Tension Headaches.

I am honestly getting out of hand,

yesterday I screamed at two people ; one didn't hold it against me, and one didn't take it as well.

Honestly, I know it's no excuse. I have no better justifications.

But I'm crumbling and my safety net has broken.

I hate falling asleep, cos I can't. I have a huge load on my mind. I try to cast it down, I take it to the Lord.

Then I hate waking up. To reality. It hits me so hard. Mentally.

If only it were physical then I could pass out and have bigger excuses.