I Melt In The Sun Like Sugar In Water.

Ever since I fell ill last week, everytime I step under the sun, I get this contracting feeling in my head.

And everytime I'm made to run a little harder than I can, I get this nauseous feeling in my tummy.

G made me realise a while ago that school is starting in 2 weeks.

Paradoxical feelings; I'm quite tired of holidays. (haha what a joke) Somehow, school gives you a direction, a focus. Though yes, 5/7 days I'm cooped up in PulauBoonlayNTU but ohwell, I guess it beats travelling there now 3/7 days for training bright and early.

Bad; I'm so desperate for my holiday and I know it's coming =) But when something comes it means it's going to end and school is starting.

A paragraph full of contradictions but with the significant changes made to my uni life with effect of this commencing semester, I don't know if I should be excited or worried.

J once told me, "Time doesn't past quickly. It only feels like it did when it's over because it already happened"

How true.

Yesterday, I was denied sleep after training and got dragged to Partyworld when I don't sing. So I got conned of sixteenbucks where I was semi upset. Then to accomodate us, they (FOC main comm!) let us slot in English songs which they knew too but it doesn't seem as fun as when they yell into the microphones alongside their favourite Chinese music. =((

W.araku-ed for dinner and ZM had swollen, cracked lips after 4 hours of emotion-filled serenading.