"I Have So Much To Say!"

Yes, I am officially year 3 with the release of results on Friday.

I remember frantically logging off before it was 12 so I would refrain from checking my results. 

I didn't give S a chance to speak when he called by screaming "DON'T TELL ME! I DON'T WANT TO KNOW!" repeatedly through the phone. Funny.

Anyhow, I've officially completed HALF of my University education.

It has been quite a journey, with changes and new beginnings to anticipate at the start of every sem; something different to look forward, and next sem is no different.

Another two years to go til graduation (NOT looking forwardddd), but also another two years with T.rojan, and another four semesters of exciting chapters to unfold.

Holidays on the other hand, have been insanely occupied with trainings.

Yeah, ok like what's new. For the whole of last week, F.oc / T.ouchattack planning has consumed much of my braincells and energy. It has been almost a month since I was "stressed up".

But all is well and three cheers to that.

NOCTURNAL.

I'm becoming nocturnal, not that I want to but I can't help it.

I don't do enough to tire myself to head to bed and I don't need so many hours of sleep.

My brain is barely used, except when I'm playing bejeweled or typing emails.

ZZZZZZ.

Sunday come faster please.

twentysecondmayisdoooomsday.

I'll Slow It Down For You.

Freedom is a five lettered word, beginning with S: sweet.

Been caught up with birthday celebrations/preparation, which actually makes the freedom double the fun, twice as meaningful. Exams + Birthdays = Extremely happy occasion. (:

T.imbre is gradually becoming an obligatory post-exam place, there were ALOT of fellow aNTeeyoU people there. We toasted to the freedom, a 23year old, a 21 year old to be, and the parting of a friend to KKKKKorea. 

Helped Penguin prepare for her party yesterday, when we received bad news. We had to relocate the party due to swine flu. ZZZ

Good thing we managed to find a place albeit so last minute.

Caught Taken. IT IS SOO AWESOME. I had heartwarming moments, heart stopping moments, scenes I'd clench S' hand a little tighter, and times I can't stay in my seat. Awesome, please go catch it.

Supposed to do 3min fitness everyday but secretly lazy, please don't tell my coach! :D

Touch later, but not looking forward to the hot sun and getting thrashed..... =((

TO MY DEAR N-US FRIENDS: HANG IN THERE! Your turn will be over!

Sweet And Low.

Absence makes the heart fonder.

Last week felt much more like Holidays for real,

despite rushing from place to place quite a bit,

it was sufficiently filled with post-exam to dos: 

Movies (Four Christmases, Bolt), satisfying cravings (Soup spoon, Chompchomp!), 

catch ups, supper, (window) shopping, birthday (Sk's 22nd at Mac).

Unfortunately, more touch and trainings than anything.

School trainings, Youth trainings, Friendlies, Fitness test(s).

One more month.

My legs are becoming big til my skins feel like they're gonna tear. ):

A typical Sunday;

A pint of ice cream and movies on the lappy/teevee, and lazing around.

Apple pie from Is.landCreamery((((:

And Monday, preoccupied with Puzzle Fight.er, more movies, more lazing around.

Another week of trainings/friendlies but there's my S.s to look forward to. Sarah Sherilyn Shan. ((((((((((((:

But of course, that's if all else doesn't fail.

All good things come to an end.

The Battle With The Internal Struggle.

Today, I

• got a new wallet! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee
• got S a new wallet! Wheeeeeeeeeee (but my mommy paid for both)
• cut my hair! 
• dyed my hair!
• got a new retainers case!
• was praised for being dilligent with my retainers
• was told I can stop wearing my retainers 24hours daily
• sucked at training :(
• had Ichi.ban again after training
• am alone with hall while everyone else is in Malaysia/home/camp. :(
• am happy but I miss S. :(

Twist In My Story.

Post exams haven't been as exciting as I'd have thought they'd be.
Then again, it has been a little bit more unexpected than I had imagined it to.

Basically had a Fucked up Friday (no more Freaky Friday curses though),
blood stained (not literally) and tear stained.
Suddenly felt like I was in a different world, with friends who are strangers,
and people putting on a facade. Felt scared, (and maybe threatened), deceived, betrayed.
It's horrible and I'm still not over it.

Training was so bad (for me), I was effectively the weakest link. And we had a Fitness Test. Terrible, just so bad.
And I concluded I've a retarded left hand. :(

Then we rushed down to Tim.bre where I had almost an entire glass of Er.dinger spilled across the table, drenching myself and my phone.

By the time I reached home, I was dead beat but I couldn't sleep so I made D talk to me. =(


Youth Fundraising tourney on Sat! Teams pulled out last minute and the sun was super hot now I'm burnt (even with the application of Sunblock)
Played and ref-ed consecutive games. Even played the novelty games. (Ok, but the 3v3 drop off was fun!!!) I'm super tired from the consecutive trainings/games that I wore my skins to sleep. HA HA HA.
And the abrasions from the incorrect diving are insanely painful (not forgetting fugly).
BUT, if any consolation, for the first time I tried to dive touch! (Then again, I touched her after she placed the ball down)

(Oh ya and I forgot to bring socks. Argh.)


Thank goodness training today is optional so I'm spared the extra agility/fitness work and get a break before another 4 consecutive days of training.

But this is all in preparation for the coming month.
And I'm gonna need icedips forever. HAHAHA


Happy holidays! Don't forget subject registration on 5th dec.
XOXO

FINALLY

Officially stepping down as a student,

and resuming my position as a full time touch player.

Here's to a month of lotsa grass, mud, girls, and odd shaped balls.

Happy holidays!

Crabbypathy

Crabbypathy: We both overslept today.

Dry weather: Nature trail at Sungei Buloh

But it rained today, irritating.

Hence we proceeded with Wet weather plan @ Crabzcribs.

Brunch at "kickass bachormee" where we found hair in my noodles,

and experienced the most efficient cleaners who swiped our table clean within seconds of our absence.

Baked cookies and decided to add some Starburst gummies and Cadbury chocolate in the already very chocolatey chocolate chip cookie dough. Turned out pretty yummy(:

Caught Licensed to Wed: it was unexpectedly different and sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. (: and Transformers, which got Crabby all jumpy screamy and excited, "heart stopping action" she said.

Dry weather Nature Trail to be postponed, yes? (:

***

Sometimes when you're incapable of making the right decisions for yourself,

let the wiser and more experienced make it for you.

Just this morning and last night, I prayed about the decision I have to make about going up to KL. Three signs, God showed them all.

Having faith is all it takes, but I'm gonna need the strength; physical and mental, to survive the coming month.

I know I may not be the most competent, the most capable,

but with that, I must remember what my aim of the trip is: experience/exposure, or to shine like a star.

Like J said, I'd take everything with a pinch of salt.

Then again, after so many months, I should be indifferent towards youknowwho's negativity+ lack of faith+ secret hatred towards me and no longer be intimidated.

Back to back trainings tomorrow, but I'm still living with the flu bug.

Take The Front Seat.

"Looks like......."
"Looks like what?"
"Looks like ... a giant slipper!"
"Huh?!"
"When the wind blows, it ...."
"yeaahhhh ... ?"
"it........... zzzzzzzz"

***

Wasted 3/4 the day in bed (woke up around 5ish), caught Iron Man on Thursday at Suntec. I hate Eng Wah. It's damn lok kok, seriously. And the crowd was bloody rowdy.

Nydc-ed for dinner (like in 25mins?) cos we were rushing for the show,

suppered with many other friends + people I don't know at THE Hk cafe down at Upper East Coast (the one with the RED signboard!).

Had HL Strawberry Milk + Cleo for company in the early mornings on Friday,
before Jalan Kayu prata at Novena (WHOA, the contradiction), Toys R' Us shopped, and headed back to school to pack for home;

Met the roomie for some yummy pizza (!!) (Ps: I am not a huge fan of pizza AT ALL), drinks, and watch some lousy band perform.
Saturday,

I woke up on the reversed side of the bed (literally) cos it was so warm I decided to sleep closer to the fan. Woke up to many messages and a morning call for breakfast: McGriddles! Left for turf, rushed and panicked, reached and nearly died under the hot sun, arrived and heard: NO GAME TODAY. WTF-ed and went home, detoured down to Marina/Esplanade area, cheese fondued at home (thanks to the Sis and BF).

CLARINASED.
SLEPT.
SLEPT.
SLEPT.
Woke up with a slight fever and a Dad making a huge fuss over it.

Then we celebrated Mothers' Day 1 week in advance at Dian Xiao Er. Yummy(: But I didn't really have much of an appetite. Close to midnight, I had homemade Honey Water(: and made two aimless trips around my neighbourhood by foot. (:

Skipped church on Sunday to head down to airport to send V off.

But before that, was greeted with Milo toast from Toast Box! Went back to school to pack more shit, again. Now my room really is almost bare and my house is damn packed. Quote unquote Sis, "People bring stuff back from hall, plus what they have at home = 1 cupboard. You bring your stuff back, plus the stuff you have at home, = 2 cupboard?!?!"

Then from Boon Lay, we went down to the other end of the world, skytrained from T3 to T2 (for lunch) and T1 (for our intended purpose) then back to T3 to head home.She says we look alike cos of the small eyes that undoubtedly contributes to the arrogant look. Heh.

Vivoed in the evening but we left emptyhanded =(

Homecooked food for dinner! (:

Been watching lots of movie downloads too, 27 dresses, The Bucket List, Texas Chainsaw (SICK SHIT!) Life probably sounds pretty boring to you, but I'm satisfied with the simplest pleasures for now. (:

And now, instead of hitting the pavements for a good jog, I decided to take a nappy nap.

Sooo, goodnight(:

My Canterbury Shorts Make Me Feel Fat.

David Cook - Always Be My Baby,
Simple Plan - I Can Wait Forever (Eew, I know. Simple Plan, eew),
The Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eyes,

REPLAY.


***

I have been faithfully waking up to David Cook every morning(:
Reluctantly or willingly, the alarm somehow makes my day. (:


This morning, I headed for breakfast at a Mall in the heartland areas in a pair of oversized curved running shorts that were deliberately slit (not by me) and it felt (really) weird.
McDonalds was, unfortunately closed so we had Delifrance. Hmm.


For the past few days, I've either been sleeping too little/eating too much/staying at home too little, hence I'm allowing myself some alone time now.

Supposed to watch the Adiv Rugby Semis! But it looks like it's going to rain so I decided not to risk it, but I still had lunch with teeliangshit.
Supposed to swim now but dear Griz is sleeping and I don't want to wake her =( (Supper later!)
Supposed to run in an hour if the weather permits. (Finally no hot sun, but please don't rain!)


Still sick, but will be mighty strong by Wednesday(:

Better Take Your Medicine!

Among all the list of Post Exam Activities,
Falling sick is not one of them.
Hence, this shouldn't be happening. =(



Weak immunity aside,
post exam has been nothing short of amazing, awesome, and SLACK.
Seriously damn slack, I'm enjoying every minute of life wasting both time and money like free.
Hah. Then again, time really is freee. ((:


Can't wait to start School trainings again though.



PS: Secretary will be on leave with effect from Tomorrow, til Wednesday. =(
Boo.

=D

Liberation is so surreal,
but as hoped,
I had a good dinner with the One in His True Form. (Indian food, HAHA)

I promise myself I will slack the next few days before trainings start in full force. (: