=D

Liberation is so surreal,
but as hoped,
I had a good dinner with the One in His True Form. (Indian food, HAHA)

I promise myself I will slack the next few days before trainings start in full force. (:

Truly madly deeply braindead.

The taste of liberation,
so sweet.
It is near,
I know.
I can smell it.

Thanks! =)

Haha Love you toooo!

Since My Last Blog Post,

I have,

• DOZED OFF WHILE WRITING (how the hell do you do that? But I did it. Gosh!)
• Finished a 500ml bottle of milk tea (omgs love it!)
• ate a packet of Peanut Butter M&Ms courtesy of MrsDarcy dearest from yesterday
• Did three physics tutorials. (THREE? Fuck man, where's your sense of urgency?)
• online shoppedy shopped (I feel deprived, really)

From now on, I must:

• do 06/07 Phy past yr paper
• Memorise formulae/definitions (I AM SO BRAIN DEAD)
• Read: Quantum, Photoelectric Effect, Infinite Potential Well, Induced Efield, Bohr's Model, Relativity ............... ok I better stop typing or I'm going to break out into a panic attack.

OKAY GDINE'S COUNTDOWN TIMER SAYS: 18hours.

But I've another 24 hours + 8 hours.....

so that makes, 50 hours to liberation! Right right right.

Mindless girl shall go do some mindful studying 0=)

JUMBO Sausage.

The weather is so hot, it heated up my shower stuff.

This for lunch! Faces in Places? Heh.

Be Honest To Yourself.

I really can't study anymore. This sucks =(

Bitchfits

I have, honestly,
never been so insulted.

Endurance Run.

I knew it,
I just knew it.


I knew we wouldn't wake up in time for Griddles. Haha.
I'm back to my insomnia days. Fuck.
Two more papers but you know, it's just so damn mentally tiring.
3 weeks of exams, seriously, isn't funny.

My Nick Is Auspiscious Cos It Has Many 'A's In It.

2 Thursdays Ago,

1 Saturday Ago,
Just this Thursday,

New Addition to the Zoo.

One Day Ago,

Roomie unintentionally bought a feast home and the room smelt like a.. canteen.


***

Chem paper today was all right. Not good enough to get an A, I suppose. Still can't get over the fact I returned 12 marks striking off my supposedly correct answer.
Then again, I think I have grown indifferent.


And moving on, two more papers to go.

While talking to W about FOODFOODFOOD and sharing with him my experience with McGriddles during the surprise for the Special,

I WANT TO COMPLAIN.


As much as it looks/smells REALLY yummy, there's this weird after taste....
And when I bought mine, ther person forgot my cheeese! How unfair!?
Plus I don't like the eggs from Mc so I ate the one without egg,
SO CAN YOU IMAGINE. All I had was the pancakes and sausage,
Oh man. How pathetic..... =(

But with that, we have decided that the 3 lonely birds shall meet for breakf on Sat morning! Yippeee! I shall give aN.Tee.yoU's Mc a second chance.
I seriously hope we can wake up in time for good food on Sat. HEH.

It's times like these you truly madly deeply hate being a girl.
Spent almost the entire day tossing groaning and whining in pain.
Zzzzz, please don't let tomorrow be like this. =((

Why, Oh Why.

I asked,
not entirely because I want you to defend yourself.
But because I wanted to know I didn't make the right choice disbelieving what I hear.


And also because I didn't know how else to make you talk about it.

I Have Been Letting Myself Down.

Never went for a paper so prepared,
did the paper so unprepared,
and left the exam hall so screwed.


Honestly, I am rather discouraged after two bad papers,
knowing you have another 3 more to go.

Doesn't help that the weather's been like that,
my sore throat seems perpetual,
and my more than half my brain seems to have stopped functioning.

I. Am. Just. Whining.I. Am. Just. Whining.I. Am. Just. Whining.I. Am. Just. Whining.





This somewhat feels awfully familiar.

28:48

minutes, seconds.















Die already la, imprisonment.

Die already. =(

My brain feels really messed up.

Relax, Take It Eeeeeee-zeeeeeeeee.

For there is nothing that we can do.

After a near 2 week absence from exercising (not forgetting 3 week absence from Touch), I ran again tonight.

A different route for the first time, that literally sucked my life and every fluid in my body (including my brainjuice), leaving me light headed.

We ran the reverse of the entire campus and the slope was steefuckingeeep and looobloodyooong. It seriously is a damn good example of MIND OVER BODY, like how I was telling Eli; you want to give up so badly but once you stop, you lose your momentum and starting again would be so much worse. And once you're over it, there's downhill for the recovery, so you don't even need to stop.

It's just getting through it. Mind over Matter, push and force yourself through it.

Cheesy as it sounds, it hit me that we really have to get to the top to see what's on the other side. And most of the time, it won't disappoint. Well, at least it didn't for me tonight.

Ocean wide;

HAPPY TWENTYFIRST, My coolest Childhoodie!

I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you.........

Sick Cycle

You have no idea how bloody damn good it feels to strike Computing off the list of papers.
Two down, four to go, while the rest have two to go.
Sucks that I always seem to have two times more of theirs. =(

Would love to set my computing text and every other computing related item on fire,
but there's this inner voice holding me back for fear of not being able to pull through the paper.

Shall! Look! Forward!


My throat hurts again. Must be too much screaming at waynechowmugger.

If I did it once, I should be able to do it again.
Right?


9am paper tomorrow and I'm still awake =\
Lucks lucks lucks!

Computing Nerds

The Beauty Of Home Vs The Evil Of Temptation

If I could summarise my life in one word now,
it would be: Paradoxical.

I am happy yet miserable,
I am suffering yet blissful,
I am impatient yet waiting,
I am desperate yet reluctant.


I spent last night drifting in and out of sleep together with the raindrops beating against my window.
I can never understand how one can survive in school for 14 days straight, and worse; alone.
Sis calls me a retard for coming home for a mere 15 (?) hours, but I call it redemption.

Almost feels like I was shifting out of Hall already when I left,
with two big bags and a bittersweet goodbye.
I wonder how it'd really feel when I do leave.
And I wonder how I'm gonna survive with trainings twice/thrice weekly in school.


ANYHOWSS, before I hit 30th April 1900 hours, Computing is imminent.
Cannot! Wait! To! Strike! It! Off! My! List! Haha!
God and favourite luckiest Robotman, please take me through it.


PS: Dinner today was Adam Road Nasi Lemak + Ice Kachang + Papaya Milk + Strawberries. Not forgetting I drank half of Daddy's mutton soup. I feel a fat face.

(Almost) Half A Year Ago,

When I have a sudden influx of entries,

I'm either too bored from studying, or very stressed =(((

So anyway, while I was slacking my ass off for the past 3 hours,

I was looking through my old photos and found these!

We can tahan the weight of the books! Come on, come on!

Krayzeeeeeeeeee

printf("I hate computing like shitz\n");

Thrillion = Thrilled + Trillion

Today, I woke up with a really nasty throat, I thought I lost my voice.

Didn't have a proper lunch and semi-starved, then had Crystal Jade for dinner! =D Heh

Watched the same mindfucking 90min film for imprisonment for the second time,

yet still can't understand the implied meanings in some.

Really mindfucked, again.

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Is This What You Call "Divine Intervention" ?

If it is, You're not making it easy, Lord.

Just when you decide you're not giving enough and do something about it,
everything goes the other way you've planned for.
I'm sorry for surprises, I should stay away from them for a while now.


Yes, Philzelnut is mouldy today.



Are these signs from You, God?

My Own Disaster

I've never had a surprise go so wrong,
a day go so bad with a continuous string of misfortunate events.



So, before the day ends, I really ought to anticipate for more bad surprises.
What an irony, really.


The best way out of an awkward situation is to leave.


PS: I called to say I'm fine, and ask how you're holding up.

"Nvm"s and "It's Ok"s

When you try to please too many people,
most of the time you end up pleasing at least one.
but you're probably not the happiest either,
yet you don't really have a choice.

What an irony cos you are the one pleasing the person, you should get to choose.


Then we go on about how different choices lead to different outcomes,
like how I am choosing to post a mindless entry based on my temporary emotions that will soon fade when I wake up in, maybe, 10hours.


That being said,
goodnight and may we all have a productive day studying tomorrow.
Lucks! For! Ob! Roomie!

SUBWAY, EAT FRESH!

My order:

"I want a foot long subway club,
bread: parmesan
veg: lettuce and tomato
sauce: sweet onion and salt and pepper
make it a large meal
2 white chip and 1 peanut butter"

and I got
- a foot long subway club MELT in parmesan bread
- lettuce + tomato + CUCUMBER+ ONION+ CAPSICUM + OLIVES

zzz was really quite irritated I couldn't keep my mouth shut about W mixing up my order.
subway melt = bacon instead of beef.
so sad right. but W is really so cute sometimes. HAHA (I know Pang's gonna go eeew/roll her eyes)

ps: Math today was allright. Maybe a little bit TOO allright everybody said it's easy. Just when I thought it's easy too, I realise I made a few stupid mistakes. That's what you get for being complacent and falling asleep 45 mins before the end of the paper. HAH

Google Fluke

captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
a math qn for u
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
how many times does a duck orgast in one day

always, all ways. says:
omg
always, all ways. says:
3/4?
always, all ways. says:
ahahahaha

captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
ur super lame leh
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
hahahha
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
confirm or not
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
duck orgast alot of times

captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
google it
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
or wiki it

always, all ways. says:
ahha
always, all ways. says:
how i know
always, all ways. says:
cos duck is 3/4 of fuck? so i thought 3/4 omg but i just realised it doesnt makes sense

captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
oh mans!!!!
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
duck is a mother of fuck
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
because d come first then f
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
actually grandmother
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
d e f


always, all ways. says:
i cant google it!
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
wiki it!

always, all ways. says:
so it is how many times
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
hmmm let me think... i shall ask the duck in the market then i tell u k
captain chong is going to catch pirate alana says:
i also dunno



Anyhows, I really googled/wiki-ed together with the very-excited-Roomie, debating how you spell orgas(t) ???? Is there such a word in the first place? Heh

Good bad joke Chong!

Either You Hurt Yourself First Or Let Them Hurt You

Romeo and I had a good run in the rain today,
got soaked "as wet as bathing",
and a good lunch over the transformations of people during the examination period.

There are those who become selfish, but this world we live in is a dog-eat-dog one anyway.
There are those who become withdrawn, too caught up with work.
There are those who grow indifferent towards anything and everything apart from books, even people relations.
And then there are those who become (overly) sensitive. Guess it's always best to receive some TLC amidst all the stress and exhaustion.


With that, I thank my studying buddies (even if you were selfish and make me walk all the way to a place inconvenient with no seats, or if you are guilty of stuffing me with snacks while we study, etc, etc); I thank those who have been tolerant and understanding(:


Like Pang said, I tend to be more sensitive during exams, and I do not deny that.

Jar of Luck and Love!

First. Paper. Tomorrow.


Happy birthday Chong!

Consistently Inconsistent.

While I was home over the weekend, Roomie love aside,

15:23 is the time to beat ;)

Heaven by your side

"You and I, cannot hide
The love we feel inside,
The words we need to say.

I feel that I
Have always walked alone.
But now that you're here with me,
There'll always be a place that I can go."

I effectively did nothing productive since I ate my sundae.
And I had nugget meal for dinner,
I really ought to shoot myself, don't I?
I better play doubly well, run doubly hard tomorrow.

Fork siaaah. (Since V says I'm damn vulgar =( )

Curry Chicken Puff and Peanut Tangyuans

Awesomest,
I forgot to bring home my keys!

Thus, I have found myself in an open space, enjoying the privileged wireless access.
Probably gonna freeze my butt off without a sweater,
but at least I'm not alone. (:


Absolutely love my current desktop background,
for all the reasons possible. Heh.

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AND MY STRAWBERRY SUNDAEEE! (:

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Phil 4:13

V rocks cos she let me drive her car.
V rocks cos she trusts me with her car alone!

Thank you for dinner/studying! Don't stress, and God will take you through everything, I'm sure(:

Banana Sm:)es

To me,
Absence (almost) always, makes the heart grow fonder.

ECOMM

[My Name]– "You need to pronounce some words more clearly, e.g. ‘everyone’."


SERIOUSLY DAMN FUCKED UP. A- , C+, B+ , B?
Omg, seriously cannot believe it.

Spoken.

Our threadless tees are here! =D
And I'm still itching. =(






Really.
Quite.
Frustrated.

With Myself.

pongpong!

Congrats on passing your driving, favourite! (:

I want a bangbus ride soooon (:

(Untitled)

Probably one of the prettiest flowers I have ever ever seen/received.

It's soo perfect, I almost thought it was a fake flower.

I had an eventful weekend, with 180 degree turn of emotions one time too many,

I can never seem to get enough rest.

(Not forgetting, I didn't even play/train this week. Crap, then next week how?)

With that, my computing test tomorrow is screwed,

but training shall go fine after my one week break from touch. At least I hope so.

Thank you for the sunshine moments.

The Inner Struggle.

Fuckfreakfuck.






I am damn miserable. ='(
.
.
.
.
.
Pang, save me =(

The Last To Know?

She asked me Why today,
and I couldn't answer her.
She said it's a good thing,
but I felt otherwise.

Never had a solid explanation to justify my (in this case) abnormal stand towards things.
She tells me I'm shy, but I'd like to take things the complicated way.




"It's complicated."

You Learn Something New (about yourself) Everyday

After (almost) twenty years of existence,
yesterday, I learn that I'm allergic to something.

Not sure what that something is, but it's SOMETHING!

After all the fuss and worrying over our room being bed-bugs-infested, the doctor concluded my bites/bumps/swells/rash/itches as allergy reactions; Alcohol hives they call it?



God a jab in the ass, and was given an MC for today's game. I hope ek kicks ass again!

So yeah, I sit here unproductive once again. Spent half my day in bed once again. Ill-disciplined, phil. Too Ill-disciplined.

Really need to start studying =((


PS: One more thing, I'm not supposed to soak my retainers in hot/warm water! Omgs.

Starbucks for life =D

I think my dentist is gonna kill me later because....

1. I haven't flossed my teeth
2. My retainers are um, quite dirty
3. I haven't worn them in the past hour and probably won't in the next few til I see her cos I want to eat ice cream!!

I am contemplating...

if I should play tomorrow now that I have the rashes thing. =\

I am having difficulty....

• making decisions
• with computing
• managing my time
• managing my WEIGHT MUAHAHAHHAAHAH

$@*#%!!)%*@*%@&%! UGH

Roomie and I are breaking out in rash/weird insect bites.
Omg it's crazy, I've never itched soo badly before.
I think mine's so much worse than yours, Eli.
Is it our room or is it the hall! UGH

Anyway, the weather's been crazy, hot and cold all in a day,
while Phil's been busy trying to settle down to study,
and Phil is aching from the past 3 days of runs,
.
.
.
.
.
.
and Phil has Mariah's Touch My Body stuck in her head. OMG IRRITATING.


Ps: Transcription decoding is fun fun fun!

More Than Words?

I've so much to say but sometimes no matter how well you've pieced your thoughts together, your mind still hits a complete blank once you enter this space.

Sometimes, maybe just sometimes, words aren't enough to justify what's running through your mind.
You feel like a one year old, desperately trying to put across what you want, how you feel, but you fail to with limited vocabulary and probably the not-so-developed speech.
That's why babies/kids cry. It's the most powerful and noticeable sound to gain attention.
No, not that I'm crying. I'm just saying there has to be another substitute for words even at this age.....


I need 3 days for weekends.

Ps: Gdine, you've become my roomie's #1 idol. Haha.

Postponed From Too Long Ago

My hot date wants me to post that I've another hot date next Tuesday. =)

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#include stdio.h

GIB =) says:
actually, i dun see the point for u to change ur status to busy..
GIB =) says:
i doubt it works
GIB =) says:
haha
GIB =) says:
(busy == online && away == online)
paper aeroplanes and love dedications says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA IDIOT

FOOD MAKES ME DAMN HAPPY. =D HEE HEE

With the completion of the new Admin Cluster building next to LT 1A, we are pleased to inform you that the following eatery outlets will be operational progressively from 7 April 2008 onwards:

· Level 1 (Car Park A level, connected to Car Park A near the 7-Eleven convenience store)

Fast Food

McDonald’s

Subway

Canadian Pizza

Old Chang Kee


Cafés

Sakae Sushi

The Palette (Western Food)



· Level 2 (accessible from LT1 at Plaza level, and interconnected with Level 1)


Food Connection (Food Court)

Executive Café


The brand new cafés, food court and fast food chains will offer a wide variety of food, pleasant dining experience in a conducive environment with seating capacity about twice of that in the current Canteen A.

All food stalls at the current Canteen A will cease operation by 30 April 2008. [okay this is tragic. =( ]


Ps: Today I got fooled like an April's Fool by SHOOWENLONGFAVIER @*#@&$@!!#@^$!@

You Know You're Stressed When You Start To Drop Too Much Hair.

Retainers are the bane of lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.