what's that?
P: my rubber band. ):
L: EAT IT LA!

Okay, I blame myself for being greedy again.

HELLO SHAWNTHAMMYTHAM. THANKYOU! :D

Ps: If you love me, another box of Florida's Natural would be nice. I absolutely love it! Apple cranberry please!)

Dear Lord, I do not wish to pray for time. I need not ask for another week, another day, or another minute. I just pray for confidence, for faith, and for hope.

SO HOW FREE DO YOU WANNA BE.

This picture was purely coincidental.
It happened on Monday, after Physics tuition and I was doing math when I asked 123 (guess who!) a math question and she noticed it.
But anyway, it really depicts how I feel.

So anyway,
start of the As and it's pure shit.

The worse essay I've ever written (ignoring the fact that I chose a suicide question)
Can you imagine stoning the first 20 mins of the paper due to indecision?
And stupidly leaving short questions blank to do Summary and AQ and totally forgetting to go back to it. Not like I had alot of time to spare, but if I remembered I'd have rushed my AQ.

Thanks for the messages the night before though.
They definitely weren't as many as I had for my birthday. (HAHA KIDDO!)

$!*^$&#*($*&% la, I'm so sad worried I can really cry.
But what's the point right.
B says, don't cry over spilled milk (so cliche)
N says there's so much more to work for.

SIGH. Prepare for GP for what, man. Waste my entire Wednesday. (And Thursday sulking too.)
Never felt so screwed up and hopeless after a GP paper before.

-

Today, I read from a Junior's blog that some #%$&%^#$%# physically and verbally insulted my I-REALLY-RESPECT and all time favourite (pri/sec sch track) coach.

UGH. I'm like utterly disgusted and seriously worried. ):

Okay, when tomorrow's my paper ALREADY, I should be doing some serious studying but I'm not.
TMDTMD.
So much for staying at home cos there's too much to carry out to study. Hurhur.

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