Finish Line.

no, i didn't mean for this, neither did i expect it.
please,
it's all moving too fast a pace.
it all seems locked up in a teacup spinning on a children's playride.
thrilling, maybe but come the side effects; fatigue, dizziness, nausea.
stop! i might just wanna get off this ride.

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today, i felt like a mother of anxious 16/17 year olds,
and i made a close friend disappointed/angry.
i'm sorry, i'm sorry A.
and i let another down when i couldn't go down to help.