Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you

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WTF. I only didn't get one core and I don't deserve this.
I will be fucking miserable for a whole Academic year should I really get Group B.
Fucking, fucking unfair.

Not So Super, Afterall.

I haven't felt this tired in the longest time,

been falling asleep everywhere I go.

As long as there is an opportunity to steal a nap, I would.

Dreading the week coming up,

and I feel somewhat suffocated already.

PS: Love how Sylvie looks there.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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OMFGGGGG. =(

Just So You Know I'm Still Alive

Extremely, extremely busy despite camp being over.
Another week of (hall) camp coming up,
this week is meant to be a break but I don't see it coming.
(No Gdine, this is not a statement of complaint ;) Haha)

So currently, I've a drumstick for a right thumb (ZZZZ, no thanks to Touch), peeling shoulders, runny nose..........

I swear I have so much to talk about, and there's so much to be done.
There's a bag full of cards unread, and presents unopened, and it's almost 2 weeks since I turned twenty Twenteen.


In any case, think life has been busily fulfilling.
I could get used to this.

I CUT MY HAIR!
AND IM OFF TO CAMP TIL 19!
XOXO

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ARGH.

TWEN-TEEEEN.

Online for a while to settle some JH stuff (everybody wants their money! urgh!) and to wish a fellow birthday girl.

Then this came in the mail,

My mom rocks my socks! :D

The cutest conversation of the day:

Xt: "Have a wonderful Giraffe day!"

Me: "I'm a zebra today instead cos I'm in black & white stripes."

Xt: "I'm in blue and white that makes me a penguin!"

My Dear "Problem"

So yesterday, the boot hunting adventure continued.
We ventured out into Queensway, yet our mission failed.
Neither did I, nor S find his boots.
For me, they were either a size too small or a size too big.
His, basically were just out of stock.

Tough luck cos we went from mall to mall and settled at Ikea in the end to eat our frustration away. (Haha)


Decided to take a chance and drop by JP and found a size 5. I normally wear a 6, but seems like this 5 fits, so I'm gonna go back to get it tomorrow. (:
D and I are gonna have matching (identical!) boots! Awesome. Shit!

[Edit]
The size 5 does not fit. I did not get the boots! Sucks. Balls!
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PS: Yesterday, Patrick (the keychain) ran away from home. I guess it preferred the floors of Queensway rather than the cloth of my Adidas bag.
It's so tragic cos now nothing hangs on my bag; Patrick ran away from home, Spongebob was kidnapped by V months ago, and my Superstar baby shoe was stolen in KL.
THIS SUCKS.

I Have To Love You Less.

Just when I thought I had to give up my happening night life (HAHA YEAH RIGHT) to call up more freshies about camp, I found myself rushing out of the house on Friday night, begging my Mom to drop me off at Glasshouse Starbucks.
After a cup of their Signature Hot Chocolate and about an hour of Aunt-Agony role playing, we were subtly chased out of the place.
Being Aunt Agony continued as we walked through levels and levels at Mustafa and eventually nearly succumbed to eating supper (dimsum!) at 2 in the morning.


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Went boots-hunting on Saturday despite the extremely extremely dampering wet weather. Found the black pair, but we unanimously agreed the red one looked better. Unlucky though, cos the smallest pair in every outlet is Size 7. =(

Spent the rest of the evening after dinner at Ah Gong's, where we played Winning Eleven (obviously I lost) and they just kept laughing at me. =( Ate Goreng Pisangs, Nuggets accompanied by Erdinger and Hoegaarden, played Daidee and bridge, watched LOTR and Entourage; screaming "GERALD! GERALD!" everytime there was a sex scene.
Gave up on food and decided to swipe out Ahgong's ice cream stash. Lotsa alcoholic ice cream from Udders but Haagen's Macademia Brittle is the besttttttt. (:


Was supposed to attend training this morning, but we gave it a miss since BFF wasn't feeling well (GET WELL SOON!!!). I can't believe I slept through an 11am service. I am hopeless and eternally guilty I tell you.......................

But anyhow, we sorta had a farewell lunch for Ken today.
Nothing much to expect except food and lotsa army talk which I've pretty much grown accustomed to. Still somewhat amazed (and amused) that everytime this topic is brought up, I learn something new. Haha, oh wells.

Take care in Perth, Moo!

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CGL says: kkkkk.. u spider lei u
I say: ohhh
why spider
kanchiong spider?
CGL says: YES

Now, I say: FINE =(

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PS: Training/Friendly on Thursday was badbadbad. Was scolded for backchatting =( Sucks shit.
PPS: Pretty excited for YouthInTouch coming 12July, gonna see lotsa people I haven't seen in a-g-e-s!

What I Missed The Most

100% reason to look at the ball. says:
someone better call me up soon
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
or im goin to make a big fuss
melt away in the summer air. says:
haha
melt away in the summer air. says:
me lor
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
on the yahoo grp


melt away in the summer air. says:
nobody volunteer to call you
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
eh formal abit hor the call
melt away in the summer air. says:
you make noise to me leh
melt away in the summer air. says:
i call los
melt away in the summer air. says:
haha
melt away in the summer air. says:
OK LA


100% reason to look at the ball. says:
intro urself first
melt away in the summer air. says:
tmr i call you at 12
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
eh cannot
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
tmr i swimming
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
HAHAH
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
HAHAHHAHAH
melt away in the summer air. says:
NABEH _l_
melt away in the summer air. says:
hahahahahaha
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
HAHAHAHHAA
melt away in the summer air. says:
what time you free!
melt away in the summer air. says:
i cater to you LOR
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
at night la.. like 11pm tt type of timing better


melt away in the summer air. says:
WAHLAOZ
melt away in the summer air. says:
think i no night life hor.
100% reason to look at the ball. says:
u got ur thing now, no night life..




HAHAHA SLUT. I miss youuuu.

Guardian Angel.

OMG WAYNE CHOUCHOU, if you see this: I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!

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So besides hating Wayne, I also know how to hate being a woman.
Every month, I spend WASTE 24 hours curling up in pain and breaking out in cold sweat. Just yesterday, we cabbed home after Pre-camp briefing cos I almost died.
We made the Cabbie Uncle switch off the air-con and I think he was a little scared cos he tried to drive faster but traffic was quite bad.

2 years ago, I remember fainting (yeah that bad) and just yesterday, I was this close to it.
Could barely stand straight and was falling all over the place. =(
Really really thank God I wasn't alone, or I'd have died or something.


With that said, I skipped training =(
And here I am, resting at home (for training, haha! Want to play later!! But hope I'm fit enough :( )
And I skipped camp.......... Feel kinda bad, but good thing they found a replacement at the very absolute last minute. Or I'd have to go, or Gerald will kill me.


One more thing, having friends who are zhong se qing you is damn bad.
They will one day, eventually, forget about you. =((



PS: Gdine, I call you k. HAHAHAH

Eco-Friendly.

A couple of awesome awesome pictures from today:

Happy 20th Birthday too, Crabby! (:

Nature walks; our favourite. I even dressed up for the occasion. Heh.
Anyway, the place we found is a beauty, I'm absolutely in love with it.
Serene and breathtaking, we both hope it doesn't become some home for the homeless, or be overrated soon. We need more places like this. (:

We spent a day in the sun, watch it set from over our heads to below the horizon.
We shared about the past 20 years, or rather the transition of a 9teen year old to hitting the legendary TWO-OH. About how God has been so so sooo good to us, and how things always happen for a reason.
We tried picturing ourselves 20 years later, it's a long way to go, but we'd be there one day, someday.

"Being twenty just feels like you've come so far, yet not really........"

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Kha for dinner, nice place, awesome ambience, damn good (thai) food.
Cannot wait for the picnic, and the plans we have in store for the coming months.

Been slightly mindfucked lately, and I cannot seem to decide what's best for myself.
Going away for camp with a particular Secondary School from 3-5July. Hope it'd be an awesome first camp after pulling a year of disappearing act. And to the Teacher-in-training, please be strong........


I've yet to cut my hair. =(

Slow Spinning Redemption

We are just passionate lovers
With trouble under the covers
Nothing worse than when
You know that it’s over

I just need a little of your time
To say the words I never said

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Supper last Wednesday lasted til pretty late.
We had 4 huge bowls of prawn noodles/soup to 3 of us.
It almost felt like they didn't have school the next day, but Lefty had an 8am paper.
Ouch.


Caught The Other Bolelyn Girl on Thursday. It's an awesome awesome AWESOME show. I really really liked it. Training in the evening was at Astroturf but I totally forgot and brought boots. Luckily I missed the 179 and met Ro. But anyway, boots on Astroturf gives you bad bad backaches.


Fought the legendary Stars Wars on Friday. Had to lug myself out of bed early in the morning and play two games on Fastest Fingers First simultaneously.

I've yet to get my 2008 core, which apparently, is the hardest that sem so I cannot afford to overload it in sem 2 together with Thermody. Kinda sucks cos, now I've to appeal and if it fails, I'm basically fucked.

Caught episodes of Family Guy til the next overloading session but was minutes too late. Grrr.
Friendly with aNPee followed where I found myself pushed falling and hitting my head and tripping to fall face first. Was awarded a touchdown for an obvious dropball after the scoreline but couldn't be bothered because I was too pissed with the oppositions. I found myself panting more easily than I normally do and quieter than I normally am.

BKT (finally) for dinner after that though, despite the ever recurrent pounding attacks in the head.

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Seniors camp over the weekend. We have concluded that we ARE indeed the best OG. A year later we find ourselves still being the best and we can't wait to pass it on. (:
The weather was being a bitch and so were some people who refused to take negative feedback for certain games but awesome company makes everything else look and feel good.

We, proudly earned ourselves an extra 10$ for ID tags being the GLs that danced best (big joke, really) but it's gonna make our lives much easier. Oh, fright night looks pretty promising tooooo. The new OG looks hopeful with the selection of cuteboys/prettygirls (haha) plus a freshie whom EVERYONE says looks like me. Hmmm. We had our rounds of bitchings about profs-lookalike freshies or bengs and bitches and at their registration forms.

And, the funniest thing I heard the whole camp was,
"The main ingredient of tomyam is tomato." (and he sounded sooo sure)

We are making ID tags on Wednesday! Can't wait! (:

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Finally, the house is filled with Five people again.
The last time Mom left, then me. Sis left when I returned, and Dad left a day after Mom's return. Both Dad and Sis came back on Sunday just in time to celebrate Daddy's birthday belated by 24hours.

I woke up close to 3pm today. Was supposed to meet D for a haircut/boots hunting which evidently did not materialise. =( No thanks to Euro (btw, Spain won!) and Seniors camp.

Was lazy to get lunch but The Teacher-In-Training has kindly deliverd tauhuay+chicken pie to my doorstep. Heh.

Training today was tiring, again. It's been almost a week since I started training after the onehalf break from exercise, yet I've yet to revert to my training mode. Not that I'm not focused, I'm simply barely half as clear about what I'm doing on the field.

PS: I've been thinking of buying new boots lately, and I just found one I fell in love with at first sight. Let's hope I find it. (:

Had dinner at midnight; super lotsa carbo (my #1 enemy) and fried stuff. But no choice =( So tragic.

Gonna meet Crabby tomorrow, hope I get myself a haircut. It's out of control and I hate it. (Though I'm not supposed to cut hair for fright night but I don't really care...............)

Understanding is but the sum of misunderstandings.

*

Sometimes, we just need to be reminded.

(Blank)

Our sweaters have finally returned to Singapore, and their rightful owners: US. (:
By the way, my job today is a total joke/bullshit/waste of time/waste of intelligence.



And I am constantly getting hungry these days,
so this calls for supper with The Fellow Eight and my Dearest Lefty. =D
Stop it with the round face, by the way. I KNOW OK. =(
(But secretly don't care.....)



Maybe I shall stay up to watch Euro tonight then. Feel like watching it. Heh



Happy Birthday Wayne Chou Chou. =)

Happiness Lies In Your Future, Not Your Past.

Soooooooooo, TWO very important people in my life are back.
Feels like there's finally some sort of normalcy. Phew!

Important person #1: MOM !!
And with her, she brought a huge ass box of FOOOOOOOOOOOD.
Amongst which is my box of Tausa piahs for the team, another box for the Kia Sai,
some of Daddy's favourites, and for her friends and more and more.

The picture doesn't do the amount of food stuff she brought back justice, I swear.

So anyway I have more pictures of FAMILY LOVE from Penang which she took for me after I left.

Godma (whom looks so much like Mom) and Godbrother! The model wannabe again (My current wallpaper, super cute please)
Sarah, who's normally camera-shy, yet she posed so Mom could show her favourite korkor in Singapore. (No, not my brother)

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Important person #2: SEEF !!

Bao; I love escalator shots! :D

Check out the expiry date. Germany gummies that are shaped like their 'Go!' walking man and 'Stop!' man. (But can't really decipher the shape =( )

Random toilet shot, which was quite funny cos everyone was doing their own thing.
Sheryl's artpiece. (We concluded there is never one meal she doesn't play with leftovers)My ultimate happy pill pleasant surprise who suddenly pounced on me while I was walking through Citylink.

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And introducing to you the latest model of the Platypus mouth (A new way to shut overly enthusiastic kids up)

Btw, after an embarrassing debate infront of the ticket lady, we decided to heed Griz's advice and catch Get Smart over Zohan. Thought it was pretty good tooo. Funny with a storyline. A little cheesy and some points but niceee.

Plus, Kuishimbo buffet for lunch. =)))

"Take Care Of Her Heart."

"Do you think I grew taller?"
*blank stares* "I heard as 'Do you have two dollar?' "

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Despite the bad start, my day continued fine and well,
and Phil went from happy to out-of-this-world.
Thank You Happy Pills: Seef, Zi, Amelia, Sher and Ding.


PS: I really feel like I grew taller. It's a weird feeling.

If Love is a labour,
Will You slave to the end?

Every Breath That You Take, Breaks My Heart.

Not much photos from the trip, but with what I have;

Roller Coaster.

This ride made us dizzysick.

I thought it was Small Pau, so I wanted to eat it.

My mom was so happy that day =D

Madness in the car
Sherilyn
Sarah
Isn't she the sweetest thing?

My two baby S
"I'm a model!"


And back to reality;

They will so kill me if they know I posted this.

Last night:

Stayed up to watch Euro, Spain vs Italy.

As usual, fell asleep halfway through second half, but woke up in time for the last few minutes of extra time and penalty kicks. I hate half time commercial breaks cos it's what makes you sleepy even though you weren't.

Sidetrack, I think the Spain goalie looks like Orlando Bloom :D

This morning:

I woke up with gastric. Wait, I could barely sleep? =(

Currently:

Phil needs to straighten out her thoughts.

And,

Ding, ILY.

Blogger should have emoticons.