All The Best.

And indeed, Black Beauty is an awesome distraction. For the second week running, I can actually just spend time with it til the battery is only 10%

Anyhow, been really tired lately. I'm exhausted from thinking.
Sometimes I just don't want to, or don't feel like it but it always, all ways finds it's way back and haunts me.
Like a fever you can't sweat, it lingers and stays longer than you'd like.

I've been wondering if it's disturbing you as much as me.
I'm so tired pretending.

I Am So Tired Of Studying.

I have lost track of time,

like a spaceman walking on moon- how the effect of gravity is less and everything seems to feel slower.......

Today we got distracted by games on Black Beauty(: (Awww)

My friend, WtheWonderboy said playing too much Topple sucked his brainjuice dry so he put an abrupt and advanced end to his day.

He also told us a joke,  which he laughed two times harder than we did after he said the answer:

"Which is the most dangerous city?"

--"Electric."

(5 seconds of silence)

--"Electric- city! HAHAHAHAHA x1000"

We probably also top the list for Library-Rebels since we do everything we shouldn't : Eat, Talk (real) loudly -subconsciously or not, have our handphones (not!) in silent mode, blasting music from whichever electronic device (accidentally, I swear!!).

But anyhoo, we sat beside really nice people today who gave ForgetfulFavier foolscap paper(:

PS: Black Beauty is the Ipod touch. And in case you were wondering, NO. It isn't meant to have any unintended relation to the owner.

Now?

The weekend passed like pseudo post-exams,

Friday with Family,

Saturday playing Touch and supper with Bao,

Sunday spent at church, shopping, airport slacking and watching soccer.

It also felt somewhat like a celebration, where we treated ourselves to good food; Mac Breakfast, Kenny Rogers, Sushi, Kickass prawn noodles, Supper at T.ongshui, X.in wang .....  .

The sun on Saturday was mega hot, so hot I had goosebumps. Weird, cos it has never happened before and I thought they'd only appear when I'm extremely cold.

We won 8-7, not too convincing a win, but one nonetheless. Grazed my knees and nearly evaporated under the heat. =(

Then an impromptu supper retreat, which led to lotsa screaming in the car (which isn't uncommon). It was a good catch up, a good break from revision, a good source of comfort- that old times never die. 

Sunday, travelled to about two places to get a watch with a heart rate monitor. When we finally found it, turns out they didn't have the strap, so we got another (which in my opinion, is probably only third or fourth best ) Studied for about two hours or so before we headed East to Bedok, an hour early. Aiport for dinner, and supposedly study, but the plane landed early and dinner took longer than expected no thanks to poor service. 

Stayed up to watch M.anU lose. >=( Even though they fielded a really young team, I thought they'd still pull through. We went into penalties and lost. YOU KNOW WHY? Cos VANDERSAR didn't play. =) Still think Welbeck sucks btw.

Mommy sent us back to hall after lunch today(: Yay to a spare car for two weeks! :D I tried starting to shift out and unknowingly packed two (huggee) bags worth of clothes but my wardrobe still looks the same.

PS: The touch is home, still sealed, and hidden in a corner under my table.

(NO GPANG you are not going to open it for me(: )

PPS: 2 people walked past and commented how shag/stressed/qiao cui I look, another via webcam, and another over dinner. This is not a good sign. =(

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I promise to study harder. :(

Goodbye my Touch. Though We've Only Met For 2days.

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I saw it coming- I'm sure I did. Yet I did nothing to stop it.

Or maybe, doing nothing was the only thing I could do.

People talk about the 'Angel' and 'Devil' voices in our heads; the good and the bad.

But sometimes it's just our Hearts versus our Heads.

There is no good or bad, only something we can't explain, something intangible, something non measurable.

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School today was slightly different, we had donuts and cookies as Exam Welfare.

We chose to queue for the donuts over cookies and it was disgusting how there were people eating a cookie, queueing for the donut. And, how can someone carry 5 boxes of cereal/files/foolscap and strutt into the LT, late, yet so proud of his achievements?

Sorry but I cannot accept it. 

Caught St.reetFighter: ChunLi yesterday. Kinda felt like a budget action movie, tragic.

But the lead is really pretty (:

Concluded our last F.OC meeting before the exams and we (CPs) still have many little holes to fill up which actually sums to quite a huge amount of work. :(

School's coming to an end, with every module wrapping up its last lecture, last tutorial. Exams are less than 20 (?) days away, yet the urgency is missing.

Every sem I promise myself the next will be different and give myself some slack. But come the next sem, things never change. :(

My self-discipline disgusts me.

Oh! And yes, I've sold the touch.

Gen2 here I comeeeeee! :D

Normal local students: GPa = "Giga Pascal"

My tutor: GPa = "Jiggle Pah!"

Get Myself Together.

Yesterday at training (we were concluding what a closet bimbo V is) :

J : "What's the fastest way to drown a blonde Val?"

P: "I know! I read it somewhere, put a mirror at the end of the pool!"

V: "Huh, I would have said, 'in a pool of nutella!' (in a very very excited tone)"

Today at training:

Coach: "Looks like you need to strengthen your fingers instead. Next time before training you must tape up both your thumbs."

Me: "Ok I shall SMS more! Thumb strengthening."

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The itouch is here, so surreal to finally own one but I'm honestly willing to let it go(:

It's completely sealed with the shrink wrap and makes it more difficult but I've left it safely tucked in a corner of my shelf so I won't touch it (NOR LET ANYONE TOUCH IT!) Haha

School yesterday was so bad. :( As always I skipped my 830 lecture, but woke up earlier than normal so I took my time. Left for school and reached the LT realising I left my file behind :( It was a 2-hr lecture. So I retraced my steps to hall and back to the LT again. :( I probably also killed  90% of my brain cells thinking about whether I should get the Touch or not, so much til I ended up with a headache. (BIG JOKE) Then I wasted my 6hr break before training doing nothing.

BUT but but training last night was fun despite being extremely tiring :( Pool training drains your energy without you knowing but we acted like 5 yr olds brought to the pool for the first time.

Training today was more verbal than physical but we learnt lots nonetheless(: We were itching to play games so we drew out imaginary boundaries for a 5v5 game at the end but the lights went out on the first tap-to-go. We started playing in the dark, dropping every ball thrown before we were called in to take a picture with the guest coach. (AL! He wore his specs so cannot see his pretty eyes :( )

Mac for dinner. :( The company was great, but the food (and calorie count) was scary. :(

One last conversation to wrap up this post:

M: I'm not a bitch.

P: Yeah, you're just a mitch. (Male Bitch)

M: WTF!?

OK everybody should be studying and not reading this.