Yesterday, someone insulted the person I was talking to (not a friend of mine, thankfully) and said that in response to her conversation, I should've just said "Sorry. I don't talk to ugly people."

Then I looked at the person who said that and wondered,
"Are you very good looking yourself?"

Hmm. Mankind.

Pleasant Surprise

Today over dinner:
(while G was cutting her birthday cake after blowing out the candles)
G: "why is it so hard?"
Meng: "cos you just blow it."
Everyone: "wth.........."

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conversations like this, it's so us. Like how Yuhong and Wanting were sharing their exchange experiences,
which led to musuem visits,
which led to Sex musuem,
which led to animal sex, the evolution of condoms, and the list continues.

Oh dear. This is US. 3 years and it hasn't changed.
But you know, I'm glad it hasn't. I love us like that.
I love Trojan. ((((:

Heartaches and Headaches.

Hello World,

I've been busy lately. But not quite.

You know like how time flies and you don't even realise it,

yet you can't quite point a finger on what you've been spending the time doing.

Just last night I realised that it was already, 27th MAY.

So I missed one of my dearestest friend's birthday on the 24th. Completely slipped my mind and I have no excuse. And thank you Dearest Yanns for being ever understanding and forgiving. =)

And still having 100% faith in the friendship we have, despite this big disappointment from me.

I love you!

And then there's many little things I need to deal with: Love, Loss, Stress, Friends, Performance, Expectations, Needs, Duties, Responsibilities, etc.

Yeah, IA has ended but it seems like the other avenues are taxing on me.

And last night I was talking to The Dongdong and I really wanted to cry. I don't know if it was because of how I felt; that I'm slowly becoming selfish, or because of how I'm falling short of the expectations of many, or I'm just simply stretched.

Then the latter will lead into the former: that I'm just selfish, how I only see that people need a part of me but I don't offer that helping hand or listening ear. And with that I am falling short of expectations. It's a sick cycle.

And I am not like that.

But anyway, Thank YOU for listening and assuring me.

You make me feel like a better person altogether. Love you(:

AWW. =)

ME:
*hahaha
*hows your broken heart

D:
*still breaking.. ):
*hahahahha

ME:
*HAHAHAHA
*seriously....
*no redemption booth?

D:
*no leh
*wont get to redeem anyth i guesssss
*Sigh Sigh Sigh

ME:
*HAHAHAHHA
*hug]
*you can redeem me

D:
*i thought i've alr redeemed you?
*no?

ME:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAA
*AWWW so sweeet!

D:
((((:

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So sweet ah.

Midnight Confessions

It's getting harder to piece my thoughts together when I can condense them into 140 characters which I have much easier access to.

On another note, I've got myself a new plaything, yay! :D

I love all technical gadgets black. Mmhmm.

Question of the day: They say people speak the truth when they're drunk. What about when they're sleep texting semi concious?

Give me More.

We ran at the stroke of midnight, illegally.

Under the stars, under the moonlit sky.

Against the wind, against all rules.

It felt good, to get my legs moving again.

They feel heavier with the additional gain from the Festive binging,

but better to get them started before Saturday and Sunday.

=)

I talked to G last night, and she said one thing that was so right.

Keep your cool. The player musn't get played.

PS: Am at work now. Awesome pawsome yo!

Relak One Corner.

Today, I'm gonna talk about two things:

1. Love
2. Bimbotic Moments

Ok firstly: Love.

It's constantly on the tip of our tongue. Just over supper last Friday, Mamadao was sharing how her friend told her she rather love her other half more than he loves her.

That's cos you can't choose who to love you, but you can choose who to love.

Which is a very self sacrificial thinking in my opinion. Definitely not something wrong with that thinking, but how often do you hear that?

Which reminded me about what I read weeks back on FML:

"The man who loves me the most, the man I love, and my husband are 3 completely different people."

Sometimes routine, and dependence just leads to the skewed conception of love. It's scary how you've become so accustomed and used to things that you're unwilling to break apart from it though you may not happy.

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The second thing: about Bimbo moments.

Ok for the sake of everybody, I shall leave it anonymous.

Today, we were talking about the Monopolygame thingy happening at Macs and how there is only 1 SentosaCove available (which allows you to win 50 000$!)

So person A was saying how we can actually sell the title deed and make a profit out of it.

Initially we thought of selling it for $51 000 (and earning $1) and somehow agreed that the profits should be split evenly instead.

Then later a sensible person turned around to ask why we would sell it for $25 000 when the MarinaBay deed was so easily obtainable.

Then we tried very hard to reason him out ........

until we realised we were so so stupid.

Cos since MarinaBay was easily obtainable, you can keep the Sentosacove deed for yourself and claim all 50k instead of splitting it into half with a total stranger.

Haha. We laughed so hard somebody turned as red as a tomato and teared. =)

G: you missed this. Haha

How to Fall Asleep At Work Without Getting Caught

A says:
*you know yesterday i v tired
*then i scared sleep on table people can see
*so i hide under the table haha

I say:
*hahahah how you hide under the table?
*you damn good

A says:
*haha
*i touch my toes
*then sleep

I say:
*dont bluff

A says:

*really
*i sit on the chair
*then i bend over then i go under the table haha
*i was thinking if i should just sit on the floor and sleep haha
*but too kz already

NO MORE NEGATIVE EXPERIENCES. HAHAHA

I SAY:
*small better la
*so peaceful

SHE SAYS:
*hahaha now peaceful, only quarrels are quarrels over food

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And indeed, Team dinner was funfunfun but fullfullfull!

=))

"if you don't mug, you die!!!!!!!"


Thanks, Chou Chou.

KaKa

And that was the first exclusive appearance on paperbacked by mommymommy yeepeipei(:

Yesterday in lecture while whining bout the cockroach attack, my dear friend xh said "talk to the kaka he can hear human audible range (: "
So cute (((:

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Today on MSN:

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"Do You Know Half The World Is Starving?"

About two weeks ago over tea, Aw convinced me how mankind are more independent than we think of ourselves.

If we took a step back and slowed things down a notch, we realise that there are many moments you don't need company. But during these times when you actually do have someone with you, it is but a privilege.

It is not about, "why aren't you there when I need you" but "thanks for being here with me".

Just a few hours ago, I was reading through _feelosophy. A long forgotten logbook. A secret stash of memories I don't want to forget. A little scary though, how some move on while others stay rooted where they came from. A little skeptical, how empty promises and absolutes are used so freely, "I will never"; "You will always".

I am ashamed to say a part of me has forgotten, yet a part of me still yearns.

It is hard to ignore completely, yet difficult to accept whole heartedly.

And the part about school: I can never finish whinging.

Why am I not surprised I decided to slug in bed til noon instead of going for lessons.

Now I pay the dire consequences of missing tutorial- I understand zilch.

The fire alarm went off at 5 in the morning too, waking neighbours and myself. (BUT NOT MY ROOM MATE NOR ANGELA!)

And just on Monday, I went to school for an 1130 class when school starts at 1230.

ARGH.

Take away my past but don't rob my memories.

Take Me Higher Where Blind Men See.

This is the Birthday Cake of my 6year old Cousin.

SIX YEAR OLD?! Omg. Sorry Crabz but I think her cake beats yours hands down. :\

I wonder if she complained about her Belle gown during the party; that it was warm or itchy.

I wonder if 10 years down the road, she'd still remember how her cake tasted.

I wonder if 10 years later, she'll remember the games she played and the people who attended her party.

Omg jealous. :(

Anyway, Penguin and I went for dins at JayPee after school where we ended up shopping and splurging like shopaholics. (Ironically, she was just watching the movie while waiting for me to end) What a sin, but it's therapeutic so we promised each other we will finish up overdue work. (:

Looking forward to the weekends. Though it'd be without S but I really hate skooooolz.

To others, "It's week 3 ALREADY."

But to me, "It's week 3 ONLY."

SENSE OF URGENCY, PHILLY.

terminalone

flight delayed by an hour and fifteen mins zzzz

yanyi just called to say she's at t3 but I can't go meet her cos I'm inside :(
and mom just told me she has twitter too.
"I got alot of followers you know! no joke ok." -mom

I think she might just be cooler than me when it comes to tweet tweet.

Sporty, Mature or Girl Next Door?

Hi! I'm Miss Sporty. Balls, racquets, bats; you name it, I love it. I love a good workout and I'd like to invite you to join me someday. I'm Miss Sporty."

x12 (not including rehearsals)

That's how many times we had to officially repeat ourselves today at camp. I didn't stay long and I saw quite a bit of familiar faces. It was kinda awkward how the guys entered the rooms through the connecting toilet to where we were and almost every group would ask "Is that all?", or "What's the purpose of this?" at the end of our speech.

S was telling me how this guy made Miss Sporty his choice and he decided to play punk and ask, "YOU SURE NOT?!". It made the rest of them laugh, I would've if I heard it too. =)

And an old OG mate said Hi and identified himself. (Good thing he did cos he looked really different but I also managed to spot his name from his identity tag. MUAHAHA)

Left with S for Tampines after that. Imagine B.oonlay --> Tampines = ZZZZZZZ.

It was really a long journey, my friends who stay in Tampines but not hall are heroes! =)

*
*

And all that hassle for Saturday: getting extra jerseys, printing

new sets, getting ball, getting players, settling reg form, waking up early, it was all worth it.

Verrrrrrrrr-monster!

We did it.

We won.

Okay, so it wasn't exactly an official tournament, nor was it the full team but but but we still did it.

And I hope this boosts the team morale, and each player believes in themselves more than they did before.

Sonny couldn't play cos I didn't register her, and permission from the people of higher positions was denied too(: Sorry dear but it was for your own good(:

Watched the boys' u20 matches after YouthInTouch where we saw little girls WITH ABS running. Full-grown abs, like six packs and all. Boy are we embarrassed to call ourselves sports people when we look at these 8, 9 year olds. :\

Dinnered at Newton with my favourite chengteng to end the day(: Yumyums(:

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Friday;

Dinnered with the so-called Spare-tyre boyfriend (haha) aka arthurlimjinghui and herngs. Everybody was late so we had very little time to eat :( Caught Personal Effects starring Ashton Kutcher and Michelle Pfeiffer (?). Bad choice of place to watch (Lido omg haha) but pretty good movie. If you're the type with patience for a slow show, or the type who likes artsy films, go catch it. I kinda liked it though the spare tyre was semi-bored and very, very restless(:

PS: SEETOHWEIYANN IS BACK FROM HAMBURG(ER)!! :D

Thursday;

Visited Sonny at home with the new MJ-inspired nose (HAHA) with balloons and gummies(: Made a new friend, NOZZZZY which is a yellow ____________ . (Can't quite decide if it's a cow, dinosaur, ox, or ... ? )

Then friendly over at Dover(:

And dinner at Clementi where we got lost in an unfamiliar area, heh.

Oh life's good again,

But school's starting in a little more than a weeeeeek.

"......., that’s why we are so frigging awesome. "

OMGGYOURESORETARDED

My beautiful mistake gPhone. says (11:52 PM):
*n hor
*i kinda like to throw the phone into the bag
*i see u do it..n it looks fun

the end is where I begin. says (11:52 PM):
*HAHAHAHAHA
*omg that is sooo retarded

My beautiful mistake gPhone. says (11:54 PM):
*wat?
*throwing into the bag?
*u do it all the time wat
*n i find it amusing when u always dig for the phone

*but my phone is always there!! it cant disappear..cos i have to put it there carefully each time..

the end is where I begin. says (11:58 PM):
*hahahhahah
*fine!
*its good to take care of your things
*dont anyhow throw!

My beautiful mistake gPhone. says (11:58 PM):
*but it looks fun
*fuck where's my phone
*nabei la. i cannot find my phone
*i cant say these

.

I've had ear phones plugged in for almost two hours now, but no music was switched on.

Neither am I watching any videos.

Yet the restrictions the wires have bound between me and my lappy have made me lazy and confined to this small space.

I am such a bum.

PS: Jokes for the day:

A: "Do pigs fly?"

......

A: "Yes.. Cos Swines flew..." (Swine flu)

V: "Which animal will die in the Arctic?"

J: "Is this another one of the s.wine flu like joke?"

V: "No!! It's a brand name"

...................

V: " (very excitedly) Ok let me tell you the answer!!!!

Cow!! Cos Niu bei leng si. (N.ew balance)"

Us: -____________________-

I Am So Tired Of Studying.

I have lost track of time,

like a spaceman walking on moon- how the effect of gravity is less and everything seems to feel slower.......

Today we got distracted by games on Black Beauty(: (Awww)

My friend, WtheWonderboy said playing too much Topple sucked his brainjuice dry so he put an abrupt and advanced end to his day.

He also told us a joke,  which he laughed two times harder than we did after he said the answer:

"Which is the most dangerous city?"

--"Electric."

(5 seconds of silence)

--"Electric- city! HAHAHAHAHA x1000"

We probably also top the list for Library-Rebels since we do everything we shouldn't : Eat, Talk (real) loudly -subconsciously or not, have our handphones (not!) in silent mode, blasting music from whichever electronic device (accidentally, I swear!!).

But anyhoo, we sat beside really nice people today who gave ForgetfulFavier foolscap paper(:

PS: Black Beauty is the Ipod touch. And in case you were wondering, NO. It isn't meant to have any unintended relation to the owner.

Good Joke, Sonny.

/.-. says (4:19 PM):
*hahaha 

but gotta study and do at the same time wait u see me in IMH

the end is where I begin. says (4:20 PM):
*hahaha
*i think i must go soon
*fucking stressed

/.-. says (4:21 PM):
*haahahaha yay we can be toilet mates