It's about the sacrifices, and accomodation & compromising.

"Let's play a game. You'll tell me what's on your mind. And I'll tell you what's on mine."

"Okay, everything?"

"Yes, everything. Promise?"

"Okay. Promise."

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With reference to Thursday's entry, Juls & Nick came over too, to chill/dinner.

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You know, there's a limit to everything. A limit to patience, a limit to greed, a limit to self interest. Right now, everything seems like a battle for survival. Not among the fittest, or the smartest. But amongst the most self centered, most individualistic body. Right now, it seems like everyone only cares for themselves, and what/how they can benefit from whatever they are doing. People no longer put the care of others before them. We seem to now, live in a world where notes sharing is a taboo, sharing tips is a curse, helping your friend keep notes is deemed as abnormal, and studying in groups together is a competition. Why are you so individualistic? Can't you spare a thought for the others? Truly, all you ever care is for yourself. And there is a limit to this, and tolerance.

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The only thing I was looking forward to the entire week got called off after ten minutes maybe? After 1 try scored against us and 2 against them. After hell alot of drop balls from me. After damm alot of wasted opportunity to try. Sigh.

(One more thing, I managed to meet Eunice Yong Shu-yi. My yandao darling(: And it was unplanned. How lovely dear. I hope to see you every Friday that I'm in NY poly!)

I had creamycheesy prawn&fish roe pasta accompanied by a HUGE cup of mango&banana smoothie (just for 2$) Check out its size relative to a salt shaker! (That's seetoh in the bg btw)

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Sentosa's CIP has got to be one of the best CIPs I've ever done. It was so meaningful, to be part of the Aquathlon. And the organisers, definitely didn't neglect the welfare of the volunteers! Unlike a particular organisation which a few of us helped out earlier this year.

We got cool shirts by New Balance with the word "CREW" behind, got offered ice cold h2o & mineral water (which aren't really meant for us anyway), received the concern of a very caring In charge, and lunch was great(:

Though it was non-stop standing under the scorching hot blazing sun throughout the entire -insert # here- hours, it was definitely fun. And I swear, watching those kids finish their swim+run, I felt so proud for their parents(: And it really made me wanna grow up quick and have a kid like this too(:

I got a little burnt, despite the SUNBLOCK I applied, which gets really frustrating cos everyone else isn't, even those who didn't apply sunblock, while I did and I'm still burnt. In the evening, I was taken away to a fairytale like story. With Nanny Mcphee (courtesy of Nat(: ) HAHA

Btw, ZOE DEAREST(: I'm sorry I said 16. Heh. If you realised, I sent that message at 6+ in the morning when I was probably half asleep and realised I missed the twelve am hour to wish you a happy birthday. Love you grandots!

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Sundays are supposed to be SUNNY(: That's why they're called SUNdays. But this morning, I woke up to a storm, some rain, and a clogged up air. No, I don't mean the weather. I meant my head, my nose and the throat. So, I'm sick again. Just when Napfa's round the corner and I really want to drop pe so badly so I can end 4 hours earlier on Tuesdays and 3 hours earlier on Thursdays.

But I still dragged myself out of the house for tuition and independently rejected my parents' kind offer to send me there. But during tuition, all I did was stone/ space out/ nod my head even when I didn't understand/ copy Sherelynn's tutorial solutions to make it seem like I understood. Oh yes, and I ate lots of sweets too.

Called Ah gong to meet me for dinner(: Since I haven't quite spoken to him for quite some time. And yes, we managed to catch up quite a bit today(: Nick came along too. And we waited for Mal for rreeeaaallllyyy long. ):

After dinner, ah gong & I decided we'd head back to his homesweethome to do work together, but he was tempted for some ice cream (and honestly, I wanted some B&J's loooong ago before dinner) but 7-11 weren't selling them! So we went down United Square cos we were lazy to walk from City hall to Suntec City.

Then ah gong decided we can call Jav along, since he stays so near United Square. And he did. And we waited for him for ddaaaaammmmnnnn long too, considering how near he stays to the place. And the three of us got the mix&match ice cream on a waffle plate(: Ah gong's cookie dough, Jav's strawberry cheesecake and my Phishfood(: ++++ some Hot Fudge.
"You're gonna grow sooooo fat, man!"

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"Nothing or noone will change anything between us."
"Thanks. (': Absolutely nothing, yeah?"

Thanks for meeting me, Ah gong. (:

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A friend says, she wants to end this friendship. Then, you get all upset over it.
But just a few weeks later, your handphone vibrates and you see a familiar number flashing on. (You already deleted her number but you just can't seem to forget it)
Shocked, you don't know how to react to it, especially infront of the people around you.
You excuse yourself, then go to a corner and pick up that call.

"How are you?", she asks on the other line.
"I'm fine", you say, reluctant for the conversation to carry on.
Then, after exchanging a few sentences, you hang up.

Have you ever thought, what is it that you truly want?
First, you get so upset things turn out this way.
Next, she calls, yet you refuse to talk to her.
Then, you keep silent and act like nothing happened.
; sigh.

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em no llot sti koot omeemo took it's toll on me
regnol saw emoh edir bac eht hsiw II wish the cab ride home was longer
reporp erom saw dias eybdoog eht dnaand the goodbye said was more proper

(once again please do not read too much into this entry, if you don't really know what's going on)

b1 & b2; mr & mrs darcy; love!

I got my braces fixed (finally)! and eating / talking is fine, normal, better again!
YayS(: and Seetoh's coming over again! =D

Ps: I had the worse fish noodles ever today with an overload of sesame oil. I hate oil! Pew.

I was so high, I did not recognise the fire burning in her eyes.

Time: 1100 hours
People online from school: Liangsheng, ANDREA, KEN KOH, LIU, HR.

Evident who skipped school today huh? From our class alone. Haha. Oh no, this means Hunky only has 2 people and Funky 3. But wait, does it even matter? Hur.

Yeah, and okay, I've been a bad girl. I skipped school TWICE this week!!! GOSHGOSHGOSH.

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So, besides the fact that I went all the way down to NDC to hear that "Dr. Choo is on medical leave today ........." and effectively made a wasted trip down, everything else on Tuesyday, 25th April, went really perfect. (:

The double fillet o fish burger, which was specially wrapped because it was a birthday cake, got eaten up by the damned crows (who really deserved to be shot, by the way) after assembly cos sillyjulie left them on the table. So we had no choice but to get Qianhui a tao sa bao instead.

Left school early for dental with Lesbo, but we got cheated. So I gave 8 people a ring to meet me, and eventually forced my dear Captain to skip econs lecture, pang seh Tiff and cab down to look for me. While waiting for him though, I bumped into WEIYARNIE *hearts*. "We're just fated to meet!" cos she was one of the 8 I called but she had to go back to school, so I didn't go look for her.

CCAB that day, was having so many sports games! Hockey eventually won 9-0 to us against Tj, and by half time we were already 7-0! Rugby won 29-0 to us against JJ, with 5 tries and 2 conversions! Way to go!

So initially, the plan was, get Sweets down to the Rugby match then we all go for a surprise dinner. But she had other plans, so Pong & I were really cracking our heads. From Plan A, we changed to Plan B, C, D, ...................... , Z and even Z+1! That's the number of birthday surprises we actually had to plan for her. The final one: Eat dinner at Cine, pick up balloons, then rush down to her house and fill her room up with them!!!! (100 balloons! Which reduced to 97 cos 3 burst while waiting for her arrival)

So when she called her Mom and said she was on her way home, the 6 of us (photo #2, if you can see) quickly went to her toilet and squeezed there for a grand total of half an hour. We got so bored in between Pong & I were taking photos (scared ourselves too), Louis was playing hp music, Nick was singing along, and poor tired Juls was sleeping already. Then we got frustrated so I called and she said she was still at esplanade, only leaving then!

So we came out, checked out her baby photos, and then 15 mins after she called again, we went back to the dark place to hide.

(In chinese):
Qianhui: "Why is the room so filled with so many balloons?????"
Mom: "I don't know!"

So she walks through the balloons and talks to her mom, etc, and suddenly heads towards the toilet (aka US!) and when she opens, she JUMPS cos she saw Nick, and we all scream HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! And she suffers from shock.

SO HILARIOUS. It was like, 1040 already then. Slacked a little, then her mom opened cans of dessert for us, and we cut some cake. And cabbed home with Juls & Nick.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETS DEAREST!
Truly hope you enjoyed your day(: Loves soooo much, you know.

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So I woke up, feeling extremely tired cos of the late night I had on Tuesday. Got to school, late for the LoyFatt meeting, but not like it really mattered. Hang up a banner, rushed into my warm up, painted my arms and legs! My morning really didn't start fine, I was so un-myself, I shocked quite a few of people, esp Mr. Ozh =D Haha.

So nearly the entire of the day, I was either walking around looking for the runners, or in the competitor's steward, or standing at the starting line of the track. Thanks Piuzypius for the bananana though. REALLY needed it. At least you cared. (:

Inter cg semis went fine, except that Tricia pulled her muscle so we had to swap runners.

Inter house was rather funny cos our passing were sooo screwed up. (Haha) And while standing at the start line, some people went, "Go LoyFatt", and some amplified a particular person's name on purpose to make me turn around, but we got third anyways, which I'm really pleased with. YAY. We are an all touch team! =D Elsa Sin wen Tracy!

Inter cca was the rockest! Initially I thought I wouldn't need to be fighting for our position so I could conserve energy for Inter cg, but I was wrong. So wrong. Hui Yi, Bella, Sin wen! You guys gave a good lead, and when I saw a shadow next to me, I swear I wanted to die. And YES! Seetoh, Zong, Jav; you learn fast! That's phil's tactics, heh. And to Estee! For the "all yours" at the end cos I really didn't know how near/far she was behind and I don't really have a habit of turning around. Well done, touch!

U-p, UP! A-n-d, AND! O-n, ON!
UP AND ON SAINTS! =D

And then before I could fully recover, it was Inter cg, I swear I really wanted to die. My right leg felt like it was gonna cramp any minute. I kept complaining, I'M VERY TIRED, which isn't fake. At standing on the start line, my right leg was really damn tight man. And my starting was screwed ): Even my friend commented, "why you start so slow for finals?".
No strength alr la, really. Plus, I already gave up mentally.
Eventually, we finished second, which I swear is really shocking and pleasing please!!! And we only lost by a small small margin (which I think, if I didn't start so slow, we could have maintained the position) But oh well, considering we were fifth qfy and finished second. We're too cool, really. =D (Nat, you're my ou xiang!!)

Took photos with Ms Soh's camera, cos I never really got the chance to use mine. Then LoyFatt got really disappointed cos we thought we could get Boys Champs or someting, but nvm, cos WE are sure (hurhur) that we probably got the highest points if you combine both girls & guys instead of girls and guys individually.

By the end of it all, my right leg hurt so much I could barely walk properly, my spikes are entirely brown (sulks), my orange socks were totally soaked cos of the super wet field. Thanks Pong, and Seetoh for the massage/stretch for my right leg though. =D

A short (first!) combined 6th/7th house comm meeting ended the entire event. The LoyFatt banner behind's just soo cool right.

Happy, happy. Us in our colours. Sorry Seetoh, blue's so little only! These three, I LOVE.

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THEN, there was touch camp meeting, where we had Pizza, calamari rings & some wings for lunch. And finalised everything. The whole camp's just gonna be SO DAMN exciting and fun!!! Gosh, can't wait!! Then it rained, so we got stuck in school, but Sin wen's tutor dropped us off like 1hr after waiting, and yanns came over! We ate like no one's business since there was no one to remind us that we're FAU (fat&useless) and then more company = more fun, more joy.

Walked Yanns to the bus stop, came back and watched a second telecast of American Idol but I was falling asleep. Haa.

Then in the middle of my sleep, sweets called. Talked to her, and hopefully made her feel better and more aware of what she really wants/needs. Don't worry sweets, losing my sleep/waking me up is worth it for you okay. LOVEYOU! =D

My past 2 days have ended really well (:

(once again, a very very mindless entry, but who cares. I'm happy =D )

On the run, oh yeah.

(edited) ;

LoyFat(t). The last 'T' came off. TEAM S78(:

And the same pink baton that pulled us through twice.

Andrea, Jia Min, Tricia, Denise, Marie, Joo Leng, Ken, Nat, Shao, Liang Yang, Yong Chien, Jing Bao, Tian Chang.

& of course, everyone else.

I'm so effing tired. I'm considering skipping school. The only thing that's holding me back is that I already skipped on Monday. How? My legs are aching. (So, I skipped school!!)

I need to find my camera cable! FOUND IT!

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I know, from now, things are gonna change. (I didn't say for good or for the worse, cos I don't know either so please do not read too much into this, whoever is reading this.)

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One love

One blood

One life

You got to do what you should

One life

With each other

Sisters and my Brothers

One life

But we're not the same

We get to

Carry each other

One...One love

happy beyond words, touched beyond expressions by "I'll be there."

So SGH called earlier this morning to inform me that Dr. Choo is on MC today so I either have to (a) postpone my dental til 17May, or
(b) see another dentist at a later time, and be prepared to WAIT.
I chose (b). And I ended up waiting for 1h 10mins, til I had to give the entire day of school a miss. Then, I went back for training which got cancelled because of the thunderstorm. Hoho. Interesting, yeah?

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So yes, before dental, I picked something up from schol first, then headed down to Queensway and got NEW TRACKS. Yay(: They're much lighter than my old pair, but it's so blueygreysilver. Like, less colours compared to the old one. And somehow I like my old one better. I think I just like older stuff better, as in, after 'spending' more time with it, they start meaning something to you. Sentimental value man, like how much it has gone through with you. Like for my old pair of tracks- the car park warm ups and stair case trainings in Bishan stadium, the PE lessons in (insert school here) for the past 1 and a half year, the OMG SO BLOODY MUDDY touch trainings before we had our boots, the many many many rounds of pt we did, etc, etc. But for now, it's too old/dirty/worn-out to be worn any longer/ or to be saved, so I have to kiss (yuck) it goodbye.

So anyway, the wait at dental was frustrating. I was hungry, impatient, and I really wanted to go back for Phy lect. But anyhow, I got a pretty dentist, whom I think is useless, cos

1. She was so freaking rough. I felt like she was yanking out my entire tooth when she was removing the bands!
2. She can't cut wires cos I have all these loose wires in my mouth cutting my gums here and there
3. She doesn't know how to fit my bands properly into my brackets, they're some like, not fully fitted in!!!!
4. One end of my rubber band isn't cut properly either, it's like pointy and weird!
5. She had one thin (but irritating) wire that isn't fixed in place and now, it's cutting my upper gum.
6. Last but not the least (but isn't really a big deal anyway), she barely talked to me, except "Open your mouth, close, bite down, open again, etc"

I miss Dr. Choo, I asked mom to try make another appointment tmr so I can re fix them. Btw, the only good thing about this dentist, is that she has black and orange bands!!! Yeah, so now I have black and orange teeth. But I didn't know they don't match! SHIT!

Lunch, was so so so fulfilling though. We had High Tea at YUM CHA chinatown! YUMYUMYUM(: Sacrificial, enjoyable, delightful, touched, hearty meal (:

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Today, a friend mentioned, that "The right choice is actually the hardest."
Initially, I didn't think much of it. But now that I actually did bother giving it some thought, I may say it IS quite true. How often do you come across a choice that you have to make, that isn't hard at all? For me, even the simplest decisions like, what to eat for the day, can be quite hard to make. What's more, decisions of greater importance and more serious consequences? And those, that you know you should be choosing one option over the other, yet you don't want to. Sigh. Choices, choices, decisions. Honestly, I think one of the reasons why I hate making decisions is because I'm afraid of the consequences of a wrong choice made. Blah, so random.

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Another random thing, I honestly can't stand how some lucky ducks can get away with every single wrong thing that they're doing. It's just like how a man who blatantly drops a piece of tissue doesn't get caught for littering yet someone who, while removing $ from his pockets, drops a piece of tissue unknowingly and gets caught for littering. I mean, how unfair can that be? Yeah, maybe you say the second guy's just unlucky but what if that happens more than twice? Then again, I shouldn't even be comparing. It's just so unfair. I know this issue completely/ entirely/ totally doesn't involve me, but sorry, the people involved do mean something to me.

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Thanks. (:

CRABS4LYFE

A picture paints a thousand words. (:

In this case, I'm sure it's more. Loves.

metals, wires, hooks, bands.

So finally, after (little) consideration, as compared to much in the past, I've decided to skip the first half (or should I say first 3/4 of the day), go for dental @ 1145 (right, my black bands are still with jesse!), then maybe go cut my hair and come back in time for my Phy lect at 145(: Since from 1115-145, I'll be having my econs break. Which, actually means I can take a green slip, but I'd rather miss the hassle of having to write down REASONS for taking green slip, NO OF TIMES TAKEN THIS TERM, LESSONS MISSED, etc etc.

Oh you, please take care.

Tmr's dental is gonna be so different. For the first time ever.

it's a one way ticket to the past of your life.

I hate Sundays, cos it means I've to go back to school the next day.
A whole boring, draggy, dreadful 5 days of lessons/ trainings/ other stuff.

But I really love it when my day comes to an all too beautiful end, and kinda makes the whole surviving your bad day all worth it, though it's not like you know your day's gonna end so beautifully anyways.

So despite the pile of homework strewn all over the table, I decided that the temptation of the laptop was irresistible! (hoho) and I came online, and saw a long time friend, whom now, I barely talk to, add me on Msn. First thing that came to my mind - weird.
So coincidentally, both of us are online, and she actually said, she met up with a bus buddy of ours from looong time ago in Pri school! And THEY (two of them!) actually remember us! But when Leanna first asked, "Amanda Chua", I was thinking if it was her, then I shrugged the thought of. Then she said, "Lim xi, more familiar?" and it struck me. Like OMGOMGOMG (too excited to say anything else) they're actually sec two already! And how comforting is it, to know that they still remember us even though we left them in pri school like 6 years ago. (we're 5 years apart, btw)

Omg, Leanna and I are on a higggghhhhh reminiscing the past childish/ foolish/ immature/ innocent/ fun primary school days with the gang!! (haha, so silly)

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And then I read a testimonial replied from a friend, whom I thought would have forgotten about me since we haven't met up in half a year and barely talked in that 6 months. But YAY(: now there's time to catch up since the holidays only end in July(: And yes, I'm sorry I missed the annual CNY gathering at your place! Haha.

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And then you bump into a we- used- to- be- so- close- but- now- we- lead- our- own- lives- yet- when- we- see- each- other- we- get- so- excited- cos- we- have- each- other- in- our-hearts friend, and like stated above, got so excited to bump into one another and had a short 2 minute maybe catch up.

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NUER DEAREST, mama's so proud of you please(: 5th for 800! You go girl, you're my star(:

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I forgot to check out our ceiling resident: sally mandy today. But there wasn't anything stuck up on the ceiling that caught my attention so I think Mr Goh took it down.
And then, just as we left, Nick and I decided to hide Zong's shoe somewhere. But over dinner, we realised he hasn't called us yet and later, I realised that he actually found it pretty quick. EEE, no fun ):

Message from Pius: "And gal, we wanna win the inter house relay. Have your team met up and practised? Like baton passing that sort."
; omg, stress please. We barely met up and I only asked for practise tmr before training. (we are an ALL TOUCH TEAM! WOOHOO)

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Today, I asked the three I had dinner with again, whether I should join track. And the only response I got was, "HUH YOU WANNA JOIN SAINTERACT???"
No Gerald, I said track.

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Oh yeah, yesterday, Brother -insert a thousand smiley faces here- called, wanting to meet before he went back to aamp but he said I sounded sian/bored so we didn't. And now, he must be back in OCS alr! Take care brother. Sorry I'm so sian la! And sorry about the delayed meet up, you stupid brother!

Remind me please, that I'm FAU. (Fat And Useless)

Wouldn't it be nice?

"Full time: SA 1-0 AJ. SA must be bemused that they only won by 1 as ref disallowed a clear goal. A game to forget for AJ. And may SA rock on."

A short summary to the hockey boys match via SMS from Jx (I think)
Yesterday wasn't at all a perfect day for Team Sa.
Basketball boys lost by a mere one point, which we could have gotten because of the free throw, which was suddenly denied.
Rugby lost by 6 points, which Rj was leading by because of two penalties, which I never understood why they were granted.

But oh well, like everyone's saying, we'll fight on. (:

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We were on Sugar high/ Carbo high/ Junk food high anyway. Hurhur, so hilarious cos someone's heart was thumping so loudly on the way to j8 huh. (:
&&&&&, My day ended after a short chill out session at Ah gong's with Nick/ Herngs and quite a bit of Hannibal. (which made my stomach churn and my guts twist)

So, the school was having our very own elections since we're underaged for the real ones. Watching the j1s stand up and speak, reminded Tiff & I very much of last year. Just that, this time the venue was MUCH smaller compared to ours, and we did ours in a group of 4. Counted their votes, and had two intruders from our left-out-of-the-alliance house, who got chased out anyway.

Since the rest had Econs, I spent my one hour break, very fruitfully, talking to STUPIDQINS and doing the notice for the board. But thanks, for helping me, qins. Though it totally involved no concern of yours.

And after Phy lect, (which is ended at 1215) the minute PiusTiffMe stepped out of the CC we had this EAGERANXIOUS (maybe irritating too) girl bugging us for the results and saying "It's 1220 already leh! Why so inefficient one?" to us, HER seniors, HER 6th house exco, the people who'd decide if SHE gets selected. And besides, I was told that she joined a particular cca, which has already WARNED them time & time again before hand that they CANNOT join any council once they join the cca and when I confronted her, she said "NO? They didn't tell me." So I asked the person again and they actually warned and reminded them soo many times! And the worse thing is, when I told her that she had to choose between one, she insisted she could hang on with two.

(sorry about the mindless ranting, but I'm really UNHAPPY with her attitude!)

So we've (un)officially stepped down, and the roles of these 5 people shall soon, take our place. All too fast, 6th house, I'll miss. ):

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So, on Thursday, we had Inter-cg. (Finally) And since more people made it to school team this year, we lost three runners! Okay, 4 actually. 3 girls, and a guy but we have more than enough guy runners. Then, one runner fell ill, and hasn't been coming to school for 3 days. And on thursday, another didn't come. So we were this close to withdrawing, cos honestly, I'd rather not waste my breath on stressing on the importance why we need them to run or persuading them to run. But in the end we managed to get a team. And we finished fourth, overall! Pretty impressive, considering how little confidence the girls had but I guess we overcame it all.

Oh yeah, and as I watched the different classes run, I noticed that Pong, Nu er, Yanns and I are all first runners! Haha. Ain't that cool? (: We will get to run together! (Pong, Yanns and I are in the same semis too. COOOL(: )

So now, we need to work on it. And shave some seconds off our timing. And guess what. Semis and finals are on the same day! Our team of 12, and the last photo of the class taken a year ago. Put a cross on goat in Venn tee, and Becca, Celest and Cali this year though. (BUT do well for season yeah!) (:

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Oh yeah, and I promised Pong to do hurdles with her so I stayed back after heats on Thurs to train with her. (: Hurdles, hurdles, love love! How long has it been since I last did it. So yeah, training wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be, since a particular someone there and I were often engaged in massive suaning sessions (like for real) and the hatred for each other is brewing within. HAHA.

her: "So how much do you need me to pay you?"
Me: "No, don't need. I'm doing this volunteerily. And don't worry, I won't push Pong down."

Sometimes, I think it's my fault cos I keep bringing up the whole push-someone down issue.

Then while training, she asked again, this time with Daphne, whether I wanted to join track. And yes, I was thinking of it initially, considering all major touch comps this year are cancelled, but I know my studies will be so screwed. Like can you imagine training your butt off during June Hols while everyone is studying away? Then during BT2 period, you still have to train and worry about Nationals in July. But yes, I'd agree I'm pretty gian for some hurdling right now. Haha.

just another,

great show, excellent company.

We rushed down to cathay after a quick stopover at tao huay shop but we were 20mins late so we chionged back to ps and caught a 4 o clock show.

yanns & pong : we will catch some other show in cathay some other time! =D




So thankful it rained today. Cos I had half a mind to skip training. Don't know what's up with everyone lately. I called Ah gong today and if I said another word, I knew I wouldn't be able to handle the situation but it was just my luck he wasn't in school today.
But then again, I don't care.

I don't know what I'm doing online. Supposed to be doing my work!
Anyway, basketball (girls) won! YAY (:
And so did Girls soccer, and CELEST, you rock! Haha! =D

(hello stalker qins! you said i can whack you tmr to make me =). heh)

In loving memory of 800m. (and a little of long jump)

I wanna eat some dried strawberries and fresh cherries.

bhf

=((...

& I can hear your heartbeat, fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink.

> the night safari *

The animals were beautiful, pretty, awesome. (and freaky too yeah?)
My favourite part- the giraffes, zebras, and so-very-rare oryx (there's only one).

We couldn't find it initially, but when we did, I never wanted to leave.

The sky was mesmerizing(:
Like how movie directors portray a beautiful night when the skies are so so so filled with stars, that was it.



And watching the giraffe feed herself with some leaves so peacefully, undisturbed by the people and noise, it just made me feel soo.. calm.

As I stood there, I seriously never wanted to leave that place. I can never understand how these animals can live their own lives, with people watching their every move, scrutinising their actions, checking out how they look (I'm guilty!), and somewhat "intruding" into their private lives.

As we overheard a tour guide say, "they are used to it", I still think the process of getting used to it must be quite an awful one for them. And I admire them, for the adapting skills.

My favourite animal of the trip. A bongo. It's really really pretty. A pity this isn't the real shot though, cos we're not allowed to use flash photography, so I can't capture a picture of it.

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And I learnt about the differences between antlers and horns. (:

A (fugly) babirusa.

So since babi rhymes with phili. I'm philibabi. Hur.

(I really tried getting a nicer shot of it but this is all I can find. Sad right. ): )

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If you could be an animal, would you rather be spotted or striped?
I'd rather be striped. (:



Sidetrack: Have you seen the MTV for Mix Tape? ):



(Ah gong, I just thought I'd let you know that, I didn't go watch the race, neither did I go for tuition. I stayed home to do my hmwk that's due tmr. So, is this the right decision that you'd expect me to make?)

And JIEN; omg, you moved??? ): where to?

they said it changes when the sun goes down (around here

For dinner, I went down to STICKY RICE (one of my favourite restaurants) at Serangoon Gardens and this is what the Five of us had;

• prawn and mango salad
• pomelo and prawn salad
• rick crackers
• chicken masaman curry
• thai green curry
• olive rice
• seafood tom yam soup
• pan dan chicken
• thai chilli fried fish
• and steamed jasmine rice
• 2 bowls of chendol ice cream topped with fresh durian! (i finished one bowl myself, gosh!)
• 1 bowl of vanilla & strawberry & chocolate ice cream topped with some nice thai sauce

I'm not sure if I missed anything out, but it definitely was one super yummy enjoyable meal though the air condition was so cold that even a sweater didn't help much.

House elections on 21st April 2006 ; Friday.
ARE YOU EXCITED, j1s? (:

Andre said last year, elections were on the 21st toooo! =D
All passed too fast, really. Seems like just last month that we ran for House. Still remember the time we stayed back all the way til like 9+ just to write our script for the next day's elections, coming out with the T-P-A-K song in the tune of Spongebob's theme. (T= Tiffany, P= Philicia, A= Andre, K=Kaya!) Then the rush the next morning to go buy many many many M&Ms from the vending machine, then running in to the AUDI late, finding out we were going last, really panicking watching the other nominees do their speech.

Then going up there to play some lame games, make a short speech, finish singing our silly song(: then throwing M&Ms into the audience, then taking our seats, and heaving deep sighs of relief. Finally, receiving an election form where we happily ticked our own names and another lucky dude (who didn't turn up btw). Then impatiently waiting til 12pm to check the Loy Fatt notice board to see if your name appears, heart thumping, palms sweating as you hear that Hose & Gomes already know who got elected and you're gonna be one of the last to know.

Mmhmm. Then it all brought a sm:)e to our faces when I saw TIFFANY NG ; ANDRE CHANG; PHILICIA LIM on the notice board. But a very worried frown when the name LAI KAI YIN was missing. And I still remember how MUCH I detested Pius and his guts. Then seeing the name PIUS SUTOPO was SUCH a turn off and I was SO disgusted, I couldn't stop complaining.

But oh well, time flies, people change, we learn more about them, be more acceptive, be more understanding, and now, I can honestly say, that I LOVE PIUS. (: My true eye vomit. (: And seriously, he isn't as bad as he portrays himself to be. (:

Well, good luck then, to the 7th House Council Hopefuls. May you guys have as much fun as the 6th House Council did.

*hearts* 6th House Comm, cos without it, I wouldn't have known SUGARSWEET dearies like weiyarn, jien, mich, alicia, ros, eunice, hui lin, and the guys like Pius(: , zong, jav, herngs, hashim, liang sheng, victor, dipak =D, jedi, qian xiang, caleb!, khairul, not forgetting Jia Ling the Man.
Well, to TIFFANYNG(: , WEIYANNNNNNSSSS-HAHA , SHEMIN, ANDRE, NAT ; I already knew you guys be it through CCA/ OG/ RANDOM but one thing I'm sure of is- the house comm brought us closer together(:

Put your records on.

Three little birds, sat on my window.

And they told me I don't need to worry.

Summer came like cinnamon

So sweet,

Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright

The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same

Oh, don't you hesitate.

Go, put your records on,

tell me your favourite song

You go ahead,

let your hair down

Sapphire and faded jeans,

I hope you get your dreams,

Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,

Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,

(just relax, just relax)

Don't you let those other boys fool you,

Gotta love that afro hairdo.

Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Don't you think it's strange?

Go, put your records on,
tell me your favourite song
You go ahead,
let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Just more than I could take,

pity for pity's sake

Some nights kept me awake,

I thought that I was stronger

When you gonna realise,

that you don't even have to try any longer.

Do what you want to.

Go, put your records on,

tell me your favourite song

You go ahead,

let your hair down

Sapphire and faded jeans,

I hope you get your dreams,

Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Go, put your records on,
tell me your favourite song
You go ahead,
let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

-Corinne Bailey Rae

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And before I forget;

ALL THE BEST FOR TMR, PONG & ZOE!!!!!

may these be of some inspiration to you both. (: love love!!

ENIGMA ;

Well, Yesterday (Thursday ; 130406) was the day I have been looking forward to the ENTIRE week.

So school (unofficially) ended at 1115 for me, and I talked Mstan into giving Lesbo and I a green slip, so we can leave school then come back. But she didn't write a reason and the -insert explicit here- security was being such an -insert explicit here AGAIN- and REFUSED to let us step out school and insisted we go talk to salis instead. But we didn't want to get Mstan into trouble, so never mind.

Idled in school, trying to (once again!) break the high score for Another Sphere, ate, SCREAMED & REJOICED for Becca getting into school team (!!!!!!!!), got our PW results, slept in the library. (etc)

I know there are times, when you feel, your input isn't equal to the output, and you feel totally f**ked. But life is unfair, really. And all the teachers /examiners see, is the finally product, and nothing behind the scenes. I guess some people are just plain lucky ducks, and we're the damned lousy f**ks.

Went for the House comm interview, and finally shortlisted our seven people. After much consideration, deliberation, confusion, til we totally pissed some pe teacher off.

(Mr tan gave permission for me to not go for pe! YAY(: )

Inter-cca relay was postponed, and totally wasted the times of those who stayed back all the way til five just to watch/to run, esp huiyi who came all the way back to school just to REPORT. Hur. But we did a trial run anyway, and the timing was not too bad at all(:

Could have done hurdles with Pong, and I wanted to, and got all excited about it. But yarns and asshole were waiting for me already, so I left with them. Sorry Pong! But I'll be there on Saturday with you! *hearts*

Ate Chicken rice at Nam kee, which I suspect is just some Wee Nam Kee wannabe, and left for Liquid Kitchen. (WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
So we managed to get the cushion seats again, where it is FREEEEZING COLD, so cold til my teeth were chattering, my hands went numb, and I was shivering. Then, Qins lent me her jersey to keep me warm. (I think Ice cube and LK should swap name because Ice cube is not icing cold at all!)

Qin's sex on the beach ; my orange temptation ; yarn's banana daiquiri.
My Cosmopolitan, Qins' B-52 shooter (I hate it) and Yarns' chocolate martini.

Martini is so strong! But the chocolate sauce was damned good. (:
We wanted to order food too actually, but we were totally indecisive, so we gave up on it. And ordered a second glass each. I absolutely abhor a B-52. The last time, I tried some from TC, I hated it like SIAO! I like my orange temptation though.

When our drinks came, yarns was saying someone could tie a knot with the stalk of a cherry. So we decided to try. Lousy qins gave up so easily (also cos her stalk was damn short) but yarns and I decided to try, and eventually, after much persistance, I DID IT! WOOHOOOO! =D

And we played a few rounds of Truth & Truth, but we figured there was nothing much to ask actually, cos Yarns & I practically knew everything about each other, and she knew practically everything about Qins.

I cabbed home since I was super tired (was dozing off while talking to Qins on the way) and dropped the asshole off. I was sneezing like crazy while walking back. When I got back, mom offered me a strawberry milkshake from Mac, which I kept entirely for myself (unintentionally) and fell asleep with the straw in my mouth. Only realising when my phone rang (I didn't drool okay). Then after hanging up, I just went straight to bed.

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And I guess, telepathy, is when you already are so deep in sleep, but somehow something just asks you to wake up at some ungodly hour and you see your handphone flashing in a corner. It was 5:24 in the morning.

a race to the bottom.

My sis wants to kill me. She gave me like soo many links to check out stuff I wanna get so she can get them for me! Omg, now the initial intended time span of my "online life" for today of half an hour has MULTIPLIED. diediedie. But it's okay! Cos I did my Chem spa alr. Hosei(:

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I feel so patriotic nowdays. Went down to watch the Bdiv rugby finals all the way at Home town academy in CCK. Though we don't know them at all, I guess we're sister/brother related in a way. And like Ah gong kept saying, "one family unbroken", we went down, screamed along, cheered, panicked, got anxious, and eventually rejoiced when the final whistle blew. (so do we get the half day too? (: )

Can clearly remember the thoughts running through my head at the moment, both are my brother schools. How? But I went down for a purpose(: So all I had to do was, complete my mission. HAHA. But honestly, the AC banner, about those who hope in the Lord will have their strength renewed, and soar on wings like eagles? It's so so soooooo PL..

I end school tmr at 1115. So I think I'm either coming home to sleep, or meeting my dear SWEETCREAMPIE (who cares why? lublub)
But there's PE at 315 (I'm gonna ask Jaime to excuse me!) and heats at 455 (some team event, finally!)
And Loy Fatt interview again, but to end the dreadful school week, plus day: LIQUID KITCHEN DATE. WOOHOO (*excited)

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Come on, Come on

Move a little closer

Come on, Come on

I want to hear you whisper

Come on, Come on

Settle down inside my love

thank you, cheryl(:

(my legs still hurt like siao man!)

Song for a friend.

Saturday: #
After a tired day of shopping, and disagreements, I met this idiot to chill at Mac near home. Haha. So holy yeah, my ass. =D

Sunday: # pure entertainment, uncensored.

We finally got to wear our team (insert school here) shirt!

After waiting for a whole 1hr and 20mins, the rest of the team FINALLY came down to Mac and the hungry Joy and I got our food(: (from breakfast, we waited til we nearly missed it!) While waiting, we were doing stupid stuff like the whole HEE HEE and PHIPHI thing. And eventually, at the end of the day, Yanns is HAHA, Sweets is HEH HEH, I'm HEE HEE and Joy's HOHO. How awfully retarded (not forgetting embarrassing) is that!

Then we left for National Stadium for Sevens! (check the back drop of the photo below)

Halfway through the match, some uninvited guest came along and totally put me off so I took a walk with ah gong and bumped into the "clown" who was sculpting balloons. Since I wasn't feeling in the right mood either, I decided to be a true blue grandaughter (kid) and get one. I think it's really pretty, though I still think a flower should have four petals. But yeah, it did cheer me up!
And I met- SU DEAREST, BRYAN (the meanest) BROTHER, KRYSTLE M.AZING, SHARON SUNSHINE, YANYI, SENIORS (JESS, CHOW, CHERYL, SHAN..) Lovely people(:

And somewhere in between these people came to the crowd and played with the drums and stuff, which was quite cool (:

The whole day of matches were really cool, fun, enjoyable, impressive, blahblah, and I'm sure we all had fun(:

Dinner with SWEETS(: summed up the day! With Malcolm Nick Jav Louis Samuel joining us after the final match of Fuji against England (40-19). I miss Marche!

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#Monday: U-P, up. A-N-D, and. O-N, on! UPANDONSAINTS!
Had this awful feeling about the coming week and was trying so hard to find an excuse to skip school. But I had dreadful heats. Which became direct finals. And yep, had a fight with Qins before that though. Spraying water and withdrawing of hands during a goodluck handshake.

And training was super enjoyable yesterday! (: We brushed up on our moves/basics and learnt new ones and played 2v2, 2v3 and eventually 3v3. (:

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#Tuesday: Braces/Phil/Sun(1) nu(3) rocks!
Gp was so dry, Ms Lee said we'll have some lame jokes in between. And they're so retarded la.
#1: What do you call a cow with ONLY two right legs?
#2: What do you call a cow with NO legs?
(answer at the bottom of entry(: )

I had the nicest smiley face drawn on my hand today, while in the library.
Seems like "Your hand so skinny, how to draw!" is possible too huh(: I think it's really cute, cos it stretches across my whole lower arm so the smiley looks reeaaallly cute. Plus, it came from a really un-arty person. Hurhur. Ah gong's hand, and Jesse's hand are the nicest! Cos they have my signature bracey smile. And Sun nu rocks/ phil rocks respectively. I really wonder how it looks like now, after their PT. Haha. And boy, I think we were making way too much noise in the library. Heh. After they left, I spent some quality time with the VERYVERYGOODFRIEND(: (zizizizi!)

Today, I really ached like CRAP. I could barely bend my legs properly and the most torturous of all- I CANT CROSS MY LEGS. You know what I mean? It's super tiring, and painful.
Yep, and I was all reluctant and hesistant to run today. Had half the mind of withdrawing, or hoping I'd cramp halfway during warm up.

Then just before we set off to the starting pt, I unzipped the shoebag I was carrying and #%#^&%&#!# it was boots inside. I freaked out like mad, and went all panicky. At that moment- I truly felt like I WANTED TO RUN. But then again, I thought, if they're gonna start off without me, so be it. I'm just not meant to run. I called Ah gong, but he didn't pick up. Called my phone, hoping he'd answer. No, he didn't. Then I called again. Gosh, my palms were soaking wet, my heart was beating at like 3256475 per second. Jav opened the room, I went in, took out, dumped my shoe bag with him, put on my shoes, ignored ahgong's "are you okay" qn of concern, rolled my eyes at Louis' comment, run over to the starting mark panting, said my last prayer, and ran(:
(All the girl events became direct finals! To think just before my race, I was telling someone, it'd probably be direct finals again. And yes it did.)

Loyfatt interview was quite fun(: I think, LoyFatt comm has got to be the COOLEST(: Not because we're cool people or cos we're a cool house but because we've got the COOLEST house master =D I bet as the other interviews were going on, the teachers/commers were making it super formal, but WE, were making it informal. MrNg even said to arrange the tables such that it was "as informal as you can". =D And mean Pius! We tricked the J1s into "bring along your PE gear and have enough rest". HAHA. (I'm hoping no interviewee sees this)
Seventh House Comm, here we coooommmeee!! (elections next friday! so fast/scary/exciting!)

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Though I lost the MASTER key (Damnit) to a very important room today, I think tonight's a very beautiful night. (: With all the catching up, patching up of broken friendship, and last but not least: ANGEL CALLED!!!! angel called angel called angel called angel called angel called angel called angel called angel called angel called angel called !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you know how exciting that is!!!!!!! OMG I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN I SAW THE NUMBER FLASHING, I SCREAMED NNNIIIIIGGGEEEELLLL into the phone the minute I picked up the call. Glad to hear you're fine angel! YAY 0=)

andso,aftersolong, wefinallypluckedupthecouragetotalkagain
Weiyarns, *hearts and roses and kisses all for you* I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU! (can't do without you either!) (-->green for Romanis)

And I got the cutest photo of ..... (omg hearthrob please)

A very mindless entry, of what I did and what I'm feeling. Haha, don't mind me. CANT CONTAIN THE EXCITMENT&JOY MAN. =D

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Let's say take a break from the day

And get back to the old garage

Because life's too short anyway

But at least it's better then average

As long as you got me

And I got you

You know we'll got a lot to go around

I'll be your friend

Your other brother

Another love to come and comfort you

And I'll keep reminding

If it's the only thing I ever do

I will always love

I will always love you

(song for a friend; Jason Mraz)

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Answers: #1: Lean meat ; #2: Ground meat. (Hurhur.)

"omg. HEE HEE and PHI PHI rhymes"

-joy, the notjustgoodfriend(:

"I am PHI PHI and I go HEE HEE. (not a rules kinda girl)"

its my psychotic response. says: like u know songs got some parts in brackets. same lor.
its my psychotic response. says:hahah
perfection through silence. says:yeah..
perfection through silence. says:so you will say it for me la
its my psychotic response. says:the brackets parts yes
its my psychotic response. says:we'll try it tmr.
its my psychotic response. says:HEEHEE

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The long awaited week end is finally here after a shit-filled week! But my sat-urday (like sad-turday) started off really wrong with an argument over the phone FIRST THING in the early morning. I fell asleep on my chemistry tys last night and ended up replying messages in my sleep.

Then my mom bugged me to get out of bed so I could help her bring out the stuff she was gonna give to the Salvation Army. But when they arrived, the people were being such jackasses, they rejected mom's table, which I totally see no faults with, but they insisted the paint at that little neglected corner is not done to perfection. Like WTF, it's not like we're selling it to you at cost price or something. Hur.

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every now and again sometime,

i get lost on the wind of a dream.

the air gets clean and the seas get wide

and i can do anything.

the pain it won't even cross my mind.

there is wonder in everything.

the rope gets loose,

the chains unbind.

and i can do anything.

> Did the Captain of the Titanic cry?

It's so unbelievable,

And I don't want to let it go,

Something so beautiful,

Flowing down like a waterfall.

I feel like you've always been,

Forever a part of me.

And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,

Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

-Craig David

Just such a lovely song(: Random post again, since the song is playing.

Angel ; misses, really. (:

team sa past, team sa present.

Yes, happy sunny, birthday zong. (yesterday)

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School started out wrong! With the whole rush over copying Chem Skill A, Ms Lee getting so angry/ pissed during GP and the whole "obviously you're just wasting your time" and "spastic cows" sarasm, BUT it went on pretty fine later in the day(: I spent my 1hr econs lecture break in the (now air conditioned) SC catching up with kwazizi, and the one period break (phy lect ended early) playing carom there again with the 3 subbers while the 4 subbers had their oh-so-stressful talk about not being able to cope/ how they can have more time to concentrate on the other 3 subjects 'til they scared soo many of classmates that all of them kept streaming in during phy remedial to take drop form/ get it signed.

AND WE GOT OUR TEAM SA Junior C. SHIRTS TODAY. And the even cool-er thing, everyone gets it! YAY! =D But mine's a little too big ):

Training was fine though, just ball skills. It ended with 2 sets of 400 and 1 80m (: Self choice to run. =D I feel like going McRitchie tmr! Go scout for the tree top trail(:

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You know I've been eating so unhealthily, I told myself no ice cream today, and even resisted the temptation from Bert's cone. But my dad was mysteriously/ surprisingly HIP today, he wanted to go check out Ice cube & Liquid kitchen. So in the end, I got this at Ice cube.

Tropical Breeze. (Peach sorbet, fruits & Peach liqeur) Yums!

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Well, leeseeFEEleeshearlimenchzeching ; (hearts)
Both Feiiers and I got FEE for our BT. HUR. Anyway, I miss you dearest!

Tonight is emo night, because when tomorrow comes, someone is gonna leave us to be a man! Though we aren't exactly those kinda typical close friends- close, I think we're still considerably close! And yes, I'm SO gonna miss you when you're gone (sounds like you're emigrating/ dying or something) And I'm so touched the feeling is mutual! But haha! I beat you to messaging first. Please take care of yourself, you skinny pole. And we don't need telescopes to watch over each other, all we need is some telepathy, and psychic abilities. (: Goodbye my lover my ex girlfriend, my angel. So gonna miss you. (: (Now I regret not going down for the SA-AC match cos I could have seen you for the last time!! + with hair!!)

#11 superstar(: your shirt will remind me of you, don't worry(:

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This is so random, but I really really think a photo speaks a thousand words, and maybe even more. (: Supposed to be at a Ronin gig right now! But oh well, there was training..

felicity

Well, MR OZH aka ZOEEEE =D aka METALMOUTH&THICKSPECS aka fellow orange aka i-love-your-house-so-much aka tuition friend aka fellow 6th house commer aka ENEMY (LoyFatt and Gomes bad blood) aka my listening ear ;

HAPPY EXCITING (and maybe EGGISH too since Easter is just round the corner) EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY!! (:

I'm so sorry about the flower, heh. (Anyway, I chose to put up that picture, though a little too long ago, but because I like it(: )

Yesterday, blogger was giving me problems, so I didn't really feel like blogging. This is one of the many sins I've consumed in the past three days. Unhealthy diet please. But it's my favourite(: And it tasted ESPECIALLY good since it came from someone who cares, and knew I was down. Love you, sweets(:

Le Livre D' Amour

&13insectbites

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Been needing and wanting the sugar rush lately. Think if this continues, I'm gonna get diabetic. Who ever said braces helps you lose weight anyway? There are always other alternatives to porridge like mashed potato ( I LIKE) or tao huay, which are by the way, not very healthy/ unfattening.

Okay, random post. My whole day has been spent sleeping today. Be it during lectures or tutorials. I even made Ms Tan shorten Phy tut. Damn, don't know why I'm so tired. Guess it's just the accumulated fatigue over the week.

124 for IQ test! Is that even high or low. HAHA.

take it with you.

5 rounds and fartlegs, plus exercises summed up today's PT. After teaching the jr the basics, I went for another 2 sets of 400. Boy, did it feel Good, with a capital G.

I'm so glad I went on with it despite my everdearest yanns' constant reminder that the track is soo wet/slippery and it's dangerous and that I might have a chance of slipping/ falling down/ injuring myself/ hurting my ankle and not being able to run.

But somehow, I just wanted to run, in the rain (drizzle rather), in the dark (it was past 7), in the cold wind. I probably just wanted the wind to strip me of my frustration/ irritation/ agitation/ worries/ problems/ insecurities/ fears.

The first round felt so good, I wanted to go for another, and another, but I had to stop before I overdid it. Decided on Mac for dinner (I think we have so many Mckids around me!) where I finally tried the apple dippers! (: Caramel, was wayy sweet, yet they say it's low fat. Like Ah Gong said, "who're you trying to kid man?" But nevermind(: I need the sugar. Though yes, I know. It's absolutely unhealthy.

the big bright yellow pretty sunny thing.

The big bright yellow pretty sunny thing.

Just a sunflower, some sm:)es, a little laughter, makes the world go round. (Who ever said love makes the world go round?)

Hoping this sunflower will be the "sun" to your dark/gloomy/emo days, and a call to the real sun to come out soon and stop hiding! It has been raining (so heavily) so often lately, it's just too emo. The dark clouds and raindrops, like obstacles & unfortunate events and tear drops in life. This big bright yellow pretty sunny flower, shall be the reason we sm:)e, the reason why life still has meaning, the reason why we still have something to rejoice about- because we know that there's always someone who cares, someone who knows how you're feeling.

(:

red chilli crab & unred buttered crab

Today was an absolutely horrible/upsetting day.
Reason being:

• I didn't bring my specs. No specs = blind
• I had 3 lectures, so through the entire day I couldn't see any shit.
• I didn't bring my Chem pract thing she went through in tutorial
• Neither did I bring my damn Chem notes where she mentioned so damned alot of "important stuff"
• It rained so damn heavily, got soaked right through, and I freaking didn't bring my keys. There was no one at home. #%&%#$@ (but getting locked out can be quite fun, funny actually(: ahaha)
• Singtel was lagging bigshit, every message from a non singteller came like HOURS later and it got really irritating cos everyone thought I was dao ing them please!

But on the bright side, it ended superbly well despite the rain/thunder/grey clouds and I wouldn't have missed it for the world. =D

And the rain made us relive our childhoods of wanting to play under the rain, worry-free, splishing and splashing in the water, running here and there, speed racing to see who'd reach the shelter first, slipping across the wet and slippery roads, splashing the rain water at each other's faces, ending up sooo wet and laughing at how silly each other look. haha.

#1: Nick

#2: Zong (hello metal mouth!)

#3: Xavier eating (I think)

#4: Ever so unglam Juls.

Yeah, so they had a fun time with my handphone. Gosh, the shots are absolutely disgusting! But I decided against posting them. The cover of the latest TIMES magazine. Just thought it was kinda appropriate to today's entry. Haha. (Worried about the mental cases of the above four people)Well, like what Nickelodeon will say-- this is a NICKSCLUSIVE. Dedicated entirely to you, dear woman. (:

So yes, today, I also did many catching up which I truly thankGod for!

1. Catch up with VERASEEYINGRU (finally) after A-G-E-S. We kinda spent like half the day together today. Siamesed <3
2. Catch up with CWY <3333333333 crab =" cancerians)
3. Thrash everything with Sweets and talk it out.

So the weather was pretty unkind, and I thought Yarns and I would never be able to meet. Like somehow something's just stopping us cos every meeting we plan seems to screw up. But no, God was kind eventually and the rained stopped and we met up later! (Like extremely late because of me, sorry!) The chocolate fondue (yumsyums) and sex on the beach (no we didn't lose our virginity, hurhur) for us please(: PLUS the exclusive sofa/cushion seats where you take off your smelly shoes!

I had so much fun catching up and talking about lots and lots and lots of things, from MG to
"this world is so weird" and "omg, I can't stand it!!" to lots of "sighs" ; "how" ; "ahhhhhh!!!!" and everything happy/unhappy/worth smiling(: /upsetting/ disturbing/ joyful. This session, was NOT-TO-BE-MISSED. It seriously ROCKS having someone share the exact same sentiments to something you'd hardly find anyone that'd agree with you about. And TA-DA, this is one I've found. You know, I've been so troubled and it was JUST SO comforting to know thath she feels the same? Gosh, I feel so much lighter now. =D =D =D (grins)

And so funny how both of us went home, grinning to ourselves like big retards. Truly, cancerians understand each other best, cos we're just so so so damn freakishly alike. Freaky stuff, but that's what makes us US anyway.

So-in-love with you, CWY(: ; my sweeetcreampie aka Unred butter crab(:

(Sweets, thanks for the phone call. I like this photo of us though it's dark. Cos I think it was a very special night(: Sleeping late, is definitely worth it for you, allright. *Hearts*)

OMG JUST REMEMBERED IVE 200m HEATS TMR AND IT'S ALREADY PAST ONE.

And so much for all the fun today, I'm so gonna get screwed at Chem tmr cos I just realised I haven't done my tutorial. I'm so f***ed.

still there.

Tuition! Again! After soooo long! (Not really actually, it just felt long.) And check out our permanent resident or should I say citizen of the B #07-06 ceiling! I don't think the rubber band is very visible in the photo but check out the shadow! That's more obvious(:

Yesterday, we went over to Zong's to celebrate his 5-day-early-18th-birthday(: I absolutely L-O-V-E his place(: Definitely one of the houses I enjoy chilling-out at the MOST. Like I was just telling my mom, I always go to Zong's!! Don't know what it is about his house that I like sooo much, but I just love it (: Haha. Maybe it's the loooong walk in from the bus stop, whether from RTC or across the road. Or maybe it's the thrill of taking a bus down from town and making sure you don't miss it or you'll land yourself in an all-too-unfamiliar Bukit Panjang, or maybe it's the oh-so-cool Minister neighbour and guard house just next to his, or the strangely charming #47. Or maybe it's the xbox (no!), or the oh-so-cosy room filled with lotsa cool posters/stuff, or the fact that he has his own toilet in his room, or the forever-so-filled-with-yoghurt refridgerator, the cooliomolio garden (snails infested last night), or the relive-your-childhood swings that go eeeeeeeek, eeeeeek, eeeeeeeek, everytime you defy gravity, or simply just the company. (:

So we went over around 7, just sat around and chilled and ate and slacked til One+++ am. (By then only, Pong Malcolm Jav Gerald Yew wei and I were left)
One point of time, Jav Zong Kelly & I went swinging! (tried being all young, innocent, happy and stress/worry-free again) while the other four were kept busy with the xbox. And something super embarrassing YET glam happened (: hoho, secret!

Wanted to stay over initially! But guess all the guys were too tired from their camp and Pong & I had second thoughts, so yeah, we didn't.

I think the bestbestbest part was CAKING Mr OZH(: Super funny how things went.

1. Pong suggested we cut the cake and Zong serves the rest.
2. We used Nick's share (cos Nick doesn't eat cake!)
3. We used the smallest slice, yet with a reasonable amount of Chocolate fudge.
4. We put our cake together, so we only had to carry one plate each.
5. We chose a spot away from the carpet (but we still dirtied it in the end)
6. We pretended to offer him his cake
7. (But he was drinking 7-up) So I had to ask "eh zong, can i have some?" and while he said "sure" I SMEARED THE CAKE! (YAY)

Since he didn't retaliate, we just smeared it all over his face/neck (I'm sorry about the shirt zong). Yeah but damn, I had my fair share too. He attacked me while I was sitting down and had nowhere to run. Pong's smart la! I don't know where she ran to. But we helped clean Zong up after that(: (yes and the place too =\)

And on the way home, we had a SHORT CUT HERE, SHORT CUT THERE then I reached home, right Ah gong? Haha.

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The World Wide Web- computer network consisting of a collection of internet sites that offer text and graphics and sound and animation resources through the hypertext transfer protocol (dictionary.com)

It's like an open letter to everyone, anyone can see it. Just like how you're seeing this.
*waves.

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This is absolutely hilarious, but I will protect the privacy of the person who said it. Heh heh(: [EXPLICIT CONTENT, HURR]

(that person) says:i swear b4 i die i'm gonna cup a guys b*lls
(that person) says:wait a minute i already did it
(that person) says:oh well i can die now

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I hope my sis can get that pair of shoes for me! Thanks alot ah gong! (sarcastic) You showed me the shoes and now I really want them. UGH!!

Lesbo, nvm about danceworks! I'm sure you guys did your best yeah? (:
HR, SORRY. TRULY AM. ):

Miro.

*Finch;

Slumber has erased me

Comfort is only skin deep

A dirty mirror reveals reason

To digest corrective medicine

I burned up, I burned up

Ablaze upon re-entry

Slow down

I woke up, I woke up

Face down along the shoreline

Paradise is mine

Shadows and living trees

Reach out to embrace me

This place, here, is where we don't exist

He carries dead weight with his fist

I burned up, I burned up

Ablaze upon re-entry

Slow down

I woke up, I woke up

Face down along the shoreline

Paradise is mine

You can't take it with you

You can't take it with you

Frame by frame we begin to change

Skeletons and robot brains she found

A book that writes itself

That plays it all upon a stage

over and over again

over and over again

where is the end?

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