(photos from Chow's FB Album)

Saturday;

A major frozen yogurt craving led myself to Jco as recommended by JL which tasted ten times better than it looks. The Ahgong wanted to furniture shop so we headed down to Park Mall where we wow-ed at the jacked up prices of H.erman Miller furniture.

Then we celebrated Eugene's 21st with Bbq food, 8-player soccer on a PS3, ice cream cake, and too much beer.

S does a reaally awesome job with instigation which landed himself in the hot seat with Mal. I can't remember who won but I (though not involved in the drinking game) won myself a driver's seat in the Stream later that night because of that.

The game then got modified with coke for Halal friends and chengteng for drivers and 2-year-old vodka with beer as it went on. It even involved school pride, and sexist issues, etc etc.

Sunday;

As usual (for now, but not anymore). Lunch with S and sister at A.ston's, Novena for coffee from Starbucks, picked cousin, picked Daddy, F1/Discovery Turbo at home.

Dinnered at Newton (the cheng teng was so yummy!), caught H.arper's.

And then. Water works.

S was initially confused/slightly frustrated but ended up laughing at the situation.

I don't know if it was to make me feel better about it or because he didn't see the severity like I did. But I hope it's the former.

Woke up bright and early at 730am for training of which the Birthday Girl decided to attend at 2300 the previous night so we couldn't get cake. Coach wasn't around so it was more light hearted and we water breaked longer than our drills. SHH.

Jean and I lunched with Angie before we went up to her room for some cheesecake lovin'. :D

Was so tired I could fall asleep anywhere by 4. :(

CP meeting was slightly awkward but very productive albeit taking more than 3 hours. We tried XinWang Taiwan which was surprisingly pretty good(: Cheaper and better than the HK one anytime(:

We managed to shorten Seniors' Camp to 1 day! Ended just in time with S' training so I joined the boys for dinner at BK with some Mos Iced milk tea(:

Woke up aching entirely today :( And need to start doing up Fixtures. :(

But it also looks like my rushed week is a tinybit more relaxed with Seniors camp shortened by half(:

You don't miss your water til the well runs dry.

Something (still) Feels Missing.

I've been feeling really choked over the weekend,

and I've lost ownership of many things especially control over my emotions.

I've been really stretched and jaded,

and finally the numbness started to wear off.

This self-defensive bubble wrap has secured me for close to two weeks,

and finally together with the end of the season, it wore down and allowed what it shouldn't have to penetrate.

Finally, the waterworks. After much postponement.

I've also been having too much of a sugar fix.

Starbucks and coffee bean and bubble tea and endless ice cream cravings.

And it's not good. :(

Just last night, Mom went on and on about how I need to eat more/eat well/put on weight and she thinks I'm troubled but keeping it to myself. 

Played my first (and probably the last) Mixed game of the season. Just to make up the numbers though, and comfortably slot myself in the wing at every opportunity possible. (Except the times during substitution where I got pushed to the middle) Was a little scared but thank you AL for being very encouraging. (: Haha. We won 8-3.

The entire Saturday afternoon at turf = sunburnt. (Even with sunblock!)

Too much Uv rays gave me a headache and fever over dinner. But I still caught Witch Mountain anyways. :( Missed Ahgong and Arthur who were at Barrage!!! But I needed the rest anyway (I think.)

Sunday; time with Penguin (again :D). Plus MrsDarcy came to join us. (:

This song is like my Song-For-The-Weekend and I still can't get it out of my head.

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you, 

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, 

(One still in love while the other ones leaving)

I'm falling to pieces 

(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

It's Not Always Rainbows and Butterflies.

Recess Week;Met my Mrsdarcy alot to slackshopeattalk and just be around each other.

Had an extremely wet Saturday where we played in the rain and took breaks when the rain stopped. Headed down to Th.omson to look for D dearest (If you see this, are you ok!!!!???)

and had an unintended stayover at H.ave8. =\

Church on Sunday where I had my motherfingkillercramps so I spent the entire Sunday in bed and missed the gathering at Syl's place =(

CP meeting on Monday, almost everything is done now except a few minor changes and little things to confirm with extenal companies. Really really looking forward to camp, though it is going to be super tiring on us. =) Dear Mrsdarcy was 45mins too late, and the next thing we knew, we were running across overhead bridges, running after buses so as to not be late for S' game. (which they lost and it was pretty wasted)

Woke up earlyearly on Tues for Manufacturing meeting. And everybody was L-A-T-E! >=(

But here's what happened:

(The previous night)

P: "G can you wake me up at 8 tomorrow please! It's so late already and I'm scared I'd oversleep."

(The next morning)

P: "Good morning! I'm awake!"

G: "Wah seems you woke earlier than me."

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G: "I just showered. I think I will leave my house at about 830 :)" --> I remember the smiley.

P: "Aren't you gonna be SOOOOOOO late? My dad's sending me there"

G: "Wah shit."

It was really quite funny. =)

Had Kui.shimbo buffet for lunch with S and caught He's just not that into you as recommended by Yanns but we didn't like it! :(

Rushed off for training cos it ended later than expected. Good thing the Bff was around the area too (: And training was, wet wet wet once again. Hate the sun, but also hate the rain around evening times.

McD. for supper cos I skipped dinner. Hrmmmm.

It was a really ordinary day for a special one, it felt just like any other normal day which shouldn't have been the case. =( Was a tad bit disappointed, and sad. But... oh well. It just says alot.

Wednesday; Bao meetup was cancelled due to last min pangsehs and mia cases. Vivoed for lunch and got Boost juice(: Yay, yay. Headed back to school only to find out training is cancelled =( so we KFCed for lunch and caught Slumdog.

Studied more with Penguin dearest on Thursday and left for home at night.

(Supposed to) study more with Mrsdarcy on Friday but we got distracted in Town and started retail therapying. =) And and and, I had my Starbucks fix(:

Met the boysss (Ahgong and fellow #8!) who bullied us over dinner; They brought us for Jap food at some kickass restaurant whose menu is entirely in Japanese and they refused to help us. Headed to B.arstop (nice place(: ) after that though! For drinks and to catch up. And we revisited The Blue Hole, which btw, looks different?

Saturday was disappointing. The sun was scorching hot, and I felt more lethargic than I normally did. Probably cos I didn't sleep well =( And we lost the only game I wanted to win so badly. Oh wellllll. Had 100+ at the coffeeshop with Syl and felt a little like Uncles who have beers and peanuts. Missed lunch cos I just didn't have the appetite.

Was asked over for a birthday celebration which was pretty cute(: 

Slept with a fulltummy and woke up feeling really sick on Sunday :( Cabbed to Tan.jong together with the rest of the team and allowed ourselves to get burnt. Felt this year's S&S wasn't as fun as last year's tooo. =( It poured as expected (just as we were leaving so we still got soaked anyway) and had awesome tomyam noodles for dinner and slept from 7 til 1030pm. OMG :|

So now, back to school.

Hate it as usual, but at least it keeps you going.

"Do You Wanna Be A Quitter? Or Someone Who Stays"

One week ago,

Tuesday; we had pizza and macdonalds and htht after training til two in the morning,

with our shorts and underwear soaked from icedips. Then we lugged the huge green bin back all the way from CanA.

Wednesday; Yanyi crashed IS training (it was fun though!), then we starved while waiting for the Bff and Spacemedic0016 (haha) and had lunch at 3. Then my stomach/digestive system threw a tantrum (diarrhoea) and the rest of the body screamed for rest. Decided to give training a miss (despite the coin flipping's decision to not skip) and slept. Woke up with a fever and found myself in deep shit. But then again, I didn't quite care.

Thursday; 

the cousins/aunts were back from cruiseee. Shopped a little in town before the friendly (omg the blue top from topshopt and black top from fcuk :( ) Played a pretty awesome + fun game with the boys down at Rpeeee.

Cabbed down with wet shorts/underwear/shirt/skins (totally freezing!) to Laopasat and had only chicken wings and squid for dinner. =( Then headed back to Ritz for the rest of the night and baby-fashion-show-watched til we felt sleepy and Shanniee stayed over! :D

Friday; woke up to Macs, headed down to Full.erton, then more shopping, more babysitting, more Macs and lotsa Starbucks. S came later with a surprise (skins!!) and he took over the babysitting (or baby carrying in this sense). And we bumped into lotsa people: "secret daughters?".

Haha. Had some Mega Seafood Feast for dinner but it wasn't as yummy as it looked. PSP-ed like mad the whole night with lotsa A.pe Academy challenging. Then we said our final goodbyes(:

Saturday; slept in, caught S's game (awesome game!), tossed in bed til late :\

Sunday; wet, wet, wet, cold. Prayed for rain, and training to be cancelled. Got the first, didn't get the second. Boohoo =(

Then I watched Love Actually til I couldn't stop crying (haha)

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This week,

Monday; caught the Bestie for breakf before she left for Europeeee, that lucky girl. I love you, Seeef! :D Then met Pong, and we ate til we popped (though we shared a meal and didn't intend to binge at all). Then, the very screwed up friendly.

Then D, as usual, ohsonicely cabbed down to check up on me(: And we did what we used to always do, but haven't done in a really long time. ;) Thanks for everything, as always, Love.

I love you, Ding! :D

Tuesday; CP meeting at Starbucks. We're almost done, and I hope we don't need to meet on Thurs anymore :D Caught the very last quarter of Basketball IH, then trained with a new area taped up.

"That's new. What happened?"

"Uh, I don't know, It just hurts."

--

Coach and I had a very good talk after training, together with J and A.

"It is just how much you want it."

She gave me the green light to make my own decision and assured me not to think/worry too much.

But I am still indecisive.

We ordered Macs (again :( ) to Fifteen and ate at the lounge, with aircon (hence freezing with our shorts &underwear wet again..), television, and a mini htht.

When you can't find strength from within, you draw it from others.

"It's only three more weeks, Phil."

I Have To Love You Less.

Just when I thought I had to give up my happening night life (HAHA YEAH RIGHT) to call up more freshies about camp, I found myself rushing out of the house on Friday night, begging my Mom to drop me off at Glasshouse Starbucks.
After a cup of their Signature Hot Chocolate and about an hour of Aunt-Agony role playing, we were subtly chased out of the place.
Being Aunt Agony continued as we walked through levels and levels at Mustafa and eventually nearly succumbed to eating supper (dimsum!) at 2 in the morning.


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Went boots-hunting on Saturday despite the extremely extremely dampering wet weather. Found the black pair, but we unanimously agreed the red one looked better. Unlucky though, cos the smallest pair in every outlet is Size 7. =(

Spent the rest of the evening after dinner at Ah Gong's, where we played Winning Eleven (obviously I lost) and they just kept laughing at me. =( Ate Goreng Pisangs, Nuggets accompanied by Erdinger and Hoegaarden, played Daidee and bridge, watched LOTR and Entourage; screaming "GERALD! GERALD!" everytime there was a sex scene.
Gave up on food and decided to swipe out Ahgong's ice cream stash. Lotsa alcoholic ice cream from Udders but Haagen's Macademia Brittle is the besttttttt. (:


Was supposed to attend training this morning, but we gave it a miss since BFF wasn't feeling well (GET WELL SOON!!!). I can't believe I slept through an 11am service. I am hopeless and eternally guilty I tell you.......................

But anyhow, we sorta had a farewell lunch for Ken today.
Nothing much to expect except food and lotsa army talk which I've pretty much grown accustomed to. Still somewhat amazed (and amused) that everytime this topic is brought up, I learn something new. Haha, oh wells.

Take care in Perth, Moo!

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CGL says: kkkkk.. u spider lei u
I say: ohhh
why spider
kanchiong spider?
CGL says: YES

Now, I say: FINE =(

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PS: Training/Friendly on Thursday was badbadbad. Was scolded for backchatting =( Sucks shit.
PPS: Pretty excited for YouthInTouch coming 12July, gonna see lotsa people I haven't seen in a-g-e-s!

Of City Lights and Family Love.

Weiyann's attempt at being artistic. (Okay, I know my nose is flat, Gdine shh)

So yeah I'm back and finally used to the idea that I'm back.

I share this love/hate relationship with escapes because I need them,

yet I hate the after effects.

Took me two whole days to re orientate myself and find my place again, makes it sound as though I've been gone for months (Imagine if I were to leave for exchange, hmm...)

Spent a good four days (maybe less) in Malaysia; KL and Penang (for 24 hours, hah)

Caught a movie every night for the first two days since it was really cheap and, we didn't exactly have anything else to do when the shops closed.

Kungfu Panda and Hulk! Kungfu Panda was seriously hilarious, good show for laughs I guess (: Hulk, on the other hand, was a typical Marvel movie? But who doesn't like Superhero movies right. (:

We probably wasted more time travelling than anything else; arrived in KL close to 3, spent the entire Wednesday afternoon travelling up to Penang (we reached at 7) and the journey back to Spore took approximately 10hours.

We probably also wasted more money than ever; forfeiting one nights hotel stay, our coach ticket back from KL for our coach ticket up to Penang, paying for ripped off taxi rides which we still thought was cheap (compared to Singapore, hah hah), shopping for the sake of shopping when they weren't any cheaper than back here, paying 75rm each for 3 rollercoaster rides and 2 pointless rides, spending too much, way too much on food, but I daresay the only thing we do best is eating. (Yes, I know, fattening!) If any consolation, our hotel was pretty well located among the malls so we could walk to almost anywhere.

Oh, and we swam for like, half an hour too.

Food; we had Starbucks upon arrival, Dunkin' Donuts, pretty good Thai food for dinner, breakfast was hotel buffet. We tried TGI-Fridays because Singapore doesn't have it, ate Secret Recipe cos it was much cheaper. Visted Hainan Town cos if we don't, we'd regret it (haha). And immediately after dinner we went down to Pulau Tikus (Rat Island!) for supper, char kway teow, ice kachang, satay, gosh. Old Town for breakf cos they have unique toast and white coffee (which, I found out today, exists in Singapore!) , tried Paddington's House Of Pancakes cos ... my Aunts decided to (but it was pretty unique and the menu is seriously overwhelming), and forced Baskin Robbins down our gut cos we just HAD to. Dinner on the last day was pathetic cos we were rushing for the coach (which, in the end left at like 9pm!) and dabaoed Macdonalds. So I'm sick now because of the Spicy Beef Foldover I had. =(

Shopping was the least fruitful, there wasn't much to get. Maybe we didn't know the right places to go or something, but I barely saw stuff that caught my eye =(

The 24 hours spent in Penang (including sleep time, which took up about 7 hours?) was chaotic. We waited to rush and rushed to wait; but we had to since we were "squeezing so many days itenary into 24 hours" (quoteunquote Aunt).

Fell asleep while talking to Shan who was more energetic than we were (it was about 2plus am) and woke up the next morning to knocks on the door at 7am to wake him up for school.

830am; I heard the door open, and silence. Then I heard her shoes against the wooden tiles. "Good morning! Good morning!" as she crawled into bed and kissed us good morning.

Then the elder followed into the room greeting us good morning.

It happened only once, but I probably miss that moment the most.

We picked the girls up from school after brunch, had an insane moment with the two at the backseat of the car (btw, Sarah puked when we reached home). Rushed to Queensbay (I think it's their biggest shopping mall) then rushed to pick Sherilyn on the way back. No, we had to wait for her cos she refused to do her work! >=(

By the time we got back we barely had time to shower nor eat, we just had to pack and kiss goodbyes to the little ones and leave. =(

So yeah, as posted earlier, the fucking coach abandoned us (and two other individuals) at Woodlands Customs. We had to make 1890352 long distance phonecalls involving the Singapore Gu.nungRa.ya branch which wasn't linked to the Penang one and more more complications you could never think of. We cleared Customs in less than 10 minutes (thanks to the biometric system!) but waited for more than an hour though we clearly saw the bus leave.

IN THE END, we spent unnecessary time and money cabbing back. =(

In any case, we hope we can get our sweaters back somehow. (It will heal half my broke heart) Seems like the bus is returning to Singapore tomorrow morning and our sweaters are still on it.

Had dinner with Shai, Maya, Melz and Yanns that very night of return.

Was too sick and tired to be active actually. But we had a good time anyhow.

Shai wants to go waxing one day. Heh heh.

On the way back, Y and I were overly engrossed with our conversation that she missed her stop. Heh.

Oh And Melz, if you see this, I expect a House Warming anytime sooon!!


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And now, I hate falling asleep because, I always end up with freaking weird dreams I cannot fathom.

PS: My handphone is screwwwwwed. =( So I'm using a bimbo bright pink phone now, please don't mock meee =(

PPS: THE BEST FRIEND IS BACKKKKK!!

Starbucks for life =D

I think my dentist is gonna kill me later because....

1. I haven't flossed my teeth
2. My retainers are um, quite dirty
3. I haven't worn them in the past hour and probably won't in the next few til I see her cos I want to eat ice cream!!

I am contemplating...

if I should play tomorrow now that I have the rashes thing. =\

I am having difficulty....

• making decisions
• with computing
• managing my time
• managing my WEIGHT MUAHAHAHHAAHAH

"Cheer me up, please."

*_* candice says:
HAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHA
*_* candice says:
YOUR VIRTUAL CARAMEL FRAP
*_* candice says:
THE BLACK THING IS WHIPPED CREAM
*_* candice says:
SO MUCH TILL IT COMES OUT OF THE CUP
*_* candice says:
ACTUALLY I JUST REALISED IT SHOULD BE GREEN

*_* candice says:

IM SO GONNA REDO IT

*_* candice says:
VENTI MAN

0101 am: I am doing my math tutorial.

Still doing, still got lotsa to go. =(

Sweetest SIN.

And I had a Starbucks Caramel Frap (in its largest form) delivered to me today.







I am so loved.
My friends spoil me. =s


Ps: The volleyball guys gave me a heart attack again today. We lost after a gruelling battle.
The final set was played up to 27 points, my heart was palpitating and my palms were sweating.
We lost, but good fight guys!

Sweetest Drug.

The Christmas card from Moo where he screwed the postman's mind. Hahaha
My favourite card! It's a pop-up! (:
=D I'll marry anyone who buys me a Toffee nut frap/ Caramel frap this week. I'm still craving for it, and I WILL NOT settle for Coffee Bean! =( I won't be happy enough. AHAHAHA
CRABBBYYYYYY, please have faith.

31st dec: US(:

I like the purple stripes at the back, though I don't like purple.

(photos of first jan once I get hold of them from sheryl! who is overseas!)
Kiddo!!

one of her manymanymany happy food.

omg kiddo your almond cookies are addictiveeeeeeeee!

ok i feel loved =D

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One more thing to post: On 31st's training, we had to do 60 starjumps,

but we only survived til 40 with aching knees and thighs. (which still hurt today)
We did back pedaling drills which left me on my butt (the right butt cheek still hurts!)

And after training, Jean, Angie and I cannon ball-ed/somersaulted into the pool. =D FUNFUNFUN. Angie lost her specs so Jean and I had to hunt/dive to retrieve it in the 1.9m pool. =\

Take You There.

E says:
why.. lesbians are hot
lol

She wants it. says:
haha
really?
OKAY EH IM LESBIAN

E says:
haha den u're hottt
haha

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And today I cut my hair. IT SUCKS OMG I AM SO SAD =(
I snipped my tail, the hairdresser sucks.
He is so unprofessional! Roar.
No more emo/mysterious hair. =(
The only consolation: Crabby and I had our hair cut together again. =D


Ps: I FINALLY HAD STARBUCKS. YEAH! =D